Text Chapter 307 is sincere
On the street, the two of them walked side by side, there was no purpose, and there were not many words, their hearts, there was a little fluctuation, but no one knew where to start, the weather at the end of April, the night breeze was not cool, and the number of pedestrians on the road increased, at the corner of the street, there was a woman who grilled squid, lonely and lonely in front of the stall, and she looked at Lin Yuming and Liu Mei with an expectant look from afar.
Lin Yuming's heart moved, and he sighed slightly, he could see her eyes, and he realized her state of mind.
"Liu Mei, how about we eat some grilled squid?"
"It's so greasy, I'll forget it!"
"You eat one, I'll accompany you!"
The woman who grilled the squid suddenly became excited, and her face showed joy.
At this time, probably Liu Mei also understood Lin Yuming's thoughts, and said, "Since you want to eat, then okay, bake two for me." ”
Lin Yuming and Liu Mei's eyes collided, and there was a blur in their eyes.
The two of them were holding the grilled squid, eating it while strolling around, and Liu Mei suddenly asked, "Yuming." What are you thinking?"
Lin Yuming smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "I'm thinking, when we were together in the past, we seemed to talk a lot, but now why don't we have anything to say?"
Lin Yuming was not bad at all, and they almost didn't say anything on this long journey.
"yes, I don't know why, so let's find a topic to talk about, okay?" Liu Mei suggested.
Lin Yuming smiled: "It's okay, then tell me, what do you want to talk about?"
"Well, do you like watching Lin Huiyin?"
"I don't like those! I like to watch Gu Long, it's much more interesting than Lin Huiyin. ”
"Hmph, I knew you would say that. What's so good about the ancient dragon? It's a very ugly name. ”
"And, who hears the name, we mean ......"
Liu Mei smiled and said, "Anyway, the name Gu Long is ugly, so I think Lin Huiyin is good." ”
"What Lin Huiyin, I think it's very ordinary. ”
"Nonsense!" Liu Mei said with a smile.
"I'm not talking nonsense at all, okay, the things she wrote are just tears to deceive little girls, just like sentimental people like you believe the most!"
"Have you seen it or not, just talk nonsense!Let's change the subject!" Liu Mei was a little suspicious that Lin Yuming hadn't seen her at all.
"Ah, I don't think I'm despising your idol, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!"
"There's nothing to be sorry for, she's not my idol either, I just think of her!" Liu Mei glanced at Lin Yuming softly, and took a deep breath, she really didn't regard Lin Huiyin as an idol, she just wanted to hear Lin Yuming speak more.
After speaking, the two were silent for a while, and they didn't know why today, whether it was Lin Yuming or Liu Mei, they all seemed to be full of words in their hearts, and they wanted to say it to each other, but every time they opened their mouths, they didn't know where to start.
In Liu Mei's heart, she has also thought about it many times, she is swaying and bored in contradictions, entanglements, this emotion has entangled her for a long time, she wants to talk to Lin Yuming about her feelings, say that she has always liked him very much, say how many times she wants to forget Lin Yuming, but she can't do it, she also wants to say to Lin Yuming that she may not be able to give him the kind of love that ordinary people have, but she will try her best to love him.
Many years of loneliness are accompanied by Liu Mei, for her, loneliness is a helpless choice, many times Liu Mei is also thinking, her loneliness is because she did not find a suitable companion, every insistence on loneliness, is to free herself from loneliness, in fact, it may be, Liu Mei's lonely process is a process of finding true love, so, she doesn't want to be lonely anymore, she wants Lin Yuming to accompany her.
But obviously, she has always hidden her love for Lin Yuming, which makes Lin Yuming get used to the feeling of being friends with her, he doesn't even dare to be tempted a little, he is afraid of losing this best friend, and he is even more afraid of the embarrassment and discomfort of being rejected.
Therefore, even if Lin Yuming occasionally had such thoughts, it was fleeting and he didn't dare to think deeply.
It's just that today, Lin Yuming has a strange feeling, several times, he has vaguely seen the tenderness in Liu Mei's eyes, when he is wiping his sweat, when talking to him, including when arguing with him.
"I ......"
"Willow ......"
The two of them turned their heads at the same time and spoke at the same time, and they only said one word.
"Tell me first, what's the matter?"
"You say, what do you want to say!"
They looked at each other in the eye and quickly looked away.
Lin Yuming bit his lip and said hesitantly: "Liu Mei, you, why don't you have a boyfriend!"
"I, I...... Aren't you my boyfriend!"
Lin Yuming's heart jumped suddenly: "No, I'm talking about that kind of boyfriend, the kind of boyfriend who kisses and sleeps!"
Liu Mei smiled shyly and whispered, "You just think about this, is it that boyfriend and girlfriend are just for sleeping?"
"Well, no, that's what I mean by that close relationship!"
"Aren't we close? We've slept in the same house, even in the same bed!"
"Hey, you guy, I don't sleep with you!"
"And who do you sleep with?"
Lin Yuming found that he was being entwined in, and he couldn't get out, he hurriedly picked up his head with his hand, Liu Mei looked at his appearance, smiled hehe, and patted him on the arm: "Teasing you, look at your urgency, I understand, you are talking about love, right, as for such a roundabout, what era is it!"
"You know what I mean!" Lin Yuming let out a long sigh of relief, and Liu Mei said inexplicably, he really couldn't find the words to explain.
"Nonsense, do you think that's all you know? Even if you haven't eaten pork, haven't you ever seen a pig run? You're right, I really haven't done it with a man, it's not that I can't find a boyfriend, in fact, there are a lot of people chasing me over the years, but I have refused, do you know why?"
"They're not qualified, you don't like them!"
Liu Mei shook his head: "It's not all like this, I've been worried, I'm afraid that my love won't last!"
"Oh, in this way, you are a person who likes the new and hates the old, but you don't look like it!"
"Go, go, it's nonsense again, I'm worried that my work is too busy and too special, you know, we sometimes solve cases, we can't go home for weeks, we work outside all night, I can't have children soon, I don't want to be a mother too early, I feel like I'm still a child, you say, who can stick to my situation, who can always tolerate it?"
After Liu Mei said these words, she looked at Lin Yuming with anticipation, in fact, she said these words to Lin Yuming.
Lin Yuming didn't think about it, and said casually: "Well, this is really difficult for ordinary people to accept, finding a girlfriend is the same as not finding it!"
However, Lin Yuming's casual words instantly made Liu Mei's heart gloomy, she didn't hear what she wanted, sure enough, Lin Yuming couldn't accept this reality, it's no wonder that he is such a social person, how can he be willing to endure endless waiting and loneliness.
Shaking his head secretly, Liu Mei took Lin Yuming's arm with a kind of loneliness, they continued to stroll forward, the two slowly recovered their state, Liu Mei kept laughing, chattering, only the moonlight was silent, and it was also sad, and the shadow that snuggled them together was very long, very long.
Dear readers, to understand my latest developments, as well as the progress, please pay attention to my WeChat public account 'Ximen also blows snow", I believe we will become good friends.