Chapter IