Chapter 213: Leave
After dinner, Cheng Yiran was ready to go back to her bedroom to sleep, and Bai Sichen accompanied her to the door of the bedroom.
"Yiran. He stopped her just as she was about to open the door.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Yiran stopped.
Bai Sichen stared into her eyes, and then he took her and gently imprinted a kiss on her smooth forehead: "Good night, I wish you a good dream." ”
He said it so solemnly that Cheng Yiran couldn't help but smile: "Sichen, what's wrong with you today?
Bai Sichen looked at her and said seriously: "With you by your side, every day is a special day." ”
Cheng Yiran smiled, said goodnight and went into the bedroom.
Bai Sichen stood outside her door for a while before slowly leaving.
The next morning, after Cheng Yiran woke up, he went to Xiao Hexuan's bedroom first as usual.
When she found that Xiao Hexuan was still asleep, she quietly went out and went to the kitchen.
When passing by the living room, she found a letter on the coffee table, and the handwriting on the envelope was Bai Sichen's: Yiran opened it in person.
Seeing this letter, Cheng Yiran's heart suddenly increased uneasily.
Bai Sichen: What's wrong? Why did you suddenly remember to write a letter?
A feeling of uneasiness enveloped her, making her uninterested in reading the letter, and she decided to ask Bai Sichen first.
She knocked on Bai Sichen's bedroom door and knocked for a long time without answering.
So she pushed the door open, and she froze.
The bedroom was empty, and the quilts on the bed were neatly folded.
The bag he usually carried was gone.
Where did Bai Sichen go?
Cheng Yiran tried to call him, but what he got was the news that the other party had turned off his phone.
In desperation, she returned to the living room and took out the letter to read.
"Yiran, I'm leaving, don't look for me, don't worry about me. I'm safe and secure now. Before you left Germany, you asked me why I lost my soul, and I didn't say anything. But now, I guess I can tell you. That day, in the specialist's consultation room, I saw a child about the same age as Hexuan, whose father was living with HIV, and because of the father's carelessness, the child accidentally contracted AIDS due to blood transmission. I couldn't accept seeing that scene, I couldn't look at the grief-stricken face of the child's mother. That reminds me of you, of Hexuan. ”
"Yiran, I know that I am a selfish person, and it is precisely because of my selfishness that I will be so bold to keep you and Hexuan by my side. The decision was wrong, and it wasn't until the moment I saw that family that I really realized what terrible consequences my selfishness could have. I who stay by your side is like a *, which may drag you into the abyss at any time. ”
"Yiran, I love you and Hexuan, and because I love you, I hope you can live a happy life. Yiran, take Hexuan, go back to City C, and go back to Lu Chiye's side. I know that what he did hurt you immensely, but after all these years, it's time for you to give him a chance to make amends. Last night, Hexuan cried and fell asleep because I told him that Lu Chiye was his biological father, and I only said this sentence, for other reasons, Lu Chiye himself will explain to Hexuan himself. I knew you would blame me, I didn't tell you in advance, so I told Hexuan so rashly. But the longer this matter drags on, the less beneficial it becomes. He Xuan had a hard time last night, but I know that he is a strong kid and he will soon be able to accept this fact. ”
"Yiran, finally, I wish you and Hexuan a happy life. ”
After reading the letter, Cheng Yiran was stunned.
Bai Sichen left alone, and he left quietly last night.
Thinking of the scene when he quietly packed his bags at night, quietly wrote this letter, and left alone, Cheng Yiran's heart couldn't stop feeling sad.
Bai Sichen put his whole life into it for her, but she didn't even have a chance to see him off.
She knew that she owed Bai Sichen too much, so much that she couldn't finish it in this life, so she could only wait for the next life......
It's just that how is she going to deal with Hexuan's matter?
It's really a tricky puzzle.
"Mom. Just when she was stunned, Xiao Hexuan's voice came, "What's wrong with you?" Dad...... Where's Daddy?"
At the mention of the word dad, he paused, but said it in a low voice.
"Hexuan, come here. Cheng Yiran opened his hand to him.
Xiao Hexuan obediently walked over and snuggled into her arms.
"Hexuan, your father, he...... Let's go. ”
"Gone?" He Xuan looked up at her confusedly, "Where did he go, and when will he come back?"
"He probably won't come back. Cheng Yiran reluctantly told the truth to the child.
Xiao Hexuan's eyes turned red all of a sudden: "Why, because he is not my own father?"
"Hexuan, you have to remember that you will always be the most beloved child in your father's heart. He left because of his own business, not because of you. Wait until your hands grow up...... Mom will tell you everything. Cheng Yiran explained very hard.
"Mom," Xiao Hexuan's big black and white eyes looked at her quietly, "Dad told me last night that Uncle Lu is my real father, is this true?"
Cheng Yiran was silent for a long time, and then nodded silently.
Xiao Hexuan didn't speak.
"Hexuan, your father is gone, and we only have two ways left now, stay here and continue to live, or go back to City C. Hexuan, do you have any ideas?" Cheng Yiran was infinitely entangled in his heart, and he couldn't make a decision for a long time, so he simply threw the question to the child.
She thought that Xiao Hexuan would definitely be willing to stay and wait for Bai Sichen to come back.
Unexpectedly, after thinking seriously for a few minutes, Xiao Hexuan made such a decisive decision: "Mom, let's go back to City C." I want to go see Uncle Lu...... I guess my dad told me this and wanted me to go back. ”
Cheng Yiran was very surprised, she really didn't expect Xiao Hexuan to be so mature.
But the child has already made a decision, and there is no reason for her to refuse.
She nodded, "Okay, we'll go back tomorrow." ”
Let's go back, just go back, it just so happens that she should also go back to see how Su Xue is doing.
As for Lu Chiye...... Let him go.
In the afternoon of the next day, Cheng Yiran took Xiao Hexuan on a plane to City C.
Maybe it's because of the heavy heart, the little guy who slept on the plane couldn't sleep for a long time this time.
In the end, when he was about to land two hours later, Xiao Hexuan finally closed his eyes and fell asleep.