"Why does a person's desire to survive always make him disregard for others and become selfish?"

A bad question, a word that has been answered a long time ago, but it is still lingering in my heart. When Bai Nanyu had just escaped from Weidun City and was repairing the wounds of her soul under the protection of Boss Wu, she was fragile, she could always see all those horrors in her dreams, and then think of them.

"Because man is selfish in itself. Boss Wu said without hesitation, "If a person has the slightest idea for others, it is actually a great feat." ”

Yes, it should never be taken for granted to give a little bit to others, it is against the original law of a living being's existence.

To live in the world is to keep absorbing and constantly depriving. For example, if you eat something, you take away the resource of that food that is useful to you, and then throw away the waste mercilessly. In order to achieve this result, in order to survive, your life will destroy countless such "lives" in order to survive.

And when this selfish combination has the idea of caring for others, it is completely deviating from the original intention of its own formation, and he is no longer limited to taking, but has generated, which is a great evolution of the material combination.

That's why you can't judge a person for being selfish, but you can praise a person for being selfless......

At that time, Boss Wu and Bai Nanyu talked a lot, but Bai Nanyu still seemed to understand something, or understood something, but he was immediately blinded by another fog.

"That...... Uncle Wu...... You've said so much...... What are you trying to say? Are people supposed to be selfish...... Or should we care about taking care of others...... Is selfishness right or wrong...... Should I be selfish......" Bai Nanyu's mind seemed to be a little confused.

"Well, child, relax, don't think about anything else. All you have to do is answer me, do you think you are a human being, or is it an ordinary mass of matter? People have to learn to think and change, not to go to the end. ”

At the moment when the vicissitudes of life sound penetrated into Bai Nanyu's heart, she was silent, completely silent.

Yes, are you a human being, or are you a substance with only your own instincts, should you follow that inner desire, or should you try to transcend and do something that you have not done before?

In other words, you really just want to be a so-called "person", give everything for others, and you may end up thankless and become someone else's consumable.

Yes, there are contradictions, and there are unreasonable, so what should people be like?

"People grow up in contradictions. You must know that people are complex because of them, so there are a thousand people who have a thousand rules of conduct, and no one is all right, and no one is all wrong. You're going to learn, but you're not going to be able to finish it for the rest of your life. So don't limit yourself to some dead knots that can't be untied, be simple, be a pure person, be a person you think is right, that is, the person you should become. ”

"But...... You've said so much...... Still haven't untied my ......"

"It's none of your business what people want to become, you can only try to keep some people who make mistakes from going down the wrong path, and even if they end up with nothing, that's not your responsibility. If they have become your enemies, you don't have to dwell on them, because that's their choice. ”

The noisy world that people have become accustomed to is extremely quiet, and the people walking on the road look around like small animals living in the primeval jungle, vigilantly moving forward.

The weeds snuggled up to the dead leaves, helplessly allowing it to rot in their arms, and the wind blew, which was long gone in a vibrant place, without a trace of waves. Only the rotten doors and windows creaked, and the white figure crept into the gloomy house, and into the wine cellar, where he could not see his fingers, but his eyes lit up when he opened a wooden door.

These days, Black Lake City has gradually changed back to the way Bai Nanyu first came here, that turbulent life, people doubt each other, and no longer trust and thank anyone together. All because of some rumors and suspicions, it seems that the trust and connection supported by words and deeds is simply a tofu scum project. If you want people to be truly united, you have to start from their hearts.

When Bai Nanyu was running around in order to solve the affairs of the urban area, people had already been indifferent and numb to her rescue that turned the tide, and even began to gossip, and began to try to dig out whether Bai Nanyu lived in a high-end mansion or ate a luxurious meal.

After all, the heroes who are enshrined, there will always be many people who mix in the crowd like this to investigate, although they don't account for the majority, but just by exposing more things behind Bai Nanyu, there is enough threat. At the same time, Bai Nanyu has also been paying attention to these people, and she is very worried that her residence will be exposed.

Of course, it's a matter of time.

