Ye Chu's entire childhood can be said to have grown up by himself, immersed in his own world alone, although he was accompanied by a group of servants, but he was rarely happy, watching other children have their parents company, and when he was alone, he would often cry secretly in his room.

After school, he often went to the nearby park to stay and see the happy family together, and they laughed and laughed as if he was happy himself, and he didn't want to go home, because the house was too cold, and his grandmother was often not at home, and he was the only one, and there was no one to play with him.

So since he was a child, Ye Chu has been a little autistic, which was discovered by Grandma Ye a long time later, she regretted that she had been busy with the group, and completely ignored Ye Chu, but he was sensible, never complained to Grandma Ye, or lost his temper, and has been quiet.

It wasn't until now that Grandma Ye realized that she owed Ye Chu too much, and she was once blindly busy with her career, but she made Ye Chu lose a childhood that should have been happy, such a price was too great, he never seemed to be happy, until Nian Yiru appeared, and a smile appeared on his face.

Ye Chu is faced with a bunch of toys every day, they are his only companions throughout his childhood, he likes to be alone, talking to these unconscious, can't talk to toys, but in his heart these things have feelings, they will listen to his heart, know all the little secrets in his heart.

And the picture of his parents' death always appeared in his dreams, he never mentioned it to Grandma Ye, but he quietly buried it all in his heart.

That day, he didn't feel sad when he looked at his parents covered in blood, but after he became sensible, whenever he thought about it, he would tremble, feel scared from the bottom of his heart, and his whole heart would tremble with pain.

After so much time, those memories began to fade, but he always remembered the color of that day, it was forever gray, and now his heart was so painful that he didn't feel anything.

Thinking of these, Ye Chu looked out the window, it was dark, and the flashing lights were shining on the entire land, illuminating everyone who went home, whether it was warmth or the way home, for Ye Chu, the place where Lin Nuannuan was now was home, and then looked back at Lin Nuannuan who was lying quietly on the hospital bed, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and suddenly found that when he recalled this incident, his heart was no longer so painful.

The night gradually fell, getting deeper and deeper, and Ye Chu didn't take a step away from Lin Nuannuan, just beside her to guard her.

Although the curtains were closed, Lin Nuannuan still felt the bright light, and slowly opened her eyes, the light from the curtains was slightly yellow, with a little red, which made people look very comfortable, and the ward was a little dark. Suddenly remembering Ye Chu, Lin Nuannuan turned over and saw Ye Chu sitting next to him.

He supported his head with his hands, closed his eyes, and was asleep, Lin Nuannuan looked at him and felt very peaceful, smiled, and felt how happy it would be if he woke up every morning and could see this face that often appeared in his dreams. Lin Nuannuan thought about it, propped up her body, and unconsciously stretched out her hand to touch Ye Chu's face, looking at his eyebrows and eyes always wrinkled, as if carrying a lot of thoughts.

"I ...... You...... You're awake. Lin Nuannuan's hand was about to touch Ye Nuannuan's face, but his abrupt eyes suddenly opened, so frightened that Lin Nuannuan's eyes widened, and for a while he forgot to withdraw his outstretched hand, Ye Nuannuan lowered his eyebrows and looked at the hand on his face, and his heart was already clear.

Lin Nuannuan suddenly remembered that she wanted to touch his face just now, and then looked at her embarrassed hand that stopped in mid-air, and regretted it in her heart, why could she be caught by him every time she did something with a weak heart, it was really unlucky, she slowly put down her hand, pretended to stretch her waist, and asked Ye Chu casually.

"Don't wake up...... Are you waiting to be taken advantage of by you?" Ye Chu looked at Lin Nuannuan's eyes and laughed shallowly, this smile made Lin Nuannuan's heart start to beat wildly again, and hurriedly looked away from his gaze, turned over in a panic, and regretted that he was always embarrassed in front of him.

Is she shy? Ye Chu thought to herself, she wasn't teasing her, she just looked at her back quietly, could it be that she still planned to face herself like this all day?

Half paid, Ye Chu didn't speak, Lin Nuannuan felt that the atmosphere was so embarrassing that people wanted to escape, and she didn't know what to do, but her stomach was rumbling, and Lin Nuannuan wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.

didn't dare to turn around to look at Ye Chu, only holding his stomach, hoping that it wouldn't make any more noise, Ye Chu looked at Lin Nuannuan's back, and laughed in his heart, it turned out that she was hungry, Ye Chu coughed lightly twice, and cleared his throat, "Lin Nuannuan, what do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you." ”

Ye Chu didn't want her to be hungry, hearing this, Lin Nuannuan was secretly happy, so she slowly turned around, sat up and looked at Ye Chu, "Fritters and soy milk." Lin Nuannuan looked at Ye Chu and said timidly, her heart was full of the taste of fritters and soy milk, and her whole mouth was already saliva.

This is her favorite breakfast, because her mother will grind a cup of soy milk for her every morning, Lin Nuannuan once drank so much that she wanted to vomit, and asked her mother to change it, but her mother said that it would make her grow up quickly, so she had to drink it, Lin Nuannuan had no choice but to drink.

After her mother died, she often didn't eat breakfast, but she began to like soy milk and fritters, and began to miss the taste of breakfast made by her mother.

She wants to grow up, she wants to grow up quickly enough to be able to protect herself, because she has no mother, no protection, only she is left alone, her mother's only wish is to live happily and well, even if it is for her mother's wish, Lin Nuannuan has to become strong and become her own umbrella.

But it wasn't until she really grew up that she found out that growing up was so bad, that she was even more unhappy and unhappy when she grew up, that she had more worries, that the cost of growing up was so big, and the process was so painful. When she grew up, she became glutinous, she was afraid of everything, she didn't dare to do anything, Lin Nuannuan hated growing up with herself, because she didn't grow up to be what she once imagined.

Now she really wants to drink another glass of soy milk, even if it doesn't have the taste of her mother, she just wants to miss it and tell her mother about her happiness at the moment.