078: Lost and regained, brother and sister reminisce
"Back to ...... Go back?"
Xiao Yike nodded firmly, stroked her shoulder, looked at her and said softly: "Since the second brother has found you, he must bring you back, so is it okay to go back to Liguo with the second brother?"
Lou Yueqing looked at Xiao Yike, saw that he looked determined, and lost her mind for a while, and then, she slowly raised her hand and let go of Xiao Yike's hand, and stood up with her body propped up. &&&{}{}{}{}
Xiao Yike immediately held her hand, and also stood up, looking at her with some puzzlement, not understanding what she wanted to do.
Lou Yueqing did not speak immediately, but stared to the side and pondered for a moment, then looked at Xiao Yike and said in a low voice: "Second brother, let's go......"
Maybe before, she would have promised Xiao Yike to go back with her, but now, she has no expectations for those people in that place, and she is not in a hurry to go back, not to mention, she is about to get married, and it is absolutely impossible to leave at this time.
Xiao Yike's face changed: "Worry-free ......"
Lou Yueqing smiled bitterly, and laughed at herself: "In fact, I have often wondered over the years, who am I, whether the past hidden in my mind is just a dream I had, whether I have never had anything to do with the Xiao family of Liguo, if everything is true, what is it for, why should I bear these ......"
Xiao Yike's eyebrows twisted, took two steps forward, held Lou Yueqing's shoulder, looked at her with a sad and self-deprecating face, and felt a little unbearable in his heart, and immediately hugged her in his arms, very distressed, and said in a low voice: "It's the second brother's fault, worry-free, it's the second brother who didn't find you early and made you suffer so much......"
Since she was born, he has been very fond of this sister, and he can't wait to give her the best in the world, he once said that he will protect him for the rest of his life, will not let her be bullied, and will not let her suffer any grievances, will let her always be carefree, but he did not do it, and let her be exiled for so many years, suffering in the world......
If he hadn't run to the Northland when he was young and vigorous, he wouldn't have let those people send her away even if he tried his best, then he wouldn't have let those people have the opportunity to do this, making her life and death unknown for so many years......
Hearing this, Lou Yueqing immediately gently pushed Xiao Yike away, looked at him disapprovingly, and wrinkled her eyebrows and said, "Second brother, what are you talking about? This matter has nothing to do with you, why are you wrong?"
"No, worry-free......" Xiao Yike's eyes were slightly red, and he looked at her with self-reproach and said in a deep voice: "You don't understand, if I was in Xudu, I wouldn't let them send you away even if I died, every time I think about it over the years, I regret it, fortunately you are still alive, otherwise the second brother will not be able to forgive himself even if he dies......
He can now remember, when the bad news came, how desperate he was, he watched her grow up slowly, from the time she was born, he watched her learn to turn over, walk, talk, watch her grow up little by little, that is his favorite sister, she is unhappy he is reluctant, but just turned six years old and suffered this misfortune life and death unknown, everyone said that she must have died, but he never believed it, went crazy to look for it, and finally even if he found that person, he could see at a glance that it was not his worry-free!
Even if the appearance is difficult to distinguish, he can recognize it at a glance, it is not the carefree that he watched growing up.
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she smiled faintly and said slowly: "Even if the second brother was in the capital back then, what can he do? Tang Hui tried his best to plan this scene, and he did not hesitate to let hundreds of thousands of innocent people in the north die of the plague to get rid of me, and even the imperial grandmother and concubine couldn't stop it by all means, the so-called Heavenly Evil Lone Star disaster the country and the people, who can tolerate me? Even if it is my father...... He can't keep me, let alone the second brother?"
At that time, a natural disaster** caused hundreds of thousands of innocent deaths, the father was seriously injured by the assassination, and the emperor's grandmother also fell ill for no reason, and she was calculated by the so-called Taoist monk to be a lonely star, and she will return to the country and the people.
Therefore, Xiao Yike's self-blame is actually unnecessary.
