Chapter 575: You're Just Lying to Yourself!
Hearing Xia Qingxue's question, Chen Mo suddenly smiled bitterly in his heart.
It's still coming.
Ever since King Lei regarded Xia Qingxue as Luoxi, Chen Mo knew that there would be such a moment.
But Chen Mo didn't blame King Lei, after all, King Lei didn't know the reason.
Moreover, what should come will come after all, even if he is not poked out by the Thunder King now, Xia Qingxue will still know in the future, because Chen Mo never planned to hide it from Xia Qingxue.
Chen Mo's expression was extremely complicated, he took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but finally put it down.
"It's a long story, let's go out and find a place to talk slowly. Chen Mo said with a complicated expression.
"Hmm. Xia Qingxue nodded, and then got up.
At this moment, the person in charge of the venue ran over and asked with a stammering face, "Sir, madam, can we start the ceremony?"
"You shouldn't ask us about this, right?"
The person in charge of "this ......" glanced at Chen Mo with some fear, it was obvious that Chen Mo's energy frightened him, and even such a thing as the beginning of the ceremony had to come over and ask for instructions, for fear of making Chen Mo unhappy.
"You just follow the process, leave us alone, let's go out for a walk. Chen Mo waved his hand.
Hearing this, Xia Qingxue didn't say anything.
She came here this time, mainly for the development of the company.
Now that Chen Mo is showing energy, and the arrival of Rovis, Xia Qingxue has understood that it doesn't matter whether she participates in this fashion week or not.
The two of them left the Carroucelle Hall and entered the beautiful Tuileries Gardens.
At this time, almost everyone went to Fashion Week, and there were not many people on the garden road.
Following the tree-lined path full of tung trees, the two came to a small pavilion and sat down.
He then took out his cigarette again, lit one and smoked it slowly.
Chen Mo didn't speak, and Xia Qingxue didn't urge, just waited quietly.
After smoking this cigarette, Chen Mo took out another one.
Just as he was about to ignite, a snow-white jade hand reached over and pressed him: "Don't smoke anymore, it's not good for your health." ”
This hand is naturally Xia Qingxue.
Chen Mo glanced at her with a complicated expression, and then said in a low tone: "Luoxi, it's my first woman!"
"I've told you a little bit about it before, in fact, I'm an orphan, and when I came back from my grandmother's house that day, all the stories I told you were true......"
Xia Qingxue couldn't help but think of the first time she took Chen Mo to see her grandmother, and when she came back, Chen Mo told the story of an orphan and said What qualifications do you have to be sad......
"I later entered an orphanage, where I met a few friends, and my life was on the right track, but after I offended the Lu family, I escaped all the way abroad......"
Chen Mo used a low and hoarse voice, and it took nearly an hour to roughly finish all this.
When he was a child, he met Mu Qingshuang, Zhou Hao and others in the orphanage, his youth and his first love Mu Wanqing, he fled abroad and met Luoxi in the Tianxuan training, as well as the bits and pieces of Luoxi.
Xia Qingxue has been listening quietly, but her heart has been rising and falling with Chen Mo's narration.
The first half of Chen Mo's life, in just over 20 years, has experienced hardships and pains that ordinary people can never experience!
Suffice it to say, he struggled to survive!
When he was an orphan, he had no parents, no home, no brothers and sisters, begging for a living, and wild dogs for food, just to live!
When he was a teenager, he offended the powerful and had no choice but to leave his hometown, flee abroad, and live a life that is not as good as a pig and a dog!
Later, he joined the Heavenly Annihilation, a killer organization that exterminated humanity, and he couldn't help himself, in order to live, he did everything!
With Chen Mo's narration, what appeared in front of Xia Qingxue's eyes was a bloody life and past......
Chen Mo is so humble and so small.
Xia Qingxue seemed to see that a thin teenager, in the face of fate, gritted his teeth, stubbornly moved forward, until, he stood at the top of the world!
But by this time, he had lost his lover, his children, and his brother......
After experiencing strong winds and waves, hardships and pains, love and hatred, and life and death, Chen Mo returned to his hometown and just wanted to be an ordinary person......
At this time, Xia Qingxue could finally understand Chen Mo's heart.
However, she didn't forget when she was most concerned, her lips trembled and asked, "Do I look alike with that Luoxi?"
Chen Mo looked at Xia Qingxue's face, he hesitated for a moment, but if he nodded, he gritted his teeth and said, "Yes, you are very similar, especially the lonely and cold and stubborn temperament on your body!"
"You still love her, right?" Xia Qingxue asked in a trembling voice.
"Love. Chen Mo nodded again, "She is my first woman, and the first woman I want to get married, and we also have children, in this life, I can't forget her!"
