Chapter 81: Never Give Up
After more than an hour of surgery, Shu Ran was exhausted, and her eyelids were so heavy that she could close them at any time, but she couldn't sleep over and over.
Headaches, palpitations, and restlessness.
Maybe the situation wasn't as bad as she thought? Before Fu Yiqing told her the result, everything would only be overly worried, after all, the current situation was bad enough, wasn't it?
With some difficulty, she turned to the left and waited for dawn.
Consciousness gradually became occupied by drowsiness, and finally fell asleep.
When the first rays of sunlight in the morning shone into the ward after a long absence, Shu Ran's mood also cleared up with the weather.
She stretched her waist and turned her head to see Shu Yutian, "Dad?"
She was full of smiles, but she looked at Shu Yutian's not very good-looking face, and when she turned her head, Shao Anhong's eyes were still red, and there was remorse in her eyes.
Shu Ran hurriedly searched for Fu Yiqing's figure everywhere, and saw him standing near the door, his expression was obscure.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Am I almost fine?" she bet that her mother didn't know about last night.
Fu Yiqing promised her, and she also believed that Fu Yiqing would never tell her parents.
"Ranran, no matter what you say this time, we're going to take you home. Shao Anhong's tone had a firmness that could not be refused.
Shu Ran was stunned for a moment, and cast a gaze for help to Shu Yutian on the side, but the latter avoided it and let out a long sigh.
Shu Ran: "Dad, why do you have such an expression? Yesterday you said that you would help me persuade my mother." ”
Shao Anhong: "Yesterday was yesterday, if we hadn't come suddenly, how long would you want to hide from us?" Coach Fu, we believe you to hand over our daughter to you to take care of, but how can you let her mess around and not tell us about yesterday's operation?"
Fu Yiqing's face was full of apologies, "I'm sorry." ”
Shao Anhong wanted to continue, but was interrupted by Shu Yutian, "Okay, we have reached this step, in the final analysis, we are parents who have no intentions, how much energy has Coach Fu spent taking care of Ran Ran these days, you also saw it, what do you blame her coach for?"
Shao Anhong sighed, and then apologized to Fu Yiqing.
Fu Yiqing waved his hand, "I also have some responsibility for this matter." ”
Shu Ran's heart sank, so it seemed that her parents knew about last night's operation, "What's wrong with you? Why do you make it as if I'm in a serious condition? Isn't it just stagnant water? The water has been pumped out, and while the time to recuperate the metatarsals, the knee has already healed." ”
When Shu Yutian saw her ignorant appearance, his heart became even more uncomfortable, and he sighed one after another.
Shao Anhong kept repeating the words of taking her back to D City.
She had to look at Fu Yiqing, "Coach?"
He seemed to be a little weak-hearted, and he hadn't looked at her since she woke up, "Shuran, you have to calm down, maybe things will take a turn for the better." ”
"Whether there is a turnaround or not, your dad and I will not let you skate again, and if you still want to recognize us as parents, come back with us in a few days. ”
Shu Ran's tone was eager, and she was about to get up with her hands on the bed, "You say, what's wrong with my leg?"
Fu Yiqing quickly stepped forward to help her get up to prevent her from touching her injured leg.
She grabbed Fu Yiqing's sleeve tightly, her eyes were eager, "Coach!"
Fu Yiqing sighed lightly, "The doctor said that your leg should be recuperated for at least one year, but even after one year, it will be difficult for you to recover to one-half of your previous strength, and if you are injured again, it is very likely that you will have to spend the rest of your life in a wheelchair." ”
Shu Ran swallowed her saliva with difficulty, and suddenly grinned, "Coach, are you joking?"
There was silence in the room, and no one responded to her.
The hand that grabbed his cuff slowly slipped down, and the pair of dark and shining eyes suddenly lost their light, like a bird with broken wings, falling from the sky.
The loss in his daughter's eyes broke Shu Yutian's heart, and he couldn't bear to say, "Ranran, just listen to your mother, go back with us, even if you can't skate, your parents can support you for a lifetime, and there are many possibilities in your life." ”
Shao Anhong's voice was low, "Your father is right, your elementary school math teacher always says that you are smart, let's hire a good teacher, if you don't work for a year, you can go to a good university, and then come back to inherit your father's company." ”
Mom and Dad's words are like characters coming in and out of the left ear.
Shu Ran only heard the noise in the ward, and her ears were clean.
She seemed to lose her mind, but she calmed down instantly, "Dad, Mom." ”
"Mom and Dad are here. ”
"You all go out. ”
The couple were stunned, and Shao Anhong was the first to react, "Ranran, your parents are here to accompany you." ”
"You go out first. ”
Seeing that she was not in the right state, Shu Yutian had no choice but to walk out with his wife in his arms, and cast a look at Fu Yiqing for help before leaving.
Fu Yiqing nodded slightly, knowing it in his heart.
Neither of them looked up, and both remained silent.
