You are the fulcrum of my years
In the days of senior year, especially during the day, everyone started to run to the library because of the papers, and every morning people would scramble to grab a good seat, just to not stand and read.
Xia Zhixuan is also one of these people, but it is not so much that she is writing papers, but that she is looking for something to do, but the real reason why she came to the library to read books - since Luo Jialiang expressed no interest in her, she can only replace Luo Jialiang with crazy reading, the infusion of a large number of books and learning materials will make Xia Zhixuan better, this is her favorite place, perhaps only here can she really appease the love that spreads like cholera in her heart, and it has helped her alleviate the pain of lovesickness when she can't see Luo Jialiang.
And at this moment, an unexpected phone call from Xia Zhixuan came.
"Are you there?"
"Are you?" Xia Zhixuan asked
"Isn't it? Xia Zhixuan? I can't even hear it?"
Xia Zhixuan listened to this familiar voice and patted her head: "It turned out to be you, Brother Cheng Feng." β
"It's really, you actually forgot me, I really hurt you in vain!"
"Why, didn't I remember you?"
The other party was silent for a while and said
"Oh, yes.. Zhixuan, how are you doing?"
"Huh? Cheng Feng's words changed too quickly, making Xia Zhixuan difficult to react for a while, and she was stunned for a moment before responding.
"It's okay, this can't be your perfunctory diplomatic rhetoric to me, right?" the other end of the phone laughed and continued, "But Zhixuan, although I don't know how you're doing now. I still hope you can be happy, and.... I will be back to the Northeast in the near future. β
"Ah, you're going back to Northeast China, aren't you in Beijing? So far? How can you be free to go to graduate school?"
"You forgot? I skipped a grade in high school, so I already graduated from graduate school, don't you know?"
"Ah, I'm sorry, I almost forgot, you're a talented person in our class!" Saying this, Xia Zhixuan stuck out her tongue in embarrassment.
"What a great talent, in fact, I really regretted skipping a grade at that time. β
"What do you regret?" Xia Zhixuan asked suspiciously
"It's nothing, I'll hang up first, and when I get to the northeast, you can clear my meal!"
"Toot toot toot.."
- ββββ on the other end of the phone
Tsinghua University
A Sven boy with very bookish eyes hung up the phone, pursed his lips, and stared at the ginkgo trees outside the window, and after a while, he suddenly lost his smile
"Zhixuan, if I hadn't skipped a grade at the beginning, I would have liked to study with you... Growing up together.. And also... In love!"
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Time flies, time flies, and in a blink of an eye, it's December.
December is winter, and if it is not the coldest and unbearable time, it is still unbearable, especially in the Northeast.
Today, the snow in the Northeast is unusually heavy, and it has been sprinkled for three days and three nights, so that the whole Northeast seems to be covered with a layer of snow-white blanket.
After rejecting Xia Zhixuan's blind date, Luo Jialiang fell into a crazy predicament, as soon as he returned to his hometown, Wang Yujuan showed him a variety of photos of various types of girls arranged in strict order by her, and asked him to choose one or a few of them, the first few times Luo Jialiang still wanted to resist, but he succumbed under the threat of Wang Yujuan to sever the relationship between mother and son, and he could only be forced to meet some blind dates that he pretended to be serious but chose at will.
Look, no, Luo Jialiang just came back from meeting the girl, and before he even took off his coat when he entered the door, he was seen by Wang Yujuan, who came out to serve the food, and pulled him over for questioning.
"Son, how is Miss Wu?" asked Wang Yujuan, rubbing her hands
"Hey!" Luo Jialiang sighed lightly: "Mom, don't give me a blind date in the future, okay?" I will only marry Chen Hong in this life, how many times do you want me to tell you before you can understand?"
"Hey, it's not that Chen Hong has anything good! How can someone Xiao Wu be young and beautiful..."
Luo Jialiang looked down at Wang Yujuan helplessly, he didn't answer, just walked back to his room silently and locked the door.
Luo Jialiang, who locked the door, turned around and slowly walked to the table, looking at the drawer under the table, he slowly opened the drawer, and finally fixed his eyes on the red sugar box placed in the center of the drawer.
The only reference point for him Luo Jialiang to the past is his short love with Chen Hong, and only things related to her can allow him to find the fulcrum of the years. So that afternoon, he looked at the box of sugar he had given Chen Hong, and he began to look back on his past from the oldest memory.
Suddenly, Luo Jialiang's pupils shrank suddenly, the size of a needle's eye, and the memories hidden in his mind were sealed in the dust, like one lifelike face after another, appearing in front of his eyes, as if he was back in 1995 at this moment.
