Chapter Seventy-Eight: I Won't Forgive You

Cheng Yiran looked at her with a complicated expression and didn't speak.

Ding Xiaomo continued: "And the Bai clan has been determined, at the end of this year, Bai Qi will hand over the power in his hands and hand it over to Bai Sichen to control the Bai clan. When the time comes, he will no longer have the shackles of Bai Qi, and he will be able to be with you openly. How nice. ”

It sounds really good.

But Cheng Yiran was not moved, she just smiled and said: "I have already used others once through marriage, and I can't do it a second time." I also don't want Bai Sichen to be hurt in the slightest by me. ”

"Huh?" Ding Xiaomo was stunned, "You used someone else once, are you talking about Lu Chiye?"

"That's right. Cheng Yiran nodded, "Back then, I was betrayed by Liang Weizhi and designed to kill the child in my womb, and then he and Bai Siyi came together. In order to take revenge on the two of them, I found Lu Chiye and asked him to help me deal with Liang Weizhi and Bai Siyi. ”

Ding Xiaomo was stunned: "Lu Chiye really agreed?"

"Yes," Cheng Yiran smiled, "I was also surprised, I didn't expect him to agree to be with me so directly." Later, I learned that he was willing to be with me, but he actually came for my eyes. ”

"Eyes?" Ding Xiaomo was stunned, and then suddenly realized, "Oh, oh, oh! I have seen that Ding Xueyan, her eyes are really similar to yours!"

"Yes, I am a substitute for Ding Xueyan. Cheng Yiran said calmly.

"He treated you like this from the beginning, do you still think about him?" Ding Xiaomo asked puzzled, "Why?"

"I'm not thinking about him," Cheng Yiran shook his head, "I'm just a little sad about this relationship." I don't love him anymore, I don't love him since he asked me to kill this child. ”

How true these words are, Cheng Yiran himself can't tell.

Ding Xiaomo didn't understand Cheng Yiran's mood very well, she just said confusedly: "Since you don't love anymore, you should be able to open your heart to accept others." I think Bai Sichen is really good. ”

"He's really good. Cheng Yiran smiled at Ding Xiaomo, who looked confused: "Xiaomo." When you're a big man, you'll understand. ”

Ding Xiaomo nodded as if she didn't understand, and when she found that Cheng Yiran was talking to her in a childlike tone, Cheng Yiran had already walked away with Hexuan in her arms.

Perhaps it was the blow of Lu Chiye and Ding Xueyan's wedding, Lin Yaxuan didn't have a bad temper in the face of Du Xiao during this time, and the whole person was listless, like a wilted flower, and even her eyes were dull.

"Yaxuan, are you there?" Finally, on this day, Du Xiao expressed his dissatisfaction, "Lu Chiye is not your whole world, he is just getting married, what do you look like when you are so depressed." ”

He saw that she was in a bad mood recently, so he specially took a noon time to invite her out for a meal, wanting her to be in a slightly better state, but he didn't expect her to look like she didn't know what to eat, she didn't say a word to him, and kept drinking, as if she was immersed in her own world.

"What do you know?" Lin Yaxuan glanced at him, "Lu Chiye was my first love when I was a girl. ”

"First love?" Du Xiao smiled, "He has never been with you at all, can it be regarded as first love?"

"Of course, if it weren't for Ding Xueyan, I would have been with Chi Ye back then. ”

"Why do you say that?" Du Xiao asked.

"I fell in love with Lu Chiye first, and I decided to chase him first. At that time, I liked to dance and write, and I heard that he liked talented girls, so I wrote some love poems and wanted to give them to him, but I didn't have the courage to hand them to him in person. Ding Xueyan was a good friend of mine at the time, and after she found out, she volunteered to pass on this letter of love for me, and promised that it would definitely be handed over to Lu Chiye himself. Lin Yaxuan seemed to be a little drunk, and her memories of the past increased, "It's just that I didn't expect that after she met Lu Chiye, she temporarily changed her mind, tore up the signature under the love poem, and told Lu Chiye that it was a poem written by herself." ”

Lin Yaxuan smiled bitterly: "That's it, Lu Chiye began to be interested in her." The two of them got closer and closer, and I became an inconsequential outsider. ”

Du Xiao frowned when he heard this, he didn't expect Ding Xueyan to be such a person, and before that, Lin Yaxuan had never said these things: "Why didn't you tell Lu Chiye, it was a poem you wrote?"

"Because ......" Lin Yaxuan shook her head just as she was about to speak, "No, I can't say it." If I said it, Lu Chiye would ignore me forever. ”

"Yaxuan, what are you talking about?" Du Xiao wondered.

"Du Xiao, don't think I don't know, it was Lu Chiye who discussed with you, let you cooperate with Shengshi, and let me be in charge of negotiating with you, right? Hehe, I know that no matter how long I stay by his side, it is not as important as a person who has died once in his heart. Lin Yaxuan's eyes began to fog, "Why? If he chose Cheng Yiran, at least I still have nothing to say about that woman's temperament." But he was blind and chose such a slut who was inconsistent...... Ding Xueyan, do you think that if you can deceive others, you can deceive me and talk about me? I have already seen you through...... You slut......"

She seemed to be crying and laughing, her eyes were full of tears, and Du Xiao's heart tightened.

He got up behind her and gently held her shoulder: "Lu Chiye has no vision and doesn't know how to cherish it, let me cherish you in the future, okay?"

"You?" Lin Yaxuan looked at him with a confused smile, "Do you know how to cherish it? If you know how to cherish it, why did you leave in the first place?" Yes, Lu Chiye doesn't know how to cherish it, but at least, when I was born Ruirui, it was he who took care of me before and after, and it was he who let me enter the prosperous era, stayed by his side, and single-handedly supported me as today's sales minister. When I was staring at my big belly and being pointed at, Du Xiao," she stretched out her slender fingers and poked at his chest, "Where are you? Aren't you holding your new wife and enjoying the happiness of your family?"

She didn't use much strength, but Du Xiao felt a pain in his heart, and he said with difficulty: "Yaxuan, I'm sorry ......"

"Do you think I'm sorry useful?" Lin Yaxuan looked at him amusedly.

"I ......" Du Xiao was speechless.

"Time is gone, Du Xiao. Lin Yaxuan said softly, "And you, you will never be able to make up for my pain." ”