Xiao Yike heard this, but he didn't deny it, and said with a little bitterness: "What you said is right, even if my father was in the capital at the time, I'm afraid there is no way to ......" After a pause, he suddenly looked at Lou Yueqing fixedly, twisted his eyebrows and asked: "Don't worry, you hate your father...... Right?"
Lou Yueqing was stunned for a moment and didn't say anything, but the hand on her side subconsciously shrank, and she acquiesced.
She hates Xiao Zhenglin!
hates that he didn't protect her well, hates that he doesn't recognize the wrong person, hates him for being blind and blind for so many years, and hates him for letting her down again and again!
Xiao Yike frowned, and hurriedly spoke: "Actually, my father ...... him."
As soon as he spoke, he wanted to defend Xiao Zhenglin for a few words, but he suddenly spoke, and for some reason, he didn't continue.
Lou Yueqing's heart suddenly lifted it, and she slowly let go, she didn't want to mention that person at all now, and she didn't want to hear anything about him from Xiao Yike's mouth.
She was afraid that she couldn't help it!
Xiao Yike changed the subject: "I haven't asked you yet, how did you survive? I heard Uncle Jing say that when he arrived with people, the cliff of no return was full of charred corpses beyond recognition, but you didn't know where to go, what happened that day? How did you end up in the Chu State?"
He couldn't figure out these questions for so many years, when he and his father were in the north, he rushed back on the third day after her accident, so he didn't know what was going on, only listened to King Jingyang, when he got the news and brought people to arrive, the road to the cliff of no return was full of corpses, and the cliff of no return was full of fireworks, and after the fire was extinguished, there were scorched corpses everywhere, and she couldn't find the young one when she rummaged through all the corpses, and found a female corpse on the edge of the cliff of no return, and she could vaguely recognize that it was Aunt Jinxi, but because there was no living mouth, no one knew what happened that day, and there was no way to know where she was dead or alive!
Later, a year later, the Tang family found Chang, who also had amnesia and couldn't tell anything, they had been puzzled about these things, and those killers couldn't tell who it was, so this case has been a shocking case for more than ten years.
In the past few days, he has not been able to understand how she became the daughter of the Chu Guolou family, and what she has experienced over the years......
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she subconsciously remembered the tragic fragments in her mind, the nightmares that lingered in her heart for twelve years, it was very cold, it was snowing heavily, the screams kept ringing, the smell of blood spread in the air, and the killing was endless......
Aunt Jinxi desperately led her all the way away, scarred and covered in blood, and the guards who protected her fell one by one in a pool of corpses and blood, and finally she and Aunt Jinxi were forced to the edge of the cliff......
These clips came to her mind, and she was suddenly startled in her heart, took two steps back, her body was soft and shaky, her hands were tightly grasping her clothes, her face was very uneasy, and she was pale......
"Worry-free!" Xiao Yike was startled, and immediately stepped forward to help her up, and asked with a worried face: "What's wrong with you, worry-free, why is your face so ugly?"
Lou Yueqing's face suddenly became extremely ugly, and the panic and despair in his eyes were extremely obvious, which made him extremely worried.
Lou Yueqing's body was shocked, and then she slowly came back to her senses, and seeing that he was worried, she hurriedly smiled and said, "Second brother, don't worry, I'm fine!"
"But you ......" She suddenly looked like that, and it really didn't look like she was fine.
The corners of her mouth twitched slightly, and she said with a far-fetched smile: "It's just that I suddenly remembered the events of that day, and I thought of Aunt Jinxi's death, and I felt very uncomfortable for a while! Just wait a minute......
She doesn't think about these things often, she has nightmares every day in the first year of the accident, and then after a long time, plus she desperately endures, she rarely thinks about it, but every time she thinks about it, she can't calm down.
At that time, the court was in turmoil, the people's hearts were boiling, the father was far away in the north, and he was seriously injured and could not come back, so he sent a decree back to let people send her to Shu first, and sent her uncle King Jingyang and two thousand Yulin Army and a thousand dark guards to escort her to Shu, two days after departure, but the news came that the aunt who was five months pregnant suddenly had a miscarriage, and the hemorrhage was dying, and the uncle was helpless, because the matter was urgent, so he asked the person who escorted her to take her to the nearest Luozhou City first, and he hurriedly returned to the capital, but soon after he left, they encountered a large number of dormant killers, those killers were the Black Eagle killers of the Qiang tribe, all of them were masters of one enemy and ten, so, none of the people who protected her survived, and she still feels terrified when she thinks about how tragic that day was.
