People are easy to indulge themselves when they are relaxed, and the three bottles of beer quickly bottomed out, and I also felt a little dizzy, and the words involuntarily increased, plus Qin Zhiyun deliberately asked, I told all the things about me and Luo Jinxuan, and there was nothing to hide.

There's been so much going on, I need to talk about it too.

Qin Zhiyun was a qualified listener, she didn't bother me at all when I spoke, and nodded slightly at me from time to time, agreeing with what I said.

I poured the last glass of wine into my stomach, "Luo Jinxuan and I really haven't had any conflicts, we are very considerate of each other, but in the end, it became like this." I'm her boyfriend and I feel like I'm sorry for her. ”

Qin Zhiyun sighed, "I don't know what to say anymore, I don't think anything I say now can comfort you." But I want to ask you, why don't you go to Luo Jinxuan?"

"Do you think I haven't thought about it? But I can't contact her now, I don't know where she went, she didn't even go to the company. And even if I find her, what if I find her, because I have made her pay so much on the spur of the moment, how can I still have the face to see her?"

"I think it's all an excuse you're giving yourself. ”

Qin Zhiyun stared at me, "You ask yourself, if it weren't for what happened that night, would you give up? You won't! You are willing to take out all the money for Luo Jinxuan, even at the cost of losing your job, I don't doubt your feelings for her at all, but at the same time, you are very mindful of her standing up with Li Zhenwen." You can't let go of this kind of mind, which is why you give yourself so many excuses not to go to her. ”

"I didn't!" I suddenly raised my voice.

"Your heart is empty. ”

Qin Zhiyun's voice was unwavering.

I explained to myself again, "I don't have a weak heart, I don't make excuses for myself, I really don't know how to find her." ”

"Okay, you look into my eyes, I'll ask you!" Qin Zhiyun looked into my eyes, "Do you care very much about Luo Jinxuan's loyalty to you?"

I was silent for a few seconds and said, "I care a lot, but I don't particularly care, she went to accompany Li Zhenwen for me, it's not that I can't accept her, but I can't accept myself." ”

Qin Zhiyun shook her head, "It's just your own thoughts, now I'll talk about my conclusions about you as a bystander." ”

"It is undeniable that you have very deep feelings for Luo Jinxuan, and you can give everything for her, but there is a premise for all this, that is, she is loyal to you. What did you do when you misunderstood that she was having an affair with Shen Hui? You even took a kitchen knife to find them! In view of this, I have reason to think that everything you did after that was largely because you felt that you were sorry for Luo Jinxuan, so you had to pay some to prove your loyalty to love and your deep affection for Luo Jinxuan. But all this changed because of the appearance of Li Zhenwen. ”

"Luo Jinxuan was willing to accompany Li Zhenwen in order to protect you, and then your attitude changed, there are objective factors in this, but it is not the real reason for you to retreat. What really holds you back is that you don't know what to do with it. Luo Jinxuan accompanied Li Zhenwen, she betrayed you, but she was for your good, so you can't stand on the moral high ground to accuse her, and you can't show your selflessness, so you chose to give up. You think that when you give up all this, forget all this, and at the same time properly show your nostalgia for Luo Jinxuan, you can keep the image of a good man, but what about the facts? As long as you know what happened, no one will be on your side, and everything you do makes me feel like a hypocrite!"

"I'm not!!"

I couldn't help but shout loudly, "I'm not! I didn't think about what happened to me, I just wanted to make Luo Jinxuan feel better!"

The people around me were attracted by my voice, looked at me and Qin Zhiyun, and after a few seconds, they turned their heads again, no longer caring about what was going on on our side.

Qin Zhiyun said: "Okay, why don't you go to her for Luo Jinxuan's good? Is it really difficult? Do you really do your best? If you really have the heart, these are not difficult at all! The debt collector can always monitor your movements in order to make money, why can't you try again for Luo Jinxuan?"

"I don't know where to look, I don't know where to start. I went everywhere I could think of, there was no result at all, I knew Luo Jinxuan too well, and when she wanted to avoid me, it was impossible for me to find her. ”

There was a sense of loss in my tone.

Qin Zhiyun smiled, "Then I'll ask you again, do you want to find Luo Jinxuan?"

"Yes!"

"I already reminded you just now, the debt collector can keep an eye on Luo Jinxuan at all times, wouldn't it be very simple for them to go to Luo Jinxuan?"

I was stunned for a moment and immediately reacted, "Yes! The debt collector has been monitoring me and Luo Jinxuan, let them look for it, and they will definitely find it! Why didn't I think of it? Thank you! Thank you so much!"

"You don't have to thank me, I just don't think it's worth it for Luo Jinxuan, if you really care about her, go find her, and work hard to make her live a better life, instead of abandoning her just because she accompanied Li Zhenwen. ”

I was a little emotional, "Well, I know! I will definitely find Luo Jinxuan! When the time comes, I will bring her to you together, and I will thank you in person!"

"It's pretty much it, okay, I've eaten pretty much too, it's time to go, bye-bye!"

Qin Zhiyun wiped her hands clean and stood up to leave, I hurriedly said, "I'll send you back." ”

"No need, if you have time, you should hurry up and think about how to find Luo Jinxuan, I believe she is also waiting for you. ”

After leaving the barbecue stall, I went straight to Miao Hua's office, because he found out that Sun Feiyang was probably the person from the debt collection company, and it was very likely to find the debt collection company along this line, and then find Luo Jinxuan's whereabouts!

I believe that with Miao Hua's ability to do things, he knows Sun Feiyang's value, and he will definitely investigate Sun Feiyang.

When I arrived at the office, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, and I suddenly realized that it was too late, Miao Hua must have already left work, and I dialed his phone with the idea of giving it a try, "I changed my mind, I am interested in the information you investigated." ”

"Yes, I knew you would be interested. But it's too late today, I'll give it to you when I get to work tomorrow morning. ”

"No, I want it now! Especially the information about Sun Feiyang!"

"Alright then, you wait a minute, I'll have someone come and get it for you, but you'll have to pay the balance. ”

"Yes, I'll transfer it to you on WeChat right away. ”

After hanging up the phone, I transferred 1,005 to Miao Hua, and he also replied to me on WeChat: Wait a few minutes, my people will arrive soon!