Chapter 460: Half Responsibility, Half Thoughts
Qianyu took Yang Runling to accompany her for a while, and sat down at an open-air café in the commercial center of Palo Alto City.
Without Chen Zier to accompany her, she didn't really want to go to some scenic spots, if he wasn't here, it would be okay, and he would be able to take care of himself like when he traveled, but now he always wants to wait for him.
In the evening, she thought about going to the house she was going to buy and take a look at it, and it would be a lot of money to buy it, so she wanted to take a closer look.
Yang Runling asked for dessert, this kind of leisure time to sit down and drink something and eat some dessert is also very rare for her, perhaps because the obsession in her heart has been loosened, she is now completely relaxed.
She used to value some factors about money and wealth, because she didn't, but Chen Zier went farther and farther, on the one hand, she felt that she couldn't catch up...... On the other hand, she has made some money herself, and she has been in Silicon Valley for so long and has discovered that the world is very exciting.
Chen Zier...... Alas, she thought she needed to be more practical.
She's always been more practical.
As for Sheng Qianyu, she is still hesitating whether to really trust this woman who took the initiative to give up.
Of course, when they get along, they communicate very well.
"The weather is so good, and today is going to delay your work again. Sheng Qianyu stretched, "I told Zi Er that I can communicate with you, so ...... Hope you don't blame me. ”
"Why, the company has been busy with technical things recently, I don't understand anything, and I don't need to go. ”
Actually, Yang Runling also wanted to communicate with her.
"The last time you talked about the siege phenomenon, I won't tell you that I have always longed for it here, how do you usually live?
Yang Runling could probably sense the little girl's interest in this issue.
"Hmm...... Of course, there is a difference, but I have less free time than working in some large companies, because we are a start-up company and we are in the early stages. And if you want to work and live here, you and I have a different word, you study computer science, you are really interested in technology and enjoy technology, Silicon Valley is indeed a very good choice, for me ......"
She shook her head, "I'm a little tired." ”
Asa Yu nodded thoughtfully, "Why?"
"Because more than 60 percent of the topics in your circle of friends are all about IT programs, or discussing what technologies are currently being used by the hottest companies. In fact, further south is Los Angeles, Hollywood, is a normal city, Silicon Valley...... Not quite normal. ”
"Is it that exaggerated?" she said and thought it was a little funny, "Then you don't have anything to spare from work?"
"Not really, sometimes I do some shows on weekends. ”
"What's the show?
"Entrepreneurship lecture. ”
Sheng Qianyu: "......"
"IT technology meetups. Yang Runling shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile: "Don't be scared, sometimes I will go to see flowers and plants, there is a state park nearby, you can also go to the beach for a picnic, now there are wildflowers at this time, it is very beautiful, if you want to consume it, you can go to Napa to taste red wine, or drive on Highway 1 to enjoy the sea view, you can also visit Camel Town or something." ”
I thought it was very interesting to listen to it, "I feel much more interesting than when I went to middle school." ”
"But there's a problem......"
"What?"
Yang Runling said: "It is easy to be lonely when you stay alone in the United States, especially for people who have a strong sense of belonging to Chinese culture. Mr. Chen's sense of cultural belonging is very strong, and I think you will also be influenced by him, so ...... It has nothing to do with what kind of personality you have, but when you get here, you will find that your horizons are broadened, on the one hand, you feel that your friends in China are a little closed-minded, but on the other hand, you can't integrate into the Western way of thinking, which is a... I don't have the feeling of being in the village and not in the back of the store. ”
Speaking of which, Sheng Qianyu felt that this woman was actually describing herself, rather than giving her any reminder.
"Alas, Zier probably shouldn't have left you here alone for so long. ”
"What does the company need......" Yang Runling leaned, looking down at the coffee cup, with a faint smile on his face.
Qianyu held his cheek in his hand, "I want to work slowly, learn, and improve my ability here...... But now it should be unlikely. ”
Yang Runling doesn't know what to say, what you especially want is not in the first place in the eyes of those who have already gotten it.
"You can obviously be a good Mrs. Chen, come here? Maybe I don't do technology, I don't know what to aspire to. ”
"It's not like that. Sheng Qianyu lowered his head, his voice was very soft, but very firm, "I want to be more worthy of the identity of 'Mrs. Chen'." ”
Yang Runling wanted to speak, but he wanted to speak and stopped.
Qianyu saw it, "What's wrong?" ”
"The insecurity is strong, isn't it?"
"What?" she was slightly surprised.
"I can feel your pressure. Mr. Chen loves you very much, if you are a silly girl, you may enjoy those favors unscrupulously, but you are a little sensible. ”
Sheng Qianyu was silent.
"Actually, men...... It's a very special animal. She took a small spoon and gently stirred the coffee.
"What do you mean?"
"There is a movie called "Big Nose Love Saint". She asked, "Have you seen it?"
"Nope. First time I've heard of this name. ”
Yang Runling said: "My heart is divided into two halves, half of which is left to my wife because of responsibility, and the other half is left under the new bridge, and I will miss you for the rest of my life." It's a man. ”
"What about the woman?"
"Woman...... In front of a strong man, if a woman unfortunately understands everything, then it is best to know how to pretend that she does not understand anything. ”
Sheng Qianyu didn't know what she meant, "You're trying to persuade me...... Look a little away?"
"You don't have to think I'm doing it for myself, I'm more practical and don't think about it anymore. I'm looking at you like this...... In fact, there is a limit to people's ability to bear pressure, so instead of worrying and worrying all day long, it is better to pick up that little thing, turn it over, and then you will find that it is probably just that. ”
"There's a lot of people who like him, he's so good. Qianyu finally spoke, God knows, how heavy her words are in her heart.
"So you have to understand him, you did it, I ...... I probably can't understand him. ”
"Understand him?"
"A white grandmother told me that she said love, in fact, is another name for understanding, if you can't understand a person, you can't love properly. ”
Sheng Qianyu felt a little ridiculous, what did she want to understand? Understanding half is responsibility, half is missing? Or is Yang Runling still thinking differently?
"Let's go to the next place, this coffee, it's too bitter. ”
She didn't have any opinions, she was tired after sitting for a long time, in fact, she didn't say this for herself, probably just wanted to say it, she could feel that this was a very kind girl.
As for herself, the more she saw Qianyu like this, the more she felt that the obsession in her heart was loosened.