Chapter 31: Soothe the sorrow of your heart

What is experience! Conan, who was blinded by Matsuda's rare revelation of true feelings, came back to his senses, and Matsuda was gone. Damn the guy, they still treat me like a child.

Even if he loses to you this time, Conan gritted his teeth in the direction of the Metropolitan Police Department. Bet on the honor of a high school detective, but next time, next time, I'm absolutely going to surpass you, Matsuda Jinpei!

Conan, full of indignation, turned around hatefully and walked towards his potential rival Wakaoji Shirou. Decide to reveal his true nature in front of Xiaolan. Poor Prince Ruo, who was frightened and suspected of the murder, eventually became Conan's punching bag to vent his anger.

I don't know that Matsuda, who has been targeted by the protagonist with the life of death, is returning to the Metropolitan Police Department lonely. He didn't mean to be perfunctory, but he did ignore Conan and left him alone.

The only thing that can make Matsuda ignore Conan's existence in the world of detectives is that lingering memory. Matsuda was able to see faster than Conan that the deceased had been thrown into the toilet, relying on experience, as he said.

The so-called experience is not the experience of reading comics, but the experience of killing. Conan, who is as pure as a blank sheet of paper in this regard, naturally does not imagine Matsuda's past life. In that cold and gray world, if you want to survive, what kind of killing methods have not been used, and what people have not been killed.

If professional killers whose profession is killing, then for Matsuda, who was born as an orphan and grew up in mercenaries a few years ago, killing is his whole life. Infiltration, kidnapping, assassination, sniping, blasting, what has Matsuda not done? If it weren't for that almost fatal injury, Matsuda would still be going further and further down the path of abnormal human beings.

"Matsuda, what's wrong?" For Matsuda's unusual return, the first discovery is, of course, Sato. After getting along for a long time, Sato can easily distinguish Matsuda's joy, anger and sorrow from his demeanor and posture.

Because of this, she feels that her emotional changes can't escape Sato's eyes, so Matsuda thinks that she is the one who can save herself from the abyss of loneliness and loneliness. Therefore, Matsuda will be more intentional and eager to get closer to Sato. When two people who have feelings for each other get too close, they are either stunned to find that this feeling is called an illusion, or they are snuggling up to each other and reluctant to leave each other.

And Matsuda clearly felt that he and Sato belonged to the latter. Sato's status in his heart has gone far beyond the entire world of detectives. In this world, the two most important things for Matsuda are that they represent the indelible memories of the past. The second is Miwako Sato, who represents the future and can pull him out of the mire of memories.

"It's okay, I was stimulated by a little ghost. Hearing Sato's voice and feeling the deep care in her heart, Matsuda regained his composure: "Today is really a boring day." ”

"Then it's better to go for a walk together after work. "A rare invitation from Sato.

"Okay. Matsuda's eyes lit up and he replied with a strong spirit.

When Twilight came back from the scene, she saw Matsuda's wilting appearance, so she didn't ask him to think about it. stayed up like this until the end of work, and the Shiratori Police Department hid in the corner and peeped at Matsuda and got into Sato's car. Although every time I see it, I feel like a knife in my heart, thinking that people like Matsuda are not worthy of riding in the car of the pure, kind, strong and fearless Officer Sato, and you can also see her kawaii when she drives next to her. But every day, I still make a mistake, and I have to see such a scene before I return to my famous car sadly.

Whenever he remembered Matsuda's provocative remark "Is the famous car amazing?", Shiratori felt a sense of resentment, and tried to smash his car to pieces many times in order to find an excuse to throw himself into the arms of Sato's beloved FD. It's a pity that this wish is not fulfilled, and Shiratori tears both of them, why are our family and Sato's family not on the way?

Matsuda, who was brewing warmth with Sato, couldn't feel Shiratori's longing, but he fell into his own troubles. Because a woman who had disappeared for several chapters reappeared in front of him. That person, of course, is the young and beautiful Yumi-chan.

Matsuda, who was organizing his language preparation and getting close to Sato, felt the speed of the car slow down before he could open his mouth, and then pulled over. When Matsuda looked up in amazement, he saw Yumi wearing a police uniform on the side of the road with a gloomy face.

"Matsu~~~Tian~~~Jun!!" Yumi gritted her teeth and said, "It's been a long time since I saw you lately. ”

"yes. Matsuda smiled with a smile: "But this is also something that can't be helped." As Sato's best friend, your appearance completely overpowered Sato, and was dissatisfied by some readers, so Sato naturally showed his face more. ”

"Why do you want Miwako to appear, compress my role!What will happen to such an unreasonable thing!!" Yumi began to show her teeth and claws, grabbed Matsuda's arm from the car window, and prepared to throw him out: "Matsuda, you come down for me." In that case, I can only accompany Sato. You can go and pick up a boxed lunch. ”

"Hey, it's rare for me to have a date with Sato, why would you jump out and make trouble! And now you're on duty, don't you have to patrol?" Matsuda made a bitter face, but the corner of his eye secretly glanced at Sato, and seeing that she didn't react to the word "date", Matsuda secretly rejoiced.