On this day, she was invited by Xiao Jing to an old mansion, and the gloomy old mansion once again awakened her fears. Not the time she saw the two uncles who were shot, but the time when she caught the murderer.

"Bai Nanyu, ha, you're finally here, do you know what has happened recently?"

As soon as she opened the door, Xiao Jing's voice preempted her figure into Bai Nanyu's ears, which made Bai Nanyu look around as if she was called by a god, and finally saw Xiao Jing in the dim light in front of a broken wooden table.

"Ah...... Huh?"

"Some giant babies don't like the fact that it's not safe here, and blame the leaders of the city center for not having a way. They pointed the finger at the city center, and you, saying that you are not qualified to protect the city, which is why so many people are dying. ”

I don't know if I was stupid by the shadow just now or what, Bai Nanyu was a little out of soul at this time, and he was stunned for a long time before replying: "Hmm...... Actually...... I agree with that...... I may be a little ......."

"You don't want the Virgin anymore, okay? You have been running around all these days with all your blood, and when I found you in the streets and alleys several times, I saw you faint on the ground, and the flies flew on you, and I almost thought you were dead there, and now you still put the responsibility on yourself, are you tired? ”

"I ......"

"You know, how can so many people in this city have hands and feet to encounter danger, and their minds are full of 'ah, a hero to save me, I can't do it, I'm afraid', and then spray up their own people all become condescending gods, all kinds of nonsense reasons make you embarrassed......"

"Also...... It's not all......

"Soon, believe me, because when all those warriors are 'dead', our giant babies will grow into old giant babies, and I haven't seen them before. ”

Maybe it's really the sequelae of recent overwork and blood loss, Bai Nanyu's head is a little unclear at this time, and she only reacts by retelling and explaining it to her by nightmares. Seeing Xiao Jing's angry appearance at this time, Bai Nanyu seemed to be an amnesiac patient, recalling the appearance of his former friend.

"Ah...... Xiao Jing...... You're ...... now."

"I know what you're trying to say, I've always been like I have two personalities, and you've never heard of it. ”

"Ah...... I just haven't seen ......."

"Now you've seen it. ”

"Uh......"

The conversation seemed to be over, Bai Nanyu tried to keep himself awake, shook his head, but his eyes were dark, and he almost fell to his knees. When she recovered a little, she realized that she was dragged by Xiao Jing and barely fell down. Looking at her now, she may not be able to go out on any more missions for ten days and half a month.

"Sigh ......" Xiao Jing looked at Bai Nanyu indifferently, but Bai Nanyu could see a strong distress from this indifference, "Oh yes, there is another one, there are many babies who think that the chaos in Black Lake City is the manager's pot, so they choose to move to other cities, and they don't cooperate with the investigation of the pass, and they also scold everyone in Black Lake City, including you." Then I really greet his ancestors, and I have tried my best to swallow my anger. ”

"That...... Can you be sure it's not a dead country......"

"As a joke, the Guards of the Dead are making positive speeches. Hahahaha. ”

That's right, the Guards of the Dead during this time are indeed making positive speeches, of course, this refers to those who have betrayed. They have been trying to make up for their mistakes, and that regretful heart has pushed their timidity and made them a lot braver.

It's just a pity that they're also dying out.

The conversation may really be over, Bai Nanyu lowered his head and walked in the direction where he came, but he shook again and held on to the wall. Let's take a break, Bai Nanyu leaned against the wall, just relaxed a little, and suddenly felt that someone was poking her again.

At the door, Lin Yiming exposed half of his body and quietly waved his hand to Bai Nanyu, as if he wanted to take her away.

“...... Xiao Jing is a little strange today......"

"It's okay, it's normal. ”

In the corridor, Lin Yiming and Bai Nanyu were talking, chatting about the recent period. They felt that the Black Lake City, which had just warmed up, seemed to have become shattered overnight. Chatting and chatting, they talked about Xiao Jing again.

"Is she like this often, when I'm not around?" Bai Nanyu tilted his head and said.

