Chapter 196: Creation
There was a prompt sound on the phone, and Chen Yang was waiting for the other party to answer the call.
At this moment, he was not as excited and hesitant as he imagined, but his mood was peaceful. Because he knows that what should come will come eventually. And what he has to do at this time is to chase the ultimate truth, so that his current self can live a clear life, that's all.
However, Chen Yang also understands that maybe the truth will not be beautiful, or even destined to be cruel, and maybe as he thinks, his final outcome may also be to disappear from this world.
Thinking of this, Chen Yang's thoughts were interrupted by a woman's voice on his mobile phone.
"Hey, hello. β
Chen Yang calmed down and replied, "Hello, I'm Chen Yang." β
When his voice fell, the other party did not reply immediately, and after a while, the voice came again.
"I live in Unit 6 1002, come here. β
After the other party finished speaking, he hung up the phone, Chen Yang asked the passer-by for the specific location, and then walked forward with a quick pace.
Before arriving at the door, Chen Yang glanced at the number on the door number, made sure that he had made a mistake, took a few deep breaths, raised his hand and knocked on the door.
The door opened, and Su Jing stood in front of the door with a calm face, and said with an indifferent smile: "Mr. Chen, you have finally found it, I have been waiting for this day for almost a year." β
Chen Yang didn't know what Su Jing meant by this, he thought that when he saw Su Jing again, he would still have strong psychological ups and downs, and even he was ready to take a deep breath to calm his emotions. However, in his heart at the moment, he is as calm as water, without any waves.
In an instant, Chen Yang already understood, in fact, he himself already knew that from the moment Su Jing appeared to give him a notebook, the truth had already appeared, but he didn't want to admit it.
Now, I found Su Jing, just to be sure.
Su Jing made a gesture of please: "Please come in, Mr. Chen." β
Chen Yang didn't respond, but froze in place, looking directly at everything in the room.
Familiar, unusually familiar.
Chen Yang actually felt a sense of familiarity with the place where Su Jing lived, and it was a very strong feeling. At this moment, the memories in his mind were hovering rapidly, and finally fixed on the memories of ten years ago.
Chen Yang was surprised to find that the interior decoration of this house was exactly the same as the decoration of his own house ten years ago, and even the placement of furniture was exactly the same.
Su Jing glanced at Chen Yang's expression, sighed slightly, and said, "You can look around, I'll wait for you in the living room." β
Chen Yang nodded and walked in a little dazed.
On the cabinet in the living room, there are photos of his parents and Chen Yang, and his young face is full of youthful smiles. Next to the photo are my father's reading glasses and my mother's favorite silk scarf.
It's the same, it's exactly the same, and it's not the slightest difference from what you remember.
Chen Yang walked slowly to the door of his room, he stretched out his hand and gently pushed the door open, and what caught his eye was several yellowed star posters, next to which were photos that occupied almost half of the wall, and the most visible in the photos was Lin Weiwei's figure.
The futon on the bed is cartoon-shaped, and he felt too naΓ―ve because of this set of bedding and nagging his mother at first.
Chen Yang slowly sat down on the bed, and the memories of the eighteen-year-old suddenly flooded into his heart, making him unable to suppress his emotions, let alone the tears in his eyes. He didn't know why he was crying, but the tears were falling uncontrollably.
Chen Yang didn't expect that his eighteen-year-old self would become twenty-eight when he opened his eyes one day. He needs to take responsibility for everything, to take on everything at the age of twenty-eight. For the eighteen-year-old, it was really hard.
After a long time, Chen Yang slowly came out of his memory, he let out a long breath and looked at Su Jing who was standing in front of the door.
Su Jing said softly, "Mr. Chen, I think we can talk while drinking tea." β
Chen Yang nodded and followed Su Jing back to the living room.
The two cups of tea on the table emitted wisps of white gas, Chen Yang looked at the teacup in a daze, while Su Jing on the opposite side kept tapping on the laptop, and he didn't mean to pay attention to Chen Yang at all.
After about half an hour, Su Jing finally raised her head, smiled apologetically at Chen Yang and said, "I'm sorry, I have to finish the work at hand so that I can have a good talk with you." β
Chen Yang nodded in understanding, and then asked, "Is that okay now?"
Su Jing closed the computer and smiled lightly: "I know you are eager to know everything now, but before that, I want to ask you a question." β
Chen Yang nodded again and said, "You ask." β
Su Jing looked at Chen Yang for a long time, and slowly spoke: "During this period of time, what is your biggest feeling for you to face your twenty-eight-year-old life with the identity of eighteen?"
Chen Yang was slightly stunned, although he was fully mentally prepared, Su Jing's positive question still made him a little unable to deal with it.
"I... β
Chen Yang frowned tightly, and fell into the memory, the memory swirled in his mind, and the scene reappeared, and everything started again from the waking up in the park.
I don't know how long it took, Chen Yang finally came back to his senses from his memory, he raised his head and sighed: "From the moment I woke up, to everything I have experienced now, to be honest, my biggest feeling is chaos. β
Su Jing nodded in response, motioning for Chen Yang to continue.
Chen Yang said "um", and said with a trace of bitterness on his face: "I think I am eighteen-year-old Chen Yang, and everything wants to be controlled with my own thoughts, however, I have always had a feeling that the twenty-eight-year-old mind has been influencing me, and even manipulating me. My mind and his mind are constantly entangled, even fighting, which makes me always unable to make the most correct judgment. This feeling has been with me since I woke up. To be honest, I was really miserable. β
Su Jing put down the teacup and said with a solemn expression: "Chen Yang, you must persevere, what I want to tell you is that your current situation is inevitable and cannot be changed, and what you have to do is to use your own thoughts to completely decide everything you want to do in the future, and completely get rid of the twenty-eight-year-old you, you must do this." β
Chen Yang asked, "Get rid of?"
Su Jing replied: "Yes, get rid of it completely." β
Chen Yang pinched his eyebrows, and said helplessly: "I tried to get rid of it, but every time I think I have stepped out of his mind, but after a while, I will find that I still haven't succeeded." For so long, the cycle has been repeated. And my mind began to become confused, and sometimes it even affected my normal life. β
Chen Yang paused, looked up at Su Jing and said, "Su Jing, I found you now, the purpose is very simple, that is, I want the truth." In fact, from the moment you gave me the notebook, I knew that you should know everything. Maybe the truth is cruel to me, even so cruel that it has the power to make me disappear from this world, but I really want to know, I want to live plainly. β
Su Jing looked relieved and praised: "Chen Yang, what the professor said is right, you are indeed a very powerful person. From the fact that you can think of disappearing, you're already at the root of the problem, right?"
Chen Yang smiled bitterly: "Maybe, I think a lot, and I always think in the worst direction." After all, such a bizarre thing happened to me, even if I went to tell anyone that I was eighteen-year-old Chen Yang, I had come from time travel, who would believe me? They would only treat me as a psychopath. Moreover, this is the reality, no, I myself don't believe that I came through time. β
Su Jing nodded and said, "If you think so, I'm much more relieved." I know you have a lot of doubts in your heart, and I will solve them for you one by one. But what I'm saying is, you have to control your emotions, you know?"
Chen Yang nodded, pondered for a long time, and finally raised his head and asked, "Why is everything here exactly the same as my home ten years ago?
Su Jing picked up the teacup, took a sip of tea, pondered for a long time, and said, "Eighteen-year-old you were created, and this is the place where you were born. β
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