Chapter 440: Matters of the Heart

Liu Hao sent Su Suyun out of the school, but also breathed a sigh of relief, Su Suyun is an extremely self-centered person, and always feels that the whole world owes her, but although she has a bad temper, as long as she coaxes her with sweet words, she can be coaxed to be happy, for her, it is also a blessing to have a simple mother-in-law like Su Suyun, it is much better than facing a deep-thinking woman like Song Xiaoyue and Wan Xue.

"Was that my mother just now?" Zhuang Lihong suddenly appeared behind Liu Haohao like a ghost, startling her.

"Yes, you haven't seen her for a while, you have all seen her, why don't you go and say a few words to her?" Liu Hao caught a glimpse of Zhuang Lihong's reluctant face, and couldn't help laughing, "Where is the mother and daughter have any overnight feuds? She is for your good, and you also want her to be good, so it's okay to talk about it." ”

Zhuang Lihong obviously didn't want to continue the topic, but just looked at her suspiciously, "You and my mother have released their suspicions?"

"Where did my aunt and I have any previous suspicions that need to be released?" she laughed, although Su Suyun hated her, she never caused her any substantial harm, and she really didn't hate her.

"Also, in fact, it has always been her own heart that she can't get over. Zhuang Lihong thought about it and nodded, although Su Suyun didn't like Liu Haohao, and wanted to embarrass her, but people didn't care about it at all, her psychological quality was so strong that Liu Haohao was so strong that it was difficult for ordinary people to hurt her.

"I see that she seems to be in a good mood just now, how did you coax her?" Zhuang Lihong was really curious, as far as Su Suyun's stinky temper was concerned, shouldn't she point at Liu Haohao's nose and scold her recklessly? How could she listen to Liu Haohao's words.

"Coaxing, it's nothing more than following her more, besides, Auntie is also a cultured and high-quality person, she won't make noise in public, and you don't think of her too badly. "Liu Haohao has seen a real shrew, and in comparison, Su Suyun is really qualified.

"That's because you haven't seen how she scolded me. Zhuang Lihong's expression was gloomy, "She can really say anything, as if I am not her biological daughter, but her enemy." ”

"Although she has such and such questions, and her words are very hurtful, and you can't let go of them, it is undeniable that she loves you very much, she not only loves Lijun and Limin, but also loves you as a daughter, and she specially asked me about you just now......"

"What did you ask?, what do you say?" Zhuang Lihong looked at her nervously.

"Don't be so nervous, are you still afraid that I will say bad things about you?" don't worry," Liu laughed, "I told her that you are much more motivated now than in the past, and you are starting to think about going to graduate school......"

"Why did you tell her about the graduate school entrance examination, there is nothing to do with the eight characters!" Zhuang Lihong interrupted her nervously, looking a little apprehensive, "I just said it casually before." ”

"I think it's a good path for you, and it's good to read more books. Zhuang Lihong They recommend college students, strictly speaking and serious college students are different, they only studied for three years, and their academic qualifications can only be regarded as junior college, although college students are also rare in this era, but with more and more college students in the future, college students really have no special advantages, so Liu Hao feels that if she can stay in school and continue to study, it will help her life development more.

"I haven't thought about it yet," Zhuang Lihong sighed and told her the concerns in her heart, "I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up." ”

Although she is a college student, her foundation is not solid, and she is under a lot of pressure in cultural classes, and she is studying science and engineering, which does not depend on her hard work to achieve results.

"Now the competition is getting more and more fierce, especially after the resumption of the college entrance examination, you people are really giving people a lot of pressure, and the difficulty of the course is getting bigger and bigger, even if I read it, I may not be able to fight others. Zhuang Lihong was worried, "I heard that graduate students are going to recruit students from outside, and there are so many outstanding talents in the country, I will definitely not be able to pass the exam." ”

Liu Haohao did not blindly persuade her, in fact, she felt that Zhuang Lihong's words were quite reasonable, reading this kind of thing, especially studying science and engineering, requires talent and IQ, if the second half of the year officially recruits graduate students, it will definitely attract many outstanding talents, Zhuang Lihong's book is ordinary, once the difficulty of the course increases, she is likely to not be able to keep up, then she will lose the meaning of continuing to read.

"A person like me is just an ordinary mortal, since he was a child, he can't compare to my brother, my brother, and Cai Yufen, how can he be better than others, forget it, or honestly graduate and so on, I seem to be able to see myself ten years later, twenty years later, just living a mediocre life, without contributing to this society. Zhuang Lihong smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's useless to talk to you about this, people like you who know everything can't understand this feeling at all." ”

"Have you ever considered changing departments?

"I'm not interested in anything," Zhuang Lihong said, "I can't learn anything anyway." ”

It's not that she doesn't want to work hard, during this time in Yang Ping's house, she has come into contact with so many teachers, and she once wanted to study a whim, wanted to read more books, and specially borrowed some primers on history, philosophy, and literature from Yang Ping, but as soon as she picked up the books, she felt difficult and obscure, and she couldn't read at all, so she had to give up this idea, whether it was to study science and engineering, or to read liberal arts, she was not that piece of material.

"Fortunately, I was born in such a family, my family can still let me go to college, and find me a stable job in the future, it is impossible to expect me to work hard by myself, and I will not talk about the postgraduate entrance examination in the future, I have thought about it seriously, even if I am admitted, it is a waste of the country's quota. The more Zhuang Lihong said, the more pessimistic he became.

"Actually, there is no need to be so pessimistic, but the path of your life is determined by yourself, whether it is hard work or willing to be ordinary, each has its own scenery, there is nothing to be ashamed of. ”

"Isn't there a shame in being an ordinary person?" Zhuang Lihong's expression was a little distorted, in fact, she didn't need Su Suyun to humiliate her, she was ashamed of herself, "Everyone is working hard, look at who on this campus is not studying and studying, thinking about the meaning of life and the world?" And yourself, who is translating papers, doing English corners, and what orchestras, and now you are running for the president of the student union, there is no one in the whole school who is more powerful than you, do you think ordinary people are not ashamed?"