"Hmph......" Lin Yiming smiled slightly and looked at Xiao Jing dotingly, "Believe me, she is actually thinking about you." ”

After speaking, Lin Yiming patted Bai Nanyu's shoulder and walked forward, while Bai Nanyu paused, looked at his back, and let out a long sigh.

These days...... What the hell is going on...... Am I really wrong? Do I really want Peng Yuyun to be caught and then executed? It's annoying...... I really want to drink a cup of milk tea......

The streets of Black Lake City have long been filled with pedestrians, and although it is very turbulent, it is still going on. Although Black Lake City has begun to change back to its original division and turmoil, some places have not changed, such as Boss Wu's side.

Not long ago, several people rescued Li Zhucheng who was passing by outside the door, and these days, Li Zhucheng has temporarily rested with them to avoid pursuit.

Now, Li Zhucheng thinks that he is almost as good as he is, and is trying to gradually reintegrate into Black Lake City. However, when he looked at the city again, he found that the city was no longer recognized.

Oh no, it's not that I don't know, after all, it's like pushing a stone up a mountain, and if you make a mistake, the stone will roll down the mountain, and everything you did before will be in vain.

Li Zhucheng currently lives in Boss Wu's house, just like Bai Nanyu once did.

After boiling the soup in the kitchen, Boss Wu took it and walked to the room where Li Zhucheng was. However, perhaps as a former "intelligence gatherer" of wariness, he paused.

Listening carefully, sure enough, Li Zhucheng seemed to be talking to someone on the phone.

"Peng Yuyun, does it make sense for you to do this? What is the difference between you and me at that time?" Li Zhucheng said with some annoyance.

"Of course there's a difference, and it's a big difference. You give people fear because you want them to unite and bring out their potential, and I just want to kill those who resist and just make them miserable. The voice on the other side replied with a smile, "Why do you think about that? Isn't it tiring enough to live?"

Li Zhucheng suddenly fell silent, maybe thinking about something, Boss Wu waited, holding his breath like a spy.

After waiting for a long time, Li Zhucheng finally said mockingly: "You said this to yourself." Why do you have to be so conceited, so inferior, make yourself like a poor person, but you can't be pitied. ”

At this point, the voice was completely silent, was he thinking? Or did he hang up so quickly, obviously without warning?

When he was nervous, the door suddenly opened, and Boss Wu was shocked and took two steps back. Li Zhucheng, who opened the door, saw that he had just been overheard, and glanced at Boss Wu awkwardly, and then looked at the decoction in his hand.

"This soup is for you. ”

Boss Wu handed it out as he spoke, and Li Zhucheng took it unceremoniously as if he was drinking, and simply drank it in one gulp, and did not forget to thank him.

"Thank you, Lao Wu, thanks to you and your friends for taking care of me these days. There's nothing I can give you for now, I'm sorry, I'll have to leave now. I'll come back and repay you if I have the chance. ”

"Gone, so urgent, your hurt ......"

"Hey, don't worry about a little guy like Bai Nanyu, I'm a big man, what are you worried about. ”

couldn't persuade him, so Boss Wu had no choice but to nod and watch Li Zhucheng pass by him. Suddenly, a sense of loneliness resurfaced in his heart, and Boss Wu's mind began to surge again.

"Wait a minute, Li Zhucheng, I have one last word for you. ”

This sentence stopped Li Zhucheng, he stopped, turned to look at Boss Wu, and frowned slightly.

"What?" asked Li Zhucheng.

"People are not afraid of making mistakes, they are afraid that they will not be able to let go. ”

"Is this for me, or is it going to be transferred to Peng Yuyun?" Li Zhucheng said after thinking for a few seconds.

"I'll give you three...... No, for all of you. ”

"Understood. ”

The soft-spoken conversation fell, and Li Zhucheng's figure gradually drifted away on the empty street, even if the dead leaves had long since left, the gray road seemed to be still paved with something. Passers-by were speechless, passing by in this world, only the old man standing in place, looking at the loneliness, paved with the road.