"I see. Yumi's eyes rolled, and finally stopped entanglement, and looked at Sato's eyes narrowed into a crescent moon: "It's Christmas two days ago, Matsuda, are you ready for gifts?"

"Christmas. Matsuda reacted in time to shift the key question away: "Isn't Christmas already over? ”

"Cut~~" was glanced at by Yumi with disdain, and then said to Sato: "Miwako, Matsuda is still so tasteless, hurry up and leave him." Let's go to karaoke tonight. ”

"We'll talk about that then. Sato glanced at Matsuda and did not give a definite answer.

"Miwako, are you really of the opposite sex" Yumi was originally very angry that Sato was so faceless, but after seeing her eyes, she immediately became cheerful: "Okay, then let's talk about it later." ”

Seeing Yumi's change, Matsuda immediately turned his head and closed his eyes as if he was about to fall asleep. It wasn't until the car started slowly that his eyes opened a slit and he looked at Sato carefully. Seeing that Sato was still the same as usual, he relieved himself and secretly sighed that Sato was still so kind and gentle.

When the car pulled over again and Matsuda was about to get out of the car, Sato suddenly said, "Matsuda, what did you say to Yumi just now?"

"Huh?" Matsuda wondered, "Aren't you next to you?"

"Since it's a date. Sato smiled cheerfully: "Then I want to eat this family's dim sum, help me buy it back." ”

When Matsuda reluctantly got out of the car, Sato added fuel to the fire: "Don't forget the Christmas present." ”

Matsuda, who had his back to Sato, looked annoyed. Damn Christmas, this Western holiday that has arisen is clearly the deliberate exploitation of our poor hard-earned money by unscrupulous profiteers.

Then again, although Conan's world was only a short year, Christmas happened a lot of times, and every time there was a murder. It's a really confusing thing. It looks like it's almost New Year's after Christmas, and it seems that every New Year has a special chapter, plus a messy theatrical version, damn it! For the sake of happiness in the future, should I nip Conan, the plague god, in the bud now? Contact his parents and bring him to the United States?

While Matsuda was thinking about it, Conan did meet his parents. However, his mother, Yukiko Kudo, is now pretending to be a fat aunt and slowly teasing him. When Conan was lonely in several crises, there was a hint of the idea of defecting to Matsuda in his heart, but it was quickly cut off again. Impossible, if you can't do such a small thing, then how can you surpass him! With this mentality, Conan bravely challenged his father, Yusaku Kudo, who was incarnated as a night boy.

And Matsuda is a rare admirer of Sato, who looks like a little woman, and begins a painful and happy dating trip. As the goddess of the Metropolitan Police Department, the heroic officer Miwako Sato, her kawaii little woman appearance is simply a demeanor that can only exist in the dreams of male police officers.

Now let Matsuda see it with his own eyes, how can he not burst into tears. Woo, Sato is not like a bird snuggling in my arms.

Watching Sato gently bite into the delicate snack in a delicate little hand with her delicate little mouth, Matsuda's heart twitched and seemed to be unable to beat anymore. Sato's focused and charming expression is only revealed when facing food. This characteristic makes Matsuda's heart ache and flesh ache.

In addition to being careful that his liver is pumping and pumping, his calf is also pumping and pumping rhythmically. Seeing that the floor of the mall was full of snacks and snacks, Matsuda had a feeling that he couldn't walk. At this time, Matsuda had completely forgotten what the past, the future and other messy things, and now there was only Sato in his mind, and the sky was dark.

Shouldn't women care a lot about their figures? Sato, let's go back! Matsuda was saddened to find that Sato had basically ignored his own existence now. For what? When Sato is engrossed in the delicious snacks, he has to pay for it? For what? Sato, who has such a vivid and vivid expression, can't appear in my arms, and the most intolerable thing is, for what? What is it just to satisfy Sato's appetite today, to hang up in the name of dating me??? for what I can't do on a date???

PS: It's been a long time, but today I read the date and realized that it hasn't been updated for a week. In the past few days, I got out of the workshop, started from a small worker, moved wood, carried sacks, and was tired and dark. Finally divided the post, the result is the night after, every day from two o'clock in the morning to ten o'clock in the morning, eight hours, can not sleep, can not play with the mobile phone, this morning after work was called by the squad leader to carry wood, back home at half past eleven. Now I understand what it means for the young man to be sad if he doesn't work hard. I've only coded these two chapters for eight or nine days, and no matter how I say I don't have the energy or motivation, I actually know best. According to the one who gave up the single-player game after that, try to see if I can stick to it. Since I was a child, I really haven't really insisted on doing a good job, and my life for more than 20 years has been like a wasted person, and now I want to know if I am a wasted person. I need to adapt to this life as soon as possible.