Those people were ready to get rid of her at any cost, and they ambushed a large number of killers, and there were as many as 3,000 people escorting her, and there was no one left alive, so it is conceivable that they would not let her go, so Aunt Jinxi desperately protected her, and in the end, there was really no way to hold on to her last breath and push her off the cliff of no return......
And her life was replaced by those Yulin Army and the secret guards, so every time she thought about it, she couldn't bear the grief.
Hearing this, Xiao Yike's mind to know the truth of everything became firmer, holding her wrist tightly, he pursed his lips and said, "Tell the second brother, what happened that day......?"
How tragic it was for her to remember that she couldn't bear it like this? What happened to make her look so vicissitudes, and how did she survive? Did he hear that she was not in good health, was it because of that incident?
There were too many questions, and the joy of his reunion was almost annihilated.
"Second brother!" she interrupted his words, raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes were full of stinging, her eyes were slightly red, and she bit her lip and whispered: "It's been so many years, I don't want to mention it again, don't ask, okay?"
She didn't want to say too much, there was no point in mentioning these things again, not only did it make her own heart unhappy, but it would also make Xiao Yike even more uncomfortable, if he knew that his sister who had been desperately pampered and hurt in the palm of his hand, and who was distressed when he lost a single hair, had experienced so much pain, how distressed would it be?
What she wants is never the distress of her loved ones, she wants Xiao Yike to be relieved and reassure, that's all.
Xiao Yike could already understand from the stinging pain in her eyes, she didn't want to mention it again, how much sadness and bitterness it contained, and how much sadness and sadness it contained, even if she didn't mention a word, he could vaguely guess what she had experienced back then, but she didn't want to reopen the scars, let alone make him uncomfortable, so she chose not to say it.
His worry-free, has always been a broken tooth swallowed in his mouth, even if he was young before, but where the injury hurts, if he doesn't know, she will never tell him what worries him, even if he is injured many times, when the injury is very serious and the blood does not stop, everyone is worried, she has not a single tear, but smiled and said that it doesn't hurt at all, it really doesn't hurt at all, this is her.
She refused to say, but he didn't ask again after all, but the pain in his heart almost suffocated him.
Lou Yueqing breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that he didn't ask anymore, and then the corners of her mouth pulled slightly and pretended to change the topic easily: "There is something I can't figure out, when did the second brother know that the person was not mine?"
Xiao Yike paused, his eyes deepened, he thought about it, and replied truthfully: "The first time I saw her, I knew!"
Lou Yueqing frowned, and at first glance......
She didn't expect this, she thought that even if Xiao Yike knew, he should have guessed it slowly, but she didn't expect that at first sight, she would recognize it.
How much do you care, how much care does it take to distinguish the truth from the fake so easily? Even her father and emperor admit that she is wrong, but the second brother can distinguish it......
Xiao Yike explained: "Tang Hui is thoughtful, naturally she is foolproof, and all the birthmarks on your body are also on her body, so no one will think that she is fake, but you have been watching you grow up since your second brother was born, no one knows more about worry-free than the second brother, how can you not recognize it?"
When Lou Yueqing heard this, she felt more and more sad, the second brother had indeed been by her side since she was born, and it was not surprising that she would not be easily deceived, but why was Xiao Zhenglin deceived so easily?
That's her real father......
My heart was both joyful and sad......
Seeing that Lou Yueqing's eyes were hard to hide her self-deprecation and bitterness, Xiao Yike couldn't help but speak: "Don't worry, my father ...... him"
As soon as he spoke, he didn't know what to remember, his voice paused, and after he stopped talking, he slowly spoke, and said helplessly: "Second brother knows that you must hate your father in your heart, so many things have happened, it is understandable that you hate him, but this matter is very complicated, no matter what, you have to understand, he just cares too much about you and the queen mother!"
