Chapter 60: The Pillars
Cangyun's smile overwhelmed Wang Hao.
"Why are you smiling? Is my question low?"
"No, how could it be, after all, I haven't talked to you much about this, and it's normal for you to have questions. ”
Cang Yun tried to restrain her smile, but with little success.
"I'm just happy that I've finally seen your whole life. ”
Cang Yun winked playfully, and her tone rose.
"Die without regrets~"
Wang Yu was annoyed: "If you really want to witness my life, just wait until I want to die before dying with me, thank you." ”
"I don't. ”
Cangyun stuck out his tongue, his personality was actually more old-fashioned and conservative when he was a bamboo, and he was often in the position of an elder when he got along with Wang Ling and Wang Jiang. However, after following Wang Hao into the dream world, perhaps because he didn't have to worry about the relationship between his personal image, his personality was more cheerful than before, and he would joke with Wang Hao, not just be joked by Wang Hao.
"I've realized a long, long time ago that I can't keep up with you, Wang Hao. ”
"My qualifications are not good, I have barely developed my mind after listening to your preaching for ten years, and I have cultivated all my life, but now I am so high or low, "Cangzhu Jade Dan Dao" has not been completed, fortunately, I have a long life, and I can accompany you for a long time. ”
"But no matter how long the life is, there are limits. I can be with you for a long time, but it's only a long time after all. ”
Wang Yu raised a frown.
"Life, qualifications, are you struggling with this? Didn't I say it a long time ago, I can give you all of this. I'm nowhere near as strong as the man behind the shadows, but I can also play the role of the Creator, and I can create many worlds, colorful worlds, that we can travel and travel. This is our private infinite world, and we can have everything we want, isn't that okay?"
"Of course not. ”
Cang Yun shook his head slowly.
"Can you really still be happy with this kind of travel? No, even if you did, you were just making me happy. ”
"Even so, I'm willing to do it. ”
"But I don't want to. ”
Cang Yun looked at Wang Yu calmly.
"Although I am stupid, I also have my own pride, and I don't want to be your vassal, Wang Yu. You once said that we are partners, then the partners, at least, should be equal. If my life, my power, everything about me is controlled by you, then am I still me? Am I still the unqualified green bamboo named Cangyun?"
Wang Hao narrowed his eyes in annoyance: "This is different! If according to your statement, then everything in the world is not their own, and I can deprive others of their lives at any time, why do you think that with my strength you will make you lose yourself? We are indeed partners, so it is a matter of course to help each other!"
"Then I refuse your help. ”
"Stubborn!"
Wang Hao pulled out his teeth and grinded them crunched.
"Since you play non-violent non-cooperation with me, then I can only use violence to achieve my goals......"
"You won't. ”
"I will. ”
"Then why didn't you force your son to accept your help?"
Wang Yu was stunned, and the anger on his face gradually dissipated.
"Because...... I respect him. ”
"Then you don't respect me?"
"I feel like I can have less respect for you. ”
"Because you're my partner?"
"That's right. ”
"But as a son, you are also a master and a father, of course, you can not respect him so much. ”
"Nonsense, as Di Xin, how can he be driven by my sacrificial wine. ”
"At that time, the Shang Kingdom was dead, and you forced him as the commander of the division, why can't you? Besides, how could you ever care about the false name of the world? How many emperors came to see you in person, and you ignored them?"
"I ......"
Wang Yu was speechless.
And Cangyun's black eyes reflected the starlight, shining brightly, like the Milky Way inside. She and Wang Yu looked at each other, the expression on their faces was pity and compassion, with divine care, but it made Wang Hao shudder, as if her heart was filled with ice water soaked in steel.
His face gradually turned pale, bloodless, like a ghost, and the starlight in Cangyun's eyes became more and more brilliant, overpowering Wang Hao's soul and illuminating every inch of darkness in his heart.
"The most important reason why you didn't force your son to live is that you still have me. ”
Wang Hao's lips opened slightly, his eyes widened, but he couldn't say anything.
"In addition to Zishou, you also have someone to care about, and someone who can support you, and that person is me. So you fulfilled your son's wishes, and let him die with his wife. It has something to do with your respect for him, it has something to do with your love for him, and it has to do with all the excuses you make for yourself. But the most fundamental reason is just you and me. ”
"You have another being, one that can sustain you alive. ”
"And now, when your last pillar is about to fall and leave you, you will be irrepressibly terrified, and you will be desperate to leave me behind, even against my own will. ”
Cang Yun didn't get angry, but laughed.
Smile like a flower.
"Am I right, Wang?"
"For ...... Why are you my only pillar left? Don't I still have Ling'er and Jiang'er?"
His lips twitched, and he spat out the words like a mosquito.
Cang Yun turned around and stretched out his left hand to caress Wang Hao's bloodless cheek, as if to warm him.
"Don't be stupid, you don't doubt your own ability, but you can never use yourself as the motivation to live. As for Jiang'er, although you help her unconditionally, dote on her, and treat her as a continuation of your own life, she still wants to kill you. Because she wants to kill you, in your heart, you won't trust her. ”
Cang Yun's palm slowly moved down, and his palm was pressed against Wang Hao's chest, feeling his heavy and chaotic heartbeat due to fear.
"You will still give without asking for anything in return, and love her as always, but because of your identity, it is the responsibility of your father. You're really an old-fashioned and old-fashioned guy, Wang Hao, who is always too gentle with your family. If it were someone else, I would have killed her the moment I knew that Jiang'er was murderous to you. ”
Cangyun's expression seemed to be proud and lonely.
"I should have found out, I should have found it a long time ago. When you were alone in the past, you were so fierce and strong, because you didn't have an existence that you needed protection and could rely on, and that wasn't really you. You've always been a person who lives for others, why, Wang, why do you still suffer from your loss, you hold the authority of the Creator, you rule the civilization of the world, you have gained so much more than you have lost. ”
"Is it because nothingness must be born from existence?"