The first person to speak was Fu Yiqing, "Shu Ran, I know what you're thinking, if you want to continue playing, then I'll tell you as your coach, no." ”
"You don't know what I'm thinking. Her tone was unusually calm, "I was thinking about the past 14 years, and every training session I found difficult, but I still survived, but I didn't expect to get such a result." There was a hint of self-deprecation in his voice.
Fu Yiqing took a step forward and sat down on the edge of the bed, "If you like figure skating, I can help you find another way to stay in this industry, and you can go behind the scenes." ”
"Behind the scenes?" her voice didn't have a wave, and her empty eyes met him, "How can an athlete who can't get on the ice retreat behind the scenes?"
Fu Yiqing: "Referees, art directors, it's okay, I'll help you." ”
"But I just want to skate, coach, and I'm not going to give up. ”
Fu Yiqing was stunned for a moment, and then strictly ordered, "I won't allow you to hurt yourself like this, don't you want your legs?"
Shu Ran: "The doctor just said that I may only have sequelae if I am injured again, but it is very likely, not absolutely!"
Fu Yiqing's brows tightened, and his voice was raised, "The doctor said that your leg will be recuperated for a year, don't you want to participate in the Winter Olympics next year?"
She was silent.
If she has a chance to stand on the top podium, her only chance will be next year's Winter Olympics, and she doesn't have the fitness to wait another four years.
Her silence let Fu Yiqing know that he had guessed correctly, and he pressed her shoulder, "This time, you listen to your parents, go back with them first, I promise you, I will definitely find a way to let you stay in ISU." ”
Shu Ran's empty eyes met his gaze, and suddenly there was a hint of mockery in it.
Before Fu Yiqing could react, she shook her head, "If you must not agree with me to participate, we will part ways in the future." ”
Fu Yiqing: "Shu Ran, you ......"
Shu Ran lay down again, not looking at him again, "I will never give up, even if I lose a leg, I don't care." ”
Looking at her back, Fu Yiqing was a little unbearable, "You should understand those who care about you." ”
"I also want them to understand me, coach, and if you care about me, you should help me convince my parents. ”
"Huo Guang and the national team have already known about you and have released the news that you are seriously injured. ”
Shu Ran's back stiffened, and she clenched the corners of the quilt.
After hesitating for a long time, Fu Yiqing sighed and handed her the phone after groping for a long time from the bedside, Fu Yiqing sighed and handed her the phone.
Shu Ran didn't look at him the whole time, she anxiously clicked on Weibo.
@体育局: "A few days ago, Shu Ran fell at the World Championships in Russia and caused an old injury, although she has undergone surgery, but a variety of injuries together have overwhelmed her leg, and she is still being treated nervously, she will miss the Olympic qualifiers in September, thank you from all walks of life for your concern for Shu Ran." ”
"My mom, the official stamp, the key points, serious injury, in the past official news will briefly describe what injuries the player has suffered, and there is no such serious word as 'overwhelmed', it seems that this injury will affect her career. ”
"It turned out to be an old injury, so Shu Ran was already injured before the game? So why do you want her to go to the game, is it too much in the team, only caring about honor and not thinking about the players themselves?"
"If it wasn't for the contestant's voluntariness, the official wouldn't have let her participate, otherwise why didn't there be any news of her injury?"
"My mother, don't tell my boss that Shu Ran's performance in the Grand Prix Finals is because she is already injured! If she was already injured at that time, then the trolls would have wronged her, not only did she not want to enter the entertainment industry, but she loved the game!"
"I suddenly want to cry, I went into battle with an injury, how painful should she be in this competition, she won second place in the short program on the first day, if it wasn't for the extreme pain, she wouldn't have skated like that in the free skating on the second day, right?"
"If Shu Ran retires this time, I raise my hands in favor of her entering the entertainment industry, and now athletes who have no achievements will return to the life of ordinary people, without any skills and no education!"
"I also support Shu Ran to enter the entertainment industry, she can act in some competitive-themed TV series, it should be the heroine herself. ”
……
Almost all the comments agreed that Shu Ran was retiring.
The concern and encouragement of netizens did not set off a trace of waves in her heart, and she suddenly wanted to cry.
Her hand suddenly lost strength, her phone slipped off her hand, and her whole body fell on the pillow like a kite with a broken string.
"You left me alone for a moment. ”
"Shu Ran. ”
She slowly lifted her eyes, and her tone was cold, "Are you still afraid that I won't be able to commit suicide?" Look at my legs, what do you think I can do now?"
Fu Yiqing was silent.
"You get out, I'm not going to do anything stupid, I'm bad enough. ”
She rested her head on her side.
The crying was muffled at first, then she buried her whole face in the pillow.
Fu Yiqing was even more uncomfortable, holding her arm and hugging her gently, "Shu Ran, as long as it takes one year, maybe your injury will not be as serious as the doctor said in a year, maybe you can continue to skate." ”
"Get out!"
Shu Ran cried even more.
He stopped talking, got up and left, deciding to leave her alone.
The footsteps faded away.
Suddenly, her stubborn voice with a crying voice came from behind, "Even if the team doesn't allow it, I must participate!"
The crying grew louder, and the atmosphere in the ward became more oppressive.