No matter what, Xiao Zhenglin's concern for her and father's love, as well as his unwillingness and concern for Jing Fei, are undeniable, and it is because he cares too much that Tang Hui seized the opportunity to plan such a shocking conspiracy.
Lou Yueqing looked at Xiao Yike with some puzzlement: "Do you care?"
How can you understand the word care?
Xiao Yike nodded solemnly.
Seeing this, Lou Yueqing smiled sarcastically and sneered: "I care...... What he cares about is that he knows the truth about his wife's tragic death but allows the murderer to go unpunished? What he cares about is that he cares so much that he can't even recognize his own daughter?
Once, she also thought so, thinking that Xiao Zhenglin loved Jing Fei deeply, so he was hurt for many years after Jing Fei's death, thinking that he loved her, so he held her in the palm of his hand and did not allow anyone to touch her, but these cognitions had come to naught over the years, she only knew that he knew that the Tang family and Tang Hui had caused his brother to disappear at birth, and caused his mother to die of dystocia, but he didn't know that he didn't know to let the Tang family continue to prosper, and let Tang Hui continue to cover the sky with one hand, only knowing that he was blind and blind and even his own daughter admitted his mistakes, and tried his best to pamper an imposter of unknown origin……
These cruel truths made her previous cognition naïve and ridiculous!
Xiao Yike's eyes were slightly gloomy, and he looked at her silently.
He didn't refute these words, and he didn't know whether he was speechless to refute, or he didn't want to refute them.
Lou Yueqing's words are indeed true, but they are not entire......
But he didn't say anything.
Seeing that Lou Yueqing was a little excited, he hurriedly comforted her and said softly: "Okay, since you don't like to talk about him, then let's not talk about him, the second brother hasn't asked you yet, how did you come to the Chu State? Why did you become the daughter of the Lou family? These can always let the second brother know, right?"
He inquired that the daughter of the Lou family had been frail and sickly since she was a child, and she was sent to Handzhou to recuperate eleven years ago, and was only picked up in April this year, but how could she become the daughter of the Lou family? Is it an impostor or a ......
After all, it was not a fraud that the Lou family had a daughter before.
Lou Yueqing didn't hide this, so she said: "Master and mother are old friends, eleven years ago, the real Lou Yueqing died of illness at a young age, and my mother was very heartbroken for the loss of her beloved daughter, and I was very heartbroken when I saw me, plus Master was kind to the Lou family, so he accepted me as a daughter and let me survive in place of her daughter, in order to hide it from people and not let people know about it, my mother sent me to Handzhou!"
Hearing this, Xiao Yike was surprised, but he was a little puzzled: "Master, who is your master?"
If she said that, he could have deduced that it was her master who had saved her, but who was her master?
Lou Yueqing: "The second brother also knows her, the younger sister of the queen mother, after the accident that year, she found me and took me as an apprentice and took care of me all the time!"
No wonder Xiao Yike didn't know that she didn't worship Duanmu Huxi as a teacher before the accident, but Guan Duanmu Huxi was called an aunt, and she only apprenticed after she rescued her.
"Duanmu senior?" is she...... Isn't she always aware?No wonder she hasn't been to the Glass Palace as usual since that incident, and only secretly going......
Lou Yueqing nodded and chuckled: "Speaking of which, I also saw the second brother a few months ago, and when I was in the Gusu City Lord's Mansion, the second brother also saw me!"
Now that they all know each other, there is nothing to hide.
When Xiao Yunke heard this, he suddenly remembered that when he went to the City Lord's Mansion a few months ago to ask Duanmu Huxi for medicine, the girl wearing a veil he had seen in the City Lord's Mansion turned out to be ......
At that time, he only heard that there was a girl living in the city lord's mansion, and when he saw it that day, the old city lord said that it was his goddaughter, but he didn't think of her relationship with Duanmu Hanxi, and he didn't expect that she was the person he had been looking for for so many years.
looked at her helplessly, and couldn't help but say in a slightly reproachful tone: "You, since you saw the second brother at that time, why didn't you let the second brother know?