Chapter 180: There is a tiger in my heart, and I smell the roses
The further north you go, the more lonely and vast the world becomes.
The cold breath came from the endless vastness and pressed against the emaciated spine of an old horse.
The farther she went north, the more silent Xue Nianci became, except for teaching the necessary homework of the two blacks and three blacks every day, most of them nested in the carriage and read books, reading during the day and at night, when the sky was sunny and the sky was cloudy.
For this reason, there is no shortage of him in the winter fall, why can you read a flower just by reading in the carriage!
But Xue Nianci still goes her own way, and only comes out to breathe when winter falls.
In addition to reading, Xue Nianci occasionally writes.
As for what was written, Dongluo didn't know, and they didn't know even more about the two black and three black.
At the end of another day's homework, the loveless Sanhei was like a chicken blood, and the whole person immediately became energetic, quickly jumped out of the carriage, opened his hands, took a sharp breath, and returned to the embrace of heaven and earth.
Compared with the excited Sanhei, Erhei seemed much more peaceful, slowly collecting books and getting up slowly.
Xue Nianci said in a gentle voice: "Night, you stay." I have something to do with you. ”
In the wide carriage, Erhei was sitting in front of Xue Nianci.
Xue Nianci said softly: "Take it easy, now I am not a gentleman, and you are not a disciple, we are friends." ”
Erhei nodded, but he still sat upright, unmoved.
Xue Nianci said with some nostalgia: "My husband once had a yard with me, there were ginkgo trees and persimmon trees, but the ginkgo trees were not made persimmon trees, let alone the persimmon trees became ginkgo trees. Instead, let the ginkgo tree strive to become a ginkgo tree, and let the persimmon tree become a persimmon tree. This is the nature of this, and it is also the way of heaven. But it is precisely because of this that the mountains and rivers are not the same, the world is full of flowers, and all things in the world are born, there are persimmon trees, ginkgo trees, and all things in the world. ”
Dong Xiangwan heard it in a fog, and said crisply: "Brother Nianci, I can understand your words, but I can't understand the meaning of your words." ”
Xue Nianci chuckled: "At first, I didn't understand the meaning of Mr.'s words, but later, when I saw the mountains and rivers, saw the hundred flowers, and walked into all things in the world, I really understood the meaning of Mr.'s words." ”
Winter listens to the evening.
Xue Nianci continued: "The ginkgo tree has the potential to become a ginkgo tree, and the persimmon tree has the potential to become a persimmon tree, which is nature. What I mean by this is that I should not suppress my nature, and not try to make a ginkgo tree a persimmon tree, and not a persimmon tree a ginkgo tree. ”
Dong Xiangwan sat on a horse and twisted his body a little uncomfortably.
The girl pinched the corners of her clothes, as if she had a feeling that the secret in her heart had been exposed, and her whole demeanor was a little unnatural.
Xue Nianci gently tapped on the armrest of the wheelchair, "What age should you do what you should do, if you are a child, you should run in and out of the alley, running wildly, three or two children, even if it is squatting."
Looking at ants on the ground all day is what a child should be. There's no need to be mature, that's what adults should do. ”
The girl looked a little evasive and said: "Brother Nianci, I understand all of yours, but isn't there a sentence in the book that says this? Since I am in this river and lake, I am the sister of my eldest brother, so I can't let my eldest brother bear the wind and rain of this river and lake alone. It's cold, he just needs to live like a child. As for me, it doesn't matter. Before I became a human being, I understood that if you want to get more, you have to give more. ”
"When the eldest brother entered the secret realm of Longmen, in fact, we all knew that he would probably not come back, and this farewell was probably goodbye. But what about the things that the eldest brother carried! What about the hatred! It will not dissipate because of the death of the eldest brother, but will only be aggravated by the death of the eldest brother. Before coming to Luoyang City, the eldest brother had a relationship with Dahei, if he died in Luoyang City, let him take us to find a peaceful place to live, if there is a chance, he will go to see his father and mother for him, if not, then live well. ”
"After the eldest brother entered the Dragon Gate Secret Realm, you can also see how hard Da Hei cultivates, and the reason why he works so hard is that he thinks that one day he can take the eldest brother and take us back to his homeland to settle the original hatred one by one. ”
Xue Nianci squinted her eyes and said, "But, Dongluo has already come back alive! You don't have to suppress your nature anymore, and you don't have to be mature anymore." Sanhei here, you can supervise it in practice, but in terms of nature, you don't have to worry about it anymore, you press him, although he doesn't dare, of course he won't resist, but he will inevitably have some hiccups in his heart. ”
The girl smiled bitterly, "Although the eldest brother has returned, I have gotten used to it! Presumably, Sanhei is almost used to it!"
Xue Nianci smiled slightly, "It's really terrible to get used to this kind of thing! But there are good and bad habits." ”
The girl shook her head, "Brother Nianci, you and I are both disciples of Mr. and brother and sister, I have a word, I don't know if I should say it or not?"
Xue Nianci's eyes were full of smiles as she stared at Erhei, "If I don't talk about it, then will you continue to talk about it?"
