"In fact, everyone has an uncontrollable bloodthirsty impulse, which is the desire to hunt and fight in the essence of biology. ”

"Ordinary human society describes this impulse as a personality disorder, which is wrong. However, ordinary human society still pursues stability, and it is understandable to do so, after all, peace is still the main thing between the same kind. ”

"For example, Sakiya, don't you also have a sadistic side?"

"So, it's actually normal for me to have a little hobby for pleasure...... Right?"

The boy smiled cheerfully and looked at Sixteen Night Sakuya. In a moment, that smile quickly collapsed, turning into a bitter smile of helplessness.

"Yes, it's normal, if you're looking for pleasure or something, you're just a gentleman at best. ”

"But this occasional mood of wanting to destroy one's most precious thing is not normal at all. ”

Wang Wei frowned at his palm, he had a long urge to self-destruct, but it gradually disappeared after meeting Flandorew. Could it be that this is another manifestation of self-destruction? Or a complication?

It's not a cancer cell, so how can it spread and metastasize.

"A lot of the time...... I can't help but want to kill you, dig up the most painful past in your hearts, hurt you with the meanest words and the sharpest knives, which makes me feel like drinking to quench my thirst...... It was because I didn't suppress this emotion that it led to that kind of situation...... I'm sorry. ”

The boy spat out these words in a depressed mood, his expression gloomy and guilty, not because he felt guilty for having such bad emotions, but because he felt guilty for not controlling them well.

"It's as if you're holding a delicate and fragile work of art in your hands, and you love it so much that you love it more than your own life. At the same time, you know that it is so fragile that you can crush it to pieces if you close your fingers slightly. Every time at this time, a violent desire to crush it springs up in my heart, and then it is suppressed by reason...... So since I was a child, I was very reluctant to have valuables and always tried to stay away from them. ”

Wang Hao smiled tiredly, and his expression pretended to be relaxed.

"I am destined to live a rich life in this life. ”

The boy sighed and laughed bitterly at himself.

"Actually, this problem has always been there, and many times when I fought Fran, I went berserk not only because of pain, but also because of ...... I couldn't control my desires. ”

"No, I can still control it, it's just because I know I can't really hurt Fran, so I give up controlling myself. ”

Wang Yu held the palm of Sakuya Sixteen apologetically, and sincerely apologized to him again.

"It turned out to be the way it used to be.,I'm sorry.,Sakiya.。 ”

The head maid was silent for a moment, as if digesting the astonishing news. She slowly opened her lips under the nervous but vaguely expectant gaze of the young man, and said slowly:

"According to your character...... Shouldn't I be thinking I'm too weak to be hurt by you, right? ”

Wang Hao's Adam's apple squirmed with difficulty, he felt that he could almost hear the sound of his heart beating violently, he knew that this was an illusion caused by too much nervousness, and the young man's heart had long since turned into a hard and brilliant crystal, which should never change.

But in the end, it's changed, hasn't it?

This is my mistake, my responsibility, and I deserve it.

"That was before. The boy pressed his left hand to his heart, closed his eyes, and slowly opened them. He suddenly became less nervous, and although the stone heart did not beat, and did not allow him to experience the feeling described in literature such as "a deer crashing into his heart", he still decided to follow this stone core that was a little hard and a little cold.

Without it, just because this stone heart was carved by the girl in front of her.

You know every vessel, every texture in my heart, so what am I still afraid of?

I don't know if the body temperature of a human being can warm the Philosopher's Stone? If so, does it mean that the temperature of the person in front of me has been remembered before it is embedded in his chest?

If that's the case, isn't it inevitable that I'll fall in love with you?

"I might have thought that way when I was a crippled personality before, but I would never feel that way now. The law of the jungle is the main body of my worldview, but everyone, every existence with a 'self' will have a few extraordinary and special beings with extraordinary meaning to themselves. Maybe it's my parents, my lover, my best friend, my relatives, but for me, you are the most special existence around me. In front of you, I'm not the demon with the heart of ice, I'm just a half-hung vampire who is vulnerable, painful, sad, and fearful. ”

Wang Hao laughed, the smile was warm and bright, warm as the morning light, and there was no trace of violence and madness at all. It is as if the negative emotions that have been deeply rooted in the past have finally been uprooted and swept away at this moment.

This is the real Wang Yu.

Looking at the smiling boy, Sixteen Night Sakuya couldn't help but think so firmly, there was no reason.

"Because only by your side am I the half-vampire who can be vulnerable, who can suffer, who can grieve, who can fear. ”

"So please forgive me and don't abandon me. I'll do everything I can to control myself. Yes, I said I wouldn't blame you even if you changed your mind, but I didn't say I wouldn't pester you again. Even if you abandon me, I will haunt you for the rest of your life until you change your mind. ”

Sixteen Nights Saki suddenly felt that the person sitting in front of him was not the sturdy demon boy, but the child in the story, full of kindness, gentle and excellent.

And in the next second, the child turned into a teenager. It seems that they are no longer kind, they have abandoned gentleness, and they are not excellent, but in fact they are only squeezed into a small circle, although they are small, they do exist and never disappear.

Still kind, just looking back in front of him; is still gentle, but the goal is only around; Still excellent, it's just ......

"Have you never paid attention to your own success, Wang Hui?"

The boy nodded inexplicably and naturally, the last thing he cared about was himself.

Sure enough, yes.

With some secret joy, the girl closed her eyes and sighed softly.

"You've never changed. ”

"You're right, you're you, you're Wang Yu. ”

"From start to finish, it always has been. ”

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Well, there's a big wave of chapters coming at the end of this update, so be careful. There are different classifications, and there is love to take it for itself. By the way, except for Chu Yuanning's "I Want to Survive", I still haven't watched it...... Let me tell you, Chu Ning's book, praise (thumbs). Full of warmth and love, full of humanist feelings and interpretation of noble human nature, Zuo Mohui said yes (gentle smile) when he saw it.

Well, the chapter pushes the time. You can see what the classification is by looking at the name, so I won't repeat it one by one.

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