Hearing this, Xia Qingxue's face turned white after brushing it.
"I love her, I miss all the time she has been with me, but she is dead and has left ......me forever," Chen Mo sighed, "A person's life always has to go through many stages, and everything about me and her has finally become a thing of the past!"
"In your eyes, am I a substitute for Luoxi?" Xia Qingxue grabbed the handrail tightly and asked this sentence, at this time, she seemed to have used up all the strength in her body, and sat there paralyzed, waiting for Chen Mo's judgment!
"Substitute?" Chen Mo shook his head, "That's not the case, you are you, she is her, I will be very clear when I come back, do you know, when I went to Fusang, I saw Luoxi again......"
"Have you seen Luoxi?" Xia Qingxue said incredulously.
"It's not really Luoxi, it's fake, someone disguised herself as her, that is, that time, let me completely understand that Luoxi left me after all and never came back!"
When Chen Mo said this, the look of pain in his eyes flashed, "So, I can tell you clearly, I have never regarded you as her!
"I know, you may not have lied to me, but you have been lying to yourself!" Xia Qingxue shook her head and said with a sad expression.
"What do you mean?" Chen Mo said in amazement.
"You chose to fake marry me because of Luoxi, right? Don't deny it, with your character, if there is no special reason, you will definitely not be bound by a certain woman!"
Chen Mo's lips moved, but he didn't speak.
Seeing this, Xia Qingxue's eyes showed even more understanding, she smiled sadly, and then said: "My character is not a perfect wife!"
"As for the woman you are looking for, there is no shortage of women around you, such as this Luna, her beauty is not inferior to me at all, and even her family background is much stronger than mine, why don't you marry her?
"And that Luo Feilan, didn't you originally want to marry her? Why did you agree without too much hesitation when I said I didn't want to break the marriage? Because she was married? With your character, do you care about this?"
"You are willing to marry a woman who is cold to you when you have a better choice, do you have masochistic tendencies?"
"No, it's neither!"
"Everything is because of Luoxi! You said that you never treated me and Luoxi as one person, but you never separated us!"
"If the decisions you make are as biased towards me, it's not because you love me, but because you can't let go of Luoxi!"
In the end, Xia Qingxue raised her head to prevent the tears from falling from the corners of her eyes.
When Chen Mo heard this, a blank flash flashed in his eyes, and the whole person was motionless, like a sculpture.
"I know these words, it's cruel to you, but I don't want to be a substitute for other women after sharing a man with another woman! It's unfair to me!" Xia Qingxue bit her red lips and looked at Chen Mo stubbornly.
Chen Mo stared at Xia Qingxue's eyes, and from her pupils, he could even see his own figure.
Chen Mo suddenly grinned: "What you said may make some sense, but our relationship has always been true, we have gone through so much to get to where we are today, don't you understand?"
Chen Mo reached out to hug Xia Qingxue, hugged her tightly in his arms, and said, "I didn't stay with Luna because I never thought about getting married, after all, at that time, Luo Xi hadn't been away for too long, and Qin Bing had just left......"
"I didn't marry Sister Feilan, it was Sister Feilan's own request, she said, only you are worthy of me, she has paid a lot for me!"
"And we can be together, in addition to fate, we also need the right time, which is contributed by many factors, of course, the most important thing is our determination to be together. ”
In the end, Chen Mo said softly: "So little fool, don't think about it too much!"
Chen Mo's voice was hoarse and magnetic, this little fool suddenly made Xia Qingxue's heart tremble, and his face was slightly red: "You are stupid!"
"Okay, okay, I'm stupid, I'm stupid!" Chen Mo said busily.
"Hmph, I'm going to the fashion show, you can reflect on yourself, what else haven't you told me!" Xia Qingxue pushed Chen Mo away and walked towards the banquet hall in a bit of a panic.
After Xia Qingxue left, a figure walked out from behind the big tree.
"The boss deserves to be called the boss, and the kung fu of coaxing women is really amazing!" said with a smile, but it was a white tiger.
"What kind of coaxing women, I'm true love!" Chen Mo said angrily, "Forget it, I told you that you don't understand, by the way, you two guys are hiding there and not coming out, ready to have a child?"
Chen Mo said, sweeping towards a cluster of flowers.
"Sure enough, I can't hide it from the boss. The Thunder King and the Titan walked out in embarrassment.
"I said you didn't do your job, and you came here to listen to me talk about love?" Chen Mo rolled his eyes.
"Of course we have something to do, but we saw that the boss was in love, so I hid for a while. The white tiger said with a hippie smile.
"Alright, let's get down to business. Chen Mo said helplessly.
"Just got the news, Apollo's Bow, found it!" said the Titan with a serious face.