The girl said categorically: "Yes." ”
Xue Nianci spread out her hands, shrugged her shoulders and said: "Since your words have come to this point, you and I are both disciples of Mr. and brother and sister, then you can talk about it! As long as it is yours, I will listen to it, and I will remember it." ”
The girl stood up and said, "Keep it a secret for me." Let the eldest brother always feel that I am like this, and my nature dictates it, instead of pretending to be mature! He did not come out of the Dragon Gate Secret Realm alive, and his hatred is also our hatred. He came out alive from the Dragon Gate Secret Realm, and his hatred is also our hatred. ”
The girl got up and tried to leave the carriage.
"Don't rush to leave just yet. Xue Nianci beckoned: "Do you think I know you better, or does Dongluo know you more?"
Do you think I'm smarter, or is he smarter?"
The girl stopped, quietly waiting for Xue Nianci's next words.
As to who knows more about him, and who is wiser, the answer is yes.
Xue Nianci is smart, but she is not the smartest.
Xue Nianci continued: "You have the answer in your heart, I also have the answer in my heart, do you think that even I can see the question, he will not be able to see it? I can understand people's hearts, but he can see through people's hearts." ”
The girl's whole body was like a lightning strike, and she stood on the spot.
She really didn't think about this seriously, but now that Xue Nianci came out, after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that this was really the case.
The girl suddenly became a little anxious, "Brother Nianci, what should I do?"
Xue Nianci shook her head and said, "Don't do anything, just let it be." I just want to tell you these words with you today, don't suppress your nature because of hatred, or if you want to help Dongluo and Dahei relieve some pressure, and let yourself not be able to be yourself at a young age. ”
"You have to always remember that you are a person now, and you will have to treat yourself as a person from time to time, and people are both cultivating their minds and cultivating their strength. Cultivating the mind is more important than cultivating strength. ”
The girl bowed solemnly to Xue Nianci and exited the carriage.
Xue Nianci smiled and watched the girl walk out of the carriage, as for the words with her today, she remembered a few points, wrote down a few points, and after today, she could actually apply a few points. It doesn't matter.
As long as he Xue Nianci is in one day, whether it is the big black, the second black, or the third black, there will be no problem in the matter of cultivating the mind.
Xue Nianci gently tapped a scroll in her hand, and said to herself in her heart: "If you can't even do this little thing, then won't all these years of books be read in vain?"
On the desk in front of Xue Nianci, a golden light flashed in a quaint paperweight, and a golden figure crawled out.
The golden man first flattened the moire paper from Simeizhai on the desk, and then held a piece of pine smoke ink as high as him and put it on the inkstone and grinded it.
Xue Nianci stared at the golden man without turning her eyes, her eyes full of smiles.
After grinding, the golden man picked up a brush and handed it to Xue Nianci, and after Xue Nianci picked up the brush, he happily ran to the other side of the moire paper, pressing the paper with his thin body.
Xue Nianci took a deep breath, and then wrote eight words on the moire paper.
There is a tiger in the heart, sniffing the rose.
He could see that although Erhei was a cat, she had a tiger in her heart, and she had never suppressed the tiger, but let it run wild.
He had already seen that Erhei was suppressing his nature, but why did he choose to come today, that is, the tiger in her heart had already shown signs of raising its head today.
Man has human nature, God has divine nature, and beasts naturally have animal nature.
Erhei is a demon beast to form a human, and there is a side of its animal nature, and it naturally has its human side. Before today, the human nature in her heart is still greater than the animal nature, today
After that, it was all not good.
If this continues, Erhei will inevitably be controlled by his bestial side, becoming a killing machine that only knows revenge, without any humanity at all. This situation is like a martial artist
Practice, like going mad, often does not end well.
Xue Nianci also knew that what he was doing today would not be of much use to Erhei. Xue Nianci smiled slightly, many truths cannot be exhausted once or twice. Those real great truths are composed of truths one by one, and those truths, since the time when the two blacks and three blacks were transformed into people, when he taught them their lessons, were all quietly planted by him in a subtle and silent way.
There is a tiger in the heart, sniffing the rose.
What Xue Nianci is doing now is like planting a rose in Erhei's heart.
Although the rose has not yet taken root and sprouted, and has not yet bloomed, the seed is planted, and the next step is the process of growth.
And what about the process of growth!
Xue Nianci looked through the window of the car with overlapping flowers and shadows through the fine sunlight, looking at the vast world outside the window.
The carriage drove slowly through the flat fields on both sides. The winter wheat in the field is green.
Xue Nianci smiled comfortably.
And what about the process of growth!
The process of growth is like the winter wheat outside the window, it does not grow, but it increases.
It is also like the worn-out wheels of the carriage, which are not damaged, but are losing day by day.
It's more like the road under your feet.
Xue Nianci withdrew her distant gaze and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I am obviously in the dark, but I always want to bring light to others. ”
Xue Nianci opened a book casually, and a rose flower slowly grew on the title page of the book. After a while, it grew into a large plant.
Xue Nianci lowered her head and sniffed, looking intoxicated.
He literally read a flower from the book.
(End of this chapter) I want to talk about "Extinction" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~