Chapter 146: The Ending (I)
We have to know that reality will not be like that, the plot is reasonable, and the plot is smooth. We also have to understand that there will always be too many accidents in life, life has no plot, naturally there will be no plot, and anything that happens will always be sudden. This is the real life, the real reality.
This night, Su Mucheng was left behind by Chen's mother, saying that the two of them wanted to talk well, and Chen Yang left with Chen Xiao.
My sister looked a little dignified along the way, and she was silent all the time. Chen Yang's heart was a little worried, thinking that his sister should still be worried about her brother-in-law. Although he wanted to enlighten his sister, the journey was too short, and when he wanted to speak, the car had already driven downstairs to his sister's community.
Looking at the back of his sister leaving, Chen Yang felt a little sad in his heart. But he also knows that this is life, and everyone has to take on something to a greater or lesser extent.
Chen Yang originally thought that an open conversation with Mu Cheng would allow him and her to really let go, but everything was not as he imagined.
Mu Cheng's words were still lingering in his ears, and he couldn't dissipate for a long time, for himself, this should be a good result, but not only was he not happy, but his heart was a little heavier.
As my mother said, if it hadn't happened at the beginning, it would have been Mu Cheng who should be living with me now. She has enough reason to hate Gao Yue, because Gao Yue has robbed the home that originally belonged to her, and she has dreamed of the home she has been looking forward to for more than ten years since she was a child.
It wasn't until this moment that Chen Yang really understood that it hurt Mu Cheng so much to lose hope for her family.
However, she has no choice, the reality is so cruel, so she can only choose to hurt Mu Cheng again and again and break the best wish in her heart.
I understand that letting Mu Cheng accept the so-called happiness in a short period of time is completely unacceptable to her now.
Chen Yang can only hope to let time dilute everything in front of her, so that Mu Cheng can wake up from this fruitless relationship and find her own happiness.
The reason why the twenty-eight-year-old chose to be with Gao Yue is because he has made commitments and his own responsibilities. He has too many helplessness, and there are reasons why he must compromise, but his heart is also full of despair and anger at reality.
If there are many poor people, perhaps the twenty-eight-year-old self should be one of them.
Now I am here, the person I love is Gao Yue, my heart is firm, and I have identified Gao Yue, it is impossible to change again, this is the truest idea of the eighteen-year-old himself. Whether it is Mu Cheng or Lin Weiwei, they can't replace Gao Yue's position in their hearts.
For love, eighteen-year-old Chen Yang is still very confused.
Although he keeps saying that he loves Gao Yue, until now, his eighteen-year-old self has difficulty explaining what true love is.
What exactly is love?
Like Mu Cheng, is it love to have you in your heart?
It was early in the morning when Chen Yang returned home, and Gao Yue was still sitting at the dining table waiting for him, which seemed to have become a habit.
Gao Yue is used to Chen Yang's return, and she can send a warm smile to her husband. Chen Yang was accustomed to Gao Yue's waiting, and he was greeted by a gentle hug from his wife.
Husbands and wives live together for decades, and both of them subtly adapt to each other's habits until they finally accept them.
Perhaps, habit can also be regarded as a kind of love.
Gao Yue didn't ask about Mu Cheng, and Chen Yang didn't want to mention it, so the husband and wife tacitly avoided this topic.
Chen Yang was full of thoughts and ate the supper that Gao Yue made for her, Gao Yue was watching a TV series with great interest, Xu saw the funny plot, Gao Yue covered her mouth and smiled very happily.
Chen Yang looked at the happy smile on Gao Yue's face, and there was a faint smile on his somewhat deep face. Whenever I see Gao Yue happy, my heart will also be happy, which is a very magical feeling.
Perhaps, this is what love feels like.
In real life marriage, we may not be able to meet the right person at the right time, and in desperation, we choose to compromise with life.
However, even so, we should be grateful to him or her, and for those lonely souls, at least he or she is by our side. What we have to do is to make him or her truly the right person we aspire to meet, and that's it.
The next day.
Chen Yang was woken up by Gao Yue, and a phone call turned this originally sunny and beautiful morning into endless gloom.
The call came from Chen Ting, saying that Wang Wei had been in a car accident and had just been transferred out of the intensive care unit today.
He was his best friend at the age of twenty-eight, and even when he was at his most depraved, he didn't choose to give up on himself.
Gao Yue told herself that when this family was in the most difficult time, Wang Wei would secretly stuff some money to Gao Yue every month, so that the family could still be maintained, which is why Gao Yue valued her friend so much.
Gao Yue said that every time Wang Wei came to send money, he would say: "Sister-in-law, my brother has temporarily lost himself, I believe he will come to his senses, you have to persevere, for the sake of the child, for the sake of this family, you have to work hard to persevere." ”
In the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old, Wang Wei is not a so-called good person, and even in his own opinion, he will always be a child who does not grow up, with too many shortcomings and too many mistakes.
He always has unrealistic fantasies, can't afford the responsibilities given to him by life, and will evade, or even inexplicably complain about the pressure brought to him by reality.
However, what he knows is that he has a strong sense of justice, he is a man who is jealous and hateful, he has a gentle heart, he is a kind man, and he has the most persistent love, which belongs only to that woman.
Chen Yang can't forget the words that Wang Wei said to him when he left that night, which was the most powerful words he said from the time he knew him to the present.
"Brother, although I am doing nothing now, from today onwards, I will work hard, will no longer bow to life, and take all the responsibilities that I should bear. ”
He understood, he understood, he understood, he worked hard to do it, he struggled to move forward, overcoming all difficulties and struggling against this cruel real life.
However, at this moment, he was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes tightly closed, his body had all kinds of instruments, and his face was so gray that it was like a dead man, and there was no expression anymore.