Everyone is experiencing their own life, there are no two identical life trajectories in this world, although the life we experience may not be so smooth, but it is also unique and others can't have, life really needs us to cherish. Ｘ

Don't always complain about life, because it's all your own choice, and no one can have a chance to do it all over again. Complaining will only deepen the resentment in our hearts, and it will not do us any good for the future life.

Lin walked slightly, and Chen Yang watched her back slowly disappear from sight, but he didn't have the slightest courage to stand up and catch up.

Chen Yang didn't expect that his first meeting with Lin Weiwei ten years later would end in such an ending. At this time, Chen Yang was completely confused, and Lin Weiwei's appearance made his emotions suffer a huge impact.

In fact, Chen Yang also expected this result at this meeting, because he knew that in his heart at the age of eighteen, he couldn't let go of his first love Lin Weiwei at all.

After coming to this world, Chen Yang had a twenty-eight-year-old body and received the memories of a twenty-eight-year-old, and he felt that he should adapt to his current life with the mind of a twenty-eight-year-old.

He is eighteen-year-old Chen Yang, and this cannot be changed. Everyone is measuring themselves with the appearance of a twenty-eight-year-old, but they can only face it with the mentality of an eighteen-year-old. It's an unfair contest, and there's nothing you can do about it.

He has emotions that have been precipitated over the years in his heart for Mu Cheng, and he has a love that is full of memories and admiration for Lin Weiwei, and he can't let go of it.

For the eighteen-year-old self, it is normal to have these, but combined with the memories and thoughts of the twenty-eight-year-old, he will feel that this is a sin, a desecration of marriage, and an unfairness to Gao Yue.

Why is this happening?

Because he is eighteen-year-old Chen Yang, this is the only answer.

It has only been more than half a year since he came to this world, and it is impossible to completely give up his relationship with Mu Cheng in such a short period of time, and forget his love with Lin Weiwei. However, all this is in sharp conflict with his current life.

I noticed this very early, so I made my heart clear and deliberately made myself firm, so that I could keep my heart when Mu Cheng and Lin Weiwei put pressure on me, and I wouldn't get lost in it.

Now it seems that it is clear that everything was in vain.

Eighteen-year-old self can neither completely subdue Mu Cheng's fiery love heart, nor can he cool down his heart's love for Lin Weiwei.

Eighteen-year-old self and twenty-eight-year-old self, thoughts and memories are entangled all the time, getting tighter and tighter, like a mess, and there is no clue at all.

Chen Yang had no way to find any solution from it, and in the end he could only choose to give up.

After a long time, Chen Yang came back to his senses, it was already late at night, and there were only a few bright stars left in the dark sky, but they could not guide his direction.

Chen Yangjue's heart was so tired, he began to complain in his heart, his twenty-eight-year-old self had left too many problems for his current self, but what could he do? He stood up, smiled self-deprecatingly, and then walked towards the square.

Before coming to see Lin Weiwei, Chen Yang had too many ideas, and he thought that maybe the many mysteries in his heart could be solved here by Lin Weiwei.

However, at this moment, he realized that not only did he not gain anything, but also added too much trouble to himself.

Chen Yang even began to resent his twenty-eight-year-old self, since the memory had been given to him, why did he erase such a large part of the memory of Lin Weiwei in his memory, so that when he faced Lin Weiwei, he didn't know how to deal with it at all.

Chen Yang drove to the bar, it was the lively time of the bar, he parked the car and walked in.

Today's bar business is very good, it is basically full, and to Chen Yang's surprise, Song Yuer is actually singing on the small stage. Xiaojie started working as a waiter, busy before and after. When Chen Yang saw these two living treasures, his low mood finally improved.

Chen Yang asked the bartender to mix a glass of wine for himself, he picked it up and took a sip, listening to Song Yu'er's singing with a lot of thoughts.

Xiaojie walked over and sat down beside Chen Yang, glanced at Chen Yang and said, "Brother, are you upset?"

Chen Yang nodded with a confused look in his eyes.

Xiaojie smiled: "Brother, let's find a place to drink, I want to ask you something." ”

Chen Yang pointed in the direction of the bar lounge, then explained to the bartender, and Xiaojie took some beer and walked inside.

The brothers sat opposite each other in the lounge, and after Xiaojie took a big sip of beer, he took a sip of wine and said, "Brother, can you tell me what is going on with Sister Yu's house, I always feel that Sister Yu has a lot of troubles in her heart." ”

Chen Yang smiled bitterly: "I knew you would definitely come to ask me." ”

Even Chen Yang only learned from Li Dong not long ago about Sister Yu's family affairs that she had kept secret all these years.

Chen Yang thought for a while, sighed and said slowly: "Sister Yu's father is a senior official of the Provincial Public Security Department, which is also the reason why I was able to come out so quickly after I caused trouble, but her family is very complicated. ”

"Her mother died when Sister Yu was very young, and by accident, her father married her mother's own sister, that is, Sister Yu's own sister-in-law. ”

"Actually, there is nothing bad about this, but I don't know why, Sister Yu has a deep resentment towards his father and aunt from a young age. She's been living alone all these years and hasn't had any contact with her family, understand?"

After Xiaojie listened, he was a little stunned, as if he had thought of a lot of things.

Chen Yang remembered that when he was in high school, even if Sister Yu was hungry and cold, she was unwilling to accept any help from her family, but because she asked someone to ask his father once, she couldn't help but feel a little moved in her heart.

Xiaojie fell into deep thought, the reason why Chen Yang told him these things was to make him feel prepared, since he chose to be with Song Yuer, he would definitely have to take on some things in the future.

Everyone has the right to choose, but they also have to suffer all the consequences of their choice.

Because he drank a lot of beer, Chen Yang chose to walk home. After walking for nearly thirty minutes, he returned to his neighborhood.

Looking up at the window of his house, even though it was late at night, there was a soft light coming from there. Chen Yang knew that Gao Yue was still waiting for her to go home, and she would give herself a sweet smile, a warm hug, and meticulous care. Chen Yang smiled with satisfaction and walked upstairs quickly.

Chen Yang understands that he has the right to complain about life, because the current life does not belong to him, but after having this family, Chen Yang no longer has the courage to complain about life.

Because he is a man with a family, he has lost the right to complain about life. can only use his own shoulders to carry this family forward, even if he is covered in bruises, he must support this family never falls.

Although the situation in front of him is far from getting out of control, Chen Yang already has a strong worry in his heart, and he has a hunch that Lin Weiwei's appearance may be just the beginning, and there will definitely be things that make him more helpless in the future.

The heart that he had worked hard to build was easily crushed by Mu Cheng and Lin Weiwei, and he didn't even have the slightest room for resistance. For the future, Chen Yang didn't dare to have any illusions, he just wanted his life to live so peacefully.