Sun Feiyan looked at me playfully, "Do you want to help?"

"Go to the car door!"

I said angrily, and Sun Feiyan was not angry, so she took two quick steps to open the car door, and put Luo Jinxuan in the back seat with me.

"Okay, I'm leaving, you go back and take good care of Jinxuan, I'm just a friend like her. Sun Feiyan didn't entangle with me, turned around and left.

With Luo Jinxuan in the back row, I drove a little slower, and it took me almost eleven o'clock to get home, and I made a lot of effort to carry her home, and I didn't want to move at all while lying on the bed.

As a result, I didn't expect Luo Jinxuan to wake up, she hugged my neck, "Fang Yue, you're finally back." ”

In fact, it's not waking up, it's just that kind of state of being confused, a little conscious, but not knowing what to say or do.

I took her hand away, "Stop talking, go to bed quickly, I'll go to work tomorrow." ”

"I don't sleep!" Luo Jinxuan hugged my neck again, "I finally waited for you to come back, you have to talk to me." ”

"Okay, let's talk. Tell me, I'll listen. ”

I wanted to laugh a little in my heart, I didn't expect Luo Jinxuan to look like this after she was drunk, the last time I picked her up from the Tianfeng Hotel, she was already drunk and unconscious, so naturally she would not act like today.

Luo Jinxuan didn't know where the strength came from, so she flipped over to me at once, "Fang Yue, tell me, do you love me?"

"Love, very much!" I said without even thinking about it, although Luo Jinxuan's eyes were not fully opened, and her head shook slightly, obviously in a drunken state, but I still looked at her very seriously, "I love you, forever!"

Luo Jinxuan smiled hesitantly, lowered her head and mummed into my mouth, "This is almost the same! Then let me ask you again, you love me, why are you still entangled with that surnamed Wang? Do you love her too?"

"No! absolutely not!"

When I answered decisively, I also paid attention to Luo Jinxuan's eyes, and she still looked like she couldn't open them, but I was a little unsure if she was really drunk, otherwise how could she ask such a question?

She rarely expresses her emotions, let alone asks me such a direct question.

It is said that people will express their innermost needs only after they are drunk, and maybe this problem has really been buried in her heart for a long time.

Luo Jinxuan didn't plan to let me go like this, she put her hands between my face and made me look at her, "You don't love her, why did you leave me alone in the company? Do you know how uncomfortable I am?"

I took her hand away and held it in my hand, but my eyes didn't move, "I don't want to leave you alone, but our company needs Wang Hongxiu's support for its development, and I also want you to make it easier for you." Jinxuan, you're drunk, go to bed early. Wake up with a good night's sleep. ”

"I'm not drunk!" she pulled her hand out and shook it in the air, "I just don't want you to leave me alone, do you know how tired I am?

I grabbed her dangling hand back again, "I've been helping you, no matter what, I'll face it with you." Believe me, we will definitely survive this stage, and our future life will be very good. ”

Luo Jinxuan's face drooped, "But I'm really tired." Fang Yue, let's not ask for anything, okay? Don't open a company, don't care about Wang Hongxiu, can you take me away? Let's go somewhere else, just find an ordinary job, let's live a normal life together, okay?"

Seeing her look a little pleading, my heart softened, and I really wanted to agree. But she was already drunk, and these deep-seated thoughts would only manifest themselves when she was extremely vulnerable, and she would certainly not say so when she came to her senses to-morrow.

Luo Jinxuan saw that I didn't speak, and asked again, "Fang Yue, you speak." Are you unwilling to take me away?"

"No! I'm willing to take you away!" I hurriedly said: "Jinxuan, don't talk about this now, when you wake up tomorrow, if you still want to leave here, I'll take you away! What Wang Hongxiu, Li Zhenwen, Zheng Hong, we don't care! As long as the two of us are happy." ”

"That's what you said. Luo Jinxuan smiled again and leaned on top of me, "This is what you said, don't regret it! You said you want to take me away......

I lay on the bed for a long time without moving, Luo Jinxuan slowly quieted down, and finally her breathing became stable.

I carefully laid her on the bed and covered her with a blanket, while I sat silently on the edge of the bed, thinking about what we had just said.

Am I being too selfish?

Luo Jinxuan is just a woman, there is no need for her to bear so much pressure. After all, what she did wasn't for me?

At the beginning, she just saw that I was working too hard in the supermarket to become the general manager's secretary, but Qian Jiangwei calculated; in order not to drag me down, she looked for investment everywhere, and struggled to support and prevent Runtong Commerce and Trade from disbanding; finally won Qian Jiangwei's lawsuit, and the company was on the right track, and it was time to make money, but she tolerated the ambiguous relationship between me and Wang Hongxiu in order for me to have a good future, and until now, she finally couldn't bear it.

Tonight, I accompanied Wang Hongxiu to dinner and became the last straw that overwhelmed her, and she chose to get drunk in order to escape reality. It was only after she was drunk that she could forget these troubles for a while, forget the pressure that was put on her shoulders.

From beginning to end, I have always said that I am doing this for Luo Jinxuan's good and for the smooth development of the company, but I have never seriously thought about what Luo Jinxuan wants?

Does she want a rich life or my company? Is she pursuing a career or love? When she is lonely and helpless, does she want to be by her side or will she never make enough money?

Maybe I really was wrong from the start.

If Luo Jinxuan was that kind of special material person, she would have left me when she saw that I was working hard in the supermarket and couldn't make money, but she didn't.

It's time for me to reflect on it.

Earning money is important, but if it goes against my original intention and my original intention of bringing happiness to Luo Jinxuan, what is the point of me making more money?

What am I after?career or love?

In my eyes, is Luo Jinxuan important or money important?

I glanced back at Luo Jinxuan, who had fallen asleep, even though she was asleep, she still grabbed my hand and didn't let go, I made a decision in my heart.