Chapter 148: Exploration

Chen Yang waited in the car until it was almost noon, and then he saw Gao Yue walking out of the hospital gate, and he hurriedly took a car to meet him.

On the way home, both of them were silent.

Chen Yang was the first to speak to break the silence: "The money was given?"

Gao Yue looked a little sad, nodded and said, "I gave 10,000, I told her that she could open her mouth at any time if she had difficulties." ”

Chen Yang sighed, didn't say anything more, and concentrated on driving the car.

For Chen Ting, now is only the beginning of the tragedy, she still has to face too much unknown pressure, but Chen Yang believes that she will bear it, because Chen Yang can see that she is a strong woman. It can also be seen that she still loves Wang Wei.

No one can judge the right and wrong of others, because there is no real right or wrong in this world.

For Chen Ting, perhaps it may be a mistake to go back and choose Wang Wei again now, because Wang Wei's future is unknown, and no one knows when he will wake up. But Chen Ting chose this path, maybe this is the arrangement of fate.

Chen Yang knew that all he could do was to provide some help financially, and the most sincere prayers.

Other people's tragedies are always someone else's, maybe we will be sad and sad at the time, but life still has to go on, and naturally these sorrows that belong to others will quickly disappear from our lives. It's still there, but it doesn't have much to do with us anymore.

Because of Wang Wei's matter, Chen Yang was a little depressed all day, and he went home early in the evening.

When he saw Gao Yue, his daughter and Xiao Fang, his mood eased a little.

It was destined to be a sleepless night.

Gao Yue shrank into Chen Yang's arms and whispered: "Yangzi, you must be careful when driving in the future, if there is nothing important, you can drive as little as possible." ”

Chen Yang knew that Gao Yue scared her because of Wang Wei's matter, and he replied softly, "I know." ”

Maybe what Gao Yue said was a bit ridiculous, but Chen Yang understood that it was her heartfelt worry about herself.

Compared with Wang Wei, Chen Yangjue's self is happy enough, at least he has someone who loves him, and this warm home.

Many things happen in life that affect our mentality, and through this incident, Chen Yang understands that his current home is so precious, and makes him know how to cherish and love it.

Three days later.

Chen Yang went to the bar after dinner at home, and the two stores went back and forth before returning to the lounge of the bar.

Turning on the computer, Chen Yang was ready to check his own. He is no longer ready to write down, not that there is nothing to write about, but he does not want to bear the pain he has already experienced in life again, for example, Wang Wei.

When he saw a reader's comment, Chen Yang was intrigued.

"Hello author, although I don't know if your book is real, but what you wrote makes me feel very real, and I want you to see my understanding. ”

"I think the protagonist has been entangled in his heart, and the memories of the twenty-eight-year-old always affect the protagonist, which makes the protagonist a little confused in everything he does, and he has no clear clue. Since it's reality, why can't the protagonist completely abandon the unrealistic idea of crossing over, just think of himself as twenty-eight years old, and then start to meet everything in life. I think the protagonist should actually understand in his own heart that there is no possibility of crossing in reality. ”

"Why does the protagonist wake up with a clear memory of being eighteen? If it is not time traveling, why does the protagonist become eighteen? Who is the old man who makes all readers criticize that it only appears in fantasy books? Who is the mysterious notebook key, and who is the mysterious woman? All these questions need to be clarified by the protagonist. ”

"I know that the author wants the protagonist to live an ordinary life, but in reality if such a thing happens to us. After life has stabilized, shouldn't we urgently explore the unknown?"

"On the contrary, I feel that the protagonist seems to be scared all the time, always avoiding these questions, which really makes me strange. Could it be that the protagonist wants to live to death in such an unknown way, and in the end he doesn't figure out what is going on in his own situation?"

"What makes me most depressed is that in the book, at the age of twenty-eight, I am deeply in love with my ex-girlfriend, why the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old has woken up, but the memory of the ex-girlfriend is missing. Isn't the eighteen-year-old protagonist curious about what happened to him and his first girlfriend in college, why did his girlfriend leave, and what did he do to him?"

"Okay, the author you have dug too many holes, I don't have enough brains, I hope the author can fill these holes satisfactorily. ”

After reading the comments, Chen Yang turned off the computer with a wry smile, lay on the office chair, and looked at the roof in a daze.

Everything this reader says is basically what he thinks.

I really want to explore all the doubts in my heart, especially after my life has settled down recently, this kind of thought in my heart has become stronger and stronger.

Chen Yang was a little dazed, why didn't he dare to completely deny the crossing, it was because once he denied the crossing, then the fact was that he was twenty-eight years old, but he became eighteen years old for some special reasons. Then everything he did at the age of twenty-eight was done by himself, which he did not want to believe, and this is also the reason why he was afraid to explore all doubts.

This reader is not wrong, do you want to live in these doubts all your life, and finally leave this world with these doubts?

After a long time, Chen Yang's eyes began to become firm, and he had already made a decision in his heart.

At this moment, he finally figured out one thing, that is, he always thought that he was his eighteen-year-old self, and others would not think so, whether it was Gao Yue, or his parents, or Mu Cheng, they all thought that he was his twenty-eight-year-old self.

Whether I want to admit it now or not, those things I did at the age of twenty-eight are my life trajectory, and they are indelible facts, but I don't want to accept them at the age of eighteen.

Chen Yang smiled a little self-deprecatingly, and it was only at this moment that he suddenly understood that everything was just a competition between himself and himself.

Well, since that's the case, then I completely abandoned the idea of crossing and began to explore all doubts. Think of yourself as your twenty-eight-year-old self and see what all these doubts are all about.

Of course, Chen Yang understands that the beginning of everything comes from Lin Weiwei's going abroad, and exploring questions naturally starts with Lin Weiwei.

Hospital.

Chen Xiao walked out of the hospital with a smile in his hand, holding the certificate of parent-child firmness issued by the hospital in his hand. The results showed that the boy brought by Weiwei was indeed his brother's biological son.

Chen Xiao was a little dazed, she didn't know what she should do now.

Chen Xiao wanted to call Chen Yang as soon as possible, but he felt that it was a little inappropriate to do so, after all, the appearance of this child would definitely cause a huge earthquake, and his brother's home, which had just settled down for a short time, might become shattered in an instant.

You have to think carefully about how to deal with this matter.