At the end of August 1995, heavy rains fell in the southeastern part of the country that year, causing floods in many places, but fortunately, Luo Jialiang's hometown survived.
However, at that time, the Northeast college students' poetry movement had just passed, so some bad college students used this as a shell of a poetry university, in fact, everyone got together.
When Luo Jialiang passed by the entrance of the meeting place that day, he saw through the gap in the crowd that a childish little boy and a young girl, the two were chatting in the hallway while taking off their shoes, and they didn't stop taking off their shoes, but it seemed that the girl felt that someone was looking at her, she looked up, it was really this accidental glimpse, which became the source of Luo Jialiang's love for Chen Hong for 20 years.
After that accidental glance, Luo Jialiang was shocked to find that he liked the other party, this was the first time he usually liked a girl, and this liking drove Luo Jialiang to do everything possible to get close to Chen Hong.
"What a coincidence... What's your name?" Luo Jialiang looked at the 'chance encounter' Chen Hong, he blushed and scratched his head, and stammered.
Chen Hong looked at the stupid Luo Jialiang and smiled
"Hehe, my name is Chen Hong, I'm eighteen years old this year, what about you?"
Luo Jialiang couldn't help but be a little stupid when he looked at Chen Hong's smiling face, and was suddenly asked by Chen Hong, and he woke up again, his ears were red, and he stammered with a nervous expression:
"Ahh My name is Luo Jialiang, and I am twenty years old today.."
"Hehe, you're so interesting. Chen Hong was amused by Luo Jialiang's shy and honest appearance.
"Hey, hey. Luo Jialiang saw Chen Hong smiling, and he also smirked
"What are you laughing at?"
"I see you laughing, and I want to laugh too!"
Thinking of this, Luo Jialiang couldn't help laughing, how honest and even naΓ―ve he was at that time, and Chen Hong was so beautiful at that time.
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Early the next morning, Luo Jialiang got up, and the first thing he did when he got up was to open the window and look at an old tube building in the distance of the community.
"Chen Hong, you haven't been back for a long time... I.. Like to see you. Luo Jialiang's eyes were red, and his eyes flashed with a special brilliance of memory, and the events of the year appeared in front of his eyes again.
Early 19959
Under the ancient ashamed tree, there stood a tall young man with a resolute face and a young girl.
"Wow, why are you here so early?" Chen said
"Well... That's right!"
"Why are you stupid?" Chen Hong said, rolling her eyes
"I... Hey... To "
"Don't move!" Chen Hong stood on tiptoe and took off the ancient shame leaves on Luo Jialiang's head, and then looked at him angrily: "You stupid, the leaves fell on your head, don't you know?"
"Yes. β
"En, what?" Chen Honggang wanted to count Luo Jialiang again, but his eyes suddenly saw that there was a swing not far away, his eyes lit up, and he directly left Luo Jialiang and went straight to the swing.
Luo Jialiang was stunned for a while, he looked at Chen Hong's back for a while, couldn't help laughing, smiled happily, and he hurriedly followed
"Wait for me!"
Renmen has a strange memory, he will forget the scene of the first meal, forget what the first birthday gift was, forget the first time he went to school, but he can't forget the appearance and behavior of the other person on the first date.
For example, Luo Jialiang, he forgot what he was wearing on the first date and even what he was wearing at that time, but he remembered clearly what Chen Hong was wearing at that time, what she said, and her tongue sticking out and tilting her head at that time, which is still so clear to this day twenty years later.
"Son, it's time to eat!" Wang Yujuan ate and forcibly dragged Luo Jialiang out of his memory.
"Got it" After answering, Luo Jialiang could only sigh lightly, patted his buttocks, got up and went downstairs to eat.
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"You kid, you're so old, and I want to call you to eat for breakfast, really!" Wang Yujuan complained
Luo Jialiang could only put his father in order to change the topic: "What about Dad? Why didn't he come to breakfast?"
"He'sβhe was dragged in the middle of the night to be a referee in a motorcycle race. Wang Yujuan took a mouthful of pickles and handed it to Luo Jialiang and said
Luo Jialiang: "..........."
"Eat more!"
"Yes. β
"Eat this!"
"Good. β
Wang Yujuan glanced at Luo Jialiang, the chopsticks hung on the bowl, and said seemingly naturally: "Jialiang!
didn't want to answer this question, Luo Jialiang chose to pretend not to hear, and drank the pickles and rice porridge three times in a row, and then escaped.
"Mom! I'm done eating!"
"Hey, you kid!"