Chapter 164: Love Loser
Because I have already told Luo Jinxuan in advance that there is a dinner party in the store tonight, and I am still responsible for finding restaurants and KTV, so I can simply tell her on WeChat, of course, I will not tell her that I am going to find Qin Zhiyun.
When I came to the western restaurant as agreed, Qin Zhiyun was already waiting for me in the private room, which made me sigh that there were really not many punctual beauties like her.
It was also time to eat, so I ordered two steaks and two cups of coffee at the front desk, and only went in after paying for them.
"Sit down, I knew you were coming for me, but I didn't expect it to be so soon. Qin Zhiyun smiled, "What do you want to drink?" ”
"No, I've already ordered steak and coffee, and I just wanted to ask you something. I looked at her, "What happened after Luo Jinxuan was taken away by Li Zhenwen, did Luo Jinxuan tell you?"
"I said it, but Luo Jinxuan made it clear that she didn't want you to know, so she didn't tell you, and now it seems that you should have guessed something. ”
"That's right! I saw Li Zhenwen today, and he said that he hadn't touched Jinxuan at all!" I paused and said seriously: "I came here this time for two purposes, first, to find out if Li Zhenwen had ever touched Jinxuan, and second, if not, why did Jinxuan lie to me." I want you to tell me the truth, it's important to me. ”
"Of course I know that this matter is very important to you, and I persuaded her to do the same when Jinxuan told me at the time, but she insisted on not letting me tell you, and I had no choice but to do it, although I felt that it was very unfair to her. But since Li Zhenwen has already told you, telling you about this matter will not be considered my leak. After Qin Zhiyun explained, she told everything she knew.
When Luo Jinxuan and Li Zhenwen left the hotel, they deliberately asked Qin Zhiyun to tell me a wrong direction, she did this because she didn't want me to find Li Zhenwen again and cause unnecessary trouble, and secondly, to let Li Zhenwen relax her vigilance, she could secretly make some small moves. After following Li Zhenwen to the hotel, Luo Jinxuan said that she had taken photos and made audio recordings to threaten Li Zhenwen, wanting to make Li Zhenwen back down. But Li Zhenwen is not so easy to be fooled, in a hurry, Luo Jinxuan proposed to borrow 1 million to repay 1.2 million, and if she can't do it, she will work for Li Zhenwen and be willing to accompany him for a week, Li Zhenwen agreed.
I breathed a sigh of relief when I heard this, what Li Zhenwen said was completely consistent with what Qin Zhiyun said, indicating that Li Zhenwen really hadn't touched Luo Jinxuan, my biggest worry didn't exist, and the regret before also dissipated, Luo Jinxuan still belongs to me, I am her only man.
"Then why didn't Jinxuan tell me?"
That's what I asked her. Qin Zhiyun sighed, "Do you know how she answered?"
"What did she say?"
"She knows you too well, she said. I wrote down what she said at the time, so see for yourself. Qin Zhiyun pushed a notebook over.
opened the notebook, and there was a paragraph on it: I know Fang Yue too well, he cares about me very much on the surface, and he can do a lot of things for me, but I know in my heart that what he really cares about is not how I am, but whether I am loyal to him. Maybe my guess was malicious, but that's how he made me feel. When I left with Li Zhenwen, I had already prepared for the worst, he would leave me, although it took a process, in the process he would struggle, he would struggle, he would be entangled, but this result is difficult to change. I don't know what method you used to persuade Fang Yue to accept me again, but there is no doubt that the matter between me and Li Zhenwen will become a thorn in his heart, a thorn that cannot be eradicated. I love him, but for this reason, I can't give him complete trust, I always feel that he will leave me because of this matter, so I want to use this incident to test him to see if he will leave me because of my affair with Li Zhenwen. If he had chosen to leave, I could have gotten out earlier, and if he hadn't, I would have told him the truth of the matter at the right time.
I know that I am doing this very much, and I have to find something uncomfortable with myself when I have nothing to do, nominally as a test, but in fact to satisfy my inner vanity. I don't deny it, and I'm prepared for the worst. But it's because I care too much about Fang Yue, and my devotion will make me sink deeper and deeper, so I have to do this, and when Fang Yue can give up what he cares about the most, I will also give up everything for him.
It is said that in love, whoever is emotionally aroused first loses. Facing Fang Yue, I was moved by my true feelings, but I couldn't be sure of Fang Yue's emotions, so I wanted to use this method to win back a game. If I lose, I'm willing to bear all the consequences.
Putting down the notebook, I had mixed feelings.
Luo Jinxuan really knows me best, she knows what I care about, and she also knows how I will choose, if it wasn't for Qin Zhiyun's persuasion, I would really leave her as Luo Jinxuan said.
And I didn't know anything about all this, which shows how incompetent I am as Luo Jinxuan's boyfriend. But even so, Luo Jinxuan still poured enough feelings into me, and resolutely left with Li Zhenwen knowing what the result would be.
And I, after Luo Jinxuan left, even had malicious speculation about her, compared with her, I was ashamed.
Qin Zhiyun took the notebook back, "Fang Yue, what do you think?"
"I'm sorry Jinxuan, I'll go find her. "I got up and was about to go out.
"Wait a minute, I'm not done yet. Qin Zhiyun stopped me, "I understand your feelings, but you don't have to worry, Luo Jinxuan is there, she won't run." Rather than rush over recklessly, listen to what I've to say. ”
I thought the same and sat back in my chair, "You say." ”
Qin Zhiyun said: "When I heard her words at that time, my heart was also very complicated, I never thought that someone could pay so much for love. It was in this position that I was stunned for more than ten seconds before I reacted and said to her: When you do this, you have already lost everything. ”
I was shocked that by the time you did that, you had already lost everything!
Qin Zhiyun smiled, "Do you know how Jinxuan answered?" She said: It's not that I lost everything by doing this now, but when I decided to leave with Li Zhenwen, I had already lost everything. ”