At midnight yesterday, Chu Nange picked up the pen again and wrote the eleventh diary before he reached the new age of one year for the first time.

For tomorrow morning he would leave for another unfamiliar city, and without thinking about it, he knew that he would not be able to return when he was thirty-five years old.

He was afraid, he was afraid that he would not be able to survive.

He didn't want to die, but he had no choice but to struggle.

Sitting in a familiar home, Chu Nange left a way to deal with the future for himself in case he couldn't get over, and he believed that He Shuhuan would do a good job for him.

If you cross it, it's a memory.

This is the answer to Chu Nange's quiet thinking day in the hospital yesterday.

Either way, there are some things that can't be written down until the end.

Under the rustling pen, the words are still ugly, but this time they are clearly visible.

Chu Nange slowed down the speed of writing, trying to make the words as clear and legible as possible.

"If you can't cross it this time, it's a must-have, hehe. ”

Holding the pen in his right hand, Chu Nange smiled softly, but his expression and tone were not much sad or unwilling except for being slightly confused.

Because those emotions don't help the condition at all, they only drag yourself down and drag others down.

Bleak and cold wind,

It's just like a dream,

Borrow wine and send it away,

I can't send away the pain in my heart.

But fate plays tricks,

Raise a glass and send off,

I can't send away the face in my head.

It's cold, and everything is like a dream,

I'd rather never meet in this life,

It's hard to say heartache,

Unforgettable love is like the wind.

seemed to be in the singing voice in his mind, looking at the photo of the two people on the table, thinking back to the time when he took this photo, Chu Nange gently covered it and then gently opened it and pulled it out, muttering to himself in a low voice.

"I woke up from a dream... Chu Nange. ”

In yesterday's phone prompt, Fang Qing had already deposited all the money from this lawsuit back into his account, only more and not less, thinking that he knew an approximate amount from Chen Yutong's mouth.

Glancing at the photo again, Chu Nange chuckled twice, not knowing whether to laugh at himself or what, but the mockery in his voice was extremely strong.

"Forget it.... ”

When the whispered murmur echoed, Chu Nange didn't notice that Ye Nan outside the door was watching him write a diary in the crack of the door like that, dismantle the photo, and then put the photo at the end of the diary.

There was another photo there, Ye Nan didn't see it clearly, but he could guess it.

Ye Nan woke up from time to time during this night, and then walked to Chu Nange's room to take a look, and then fell asleep again.

She was afraid, afraid that she would not see him when she woke up tomorrow.

He could leave at any time during an episode.

"Yezi, you look tired, get some sleep, an hour is also good. ”

There were not many people in the plane cabin in Baiyun, Chu Nange looked at the soft-spoken people, the people who read books and watched movies, and the people who were sleeping on the chairs, and smiled at Ye Nan sideways, persuading her to sleep more or less.

Her face was really haggard, and she couldn't hide it with light makeup.

"Well, remember to call me if you have something. ”

"Don't worry, I took my medicine before I got on the plane, and I'll be fine. ”

Chu Nange's face looked very good today, even better than Ye Nan.

Before he was discharged from the hospital, he talked to the attending doctor and knew that as long as he didn't hit and fall, the problem would not be too big.

Of course, all this must be based on the fact that he will no longer fall into a coma due to convulsions.

"Okay, I'll sleep for a while. ”

Pulling the thin quilt on his body, Chu Nange smiled and turned his head to look at the white sea of clouds outside the window, he rarely slept when he was on a plane, and he looked at the sea of clouds more and didn't know what he was thinking.

Leaving a familiar city and stepping into another unfamiliar city, Chu Nange didn't feel anything unaccustomed, let alone Ye Nan, who often went out to do things.

Walking into the simple, spacious and bright room with a cane in his left hand, looking at the new home that seemed spotless, Chu Nange chuckled: "It's good to go there and find this room?" ”

Ye Nan casually threw down the suitcase and said with a smile: "It's just a homestay, it's easy to find, the hospital is next door, and I negotiated with the owner to rent it for a year." ”

"Then thank you Mrs. Ye. ”

"Polite, polite, I knew you wouldn't pay. Ye Nan squinted his eyes and waved his hand and smiled: "So the money is from Xiao Hezi, I think he will take it back in your hand, no thanks." ”

In the three-bedroom house, Chu Nange walked around, looked at Ye Nan who was tired, and smiled: "He can't take it back, hehe." ”

Ye Nan sat slumped on the red sofa in the living room and complained: "I'm tired, you are becoming more and more like an uncle, and I am pulling luggage all the way." ”

Chu Nange took out a bottle of water on Ye Nan's backpack and handed it over, and said with a smile: "I want to pull, but you don't let me, can you blame me?" Come, drink some water, it can be regarded as Xiao Nanzi's filial piety to you." ”

Ye Nan glared angrily and said, "Forget it, I really don't dare to let you pull it, you have become a cripple, count me down." ”

"How about I change my dragon head crutches? That's majestic, but it's a pity that there are two bodyguards in suits. ”

After waking up from a coma, a person who was only a little high and low on his feet occasionally became a lame man, limping even when he walked, and sometimes seemed to fall at any moment.

Ye Nan knew that it was a problem caused by blood vessels pressing the nerve in the left side of the brain, and it couldn't be solved at all before her condition improved, so how dare she pull Chu Nange's luggage.

After drinking a sip of water, Ye Nan, who was spread out on the sofa in a large shape, said angrily: "I am your bodyguard, and I am also a handyman, it is a mistake to know you, but forget it, you sleep for a while, we will eat authentic snacks later, and you will not be able to eat tomorrow when you are admitted to the hospital." ”

Chu Nange, who was on the other chair, smiled and didn't mind Ye Nan's words, and said calmly: "Well, you can sleep for a while." ”

The temporary home of three bedrooms and one living room suddenly became quiet as the two entered the room separately.

Chu Nange, who opened his eyes again after falling asleep, smiled bitterly, and did not ring the little bell that He Shuhuan bought for him before leaving.

He knew that Ye Nan was already very tired, and he wanted her to rest a little more.

Chu Nange looked at the uncontrollable right half of his body, held the little bell in his left hand and lay quietly like that, without saying a word, his consciousness was still very clear, but he couldn't control himself.

I couldn't even control my tears.

No one wants to die, everyone wants to live, but sometimes no one has the right to choose.

As for drugs that suppress blood circulation, they can only be used once in the morning and once in the evening.

Therefore, Chu Nange didn't dare to eat it when he got sick, because when they arrived at this new home, the time was in a hurry until one o'clock in the afternoon.

What's more, the symptoms of convulsions have already appeared, and it is too late to take medicine at this time.

Drugs taken by mouth always take time to take effect.

Thankfully, the convulsions passed quickly, as usual, from feeling the convulsions to stopping, and stopping within a minute.

After the convulsions, Chu Nange slowly fell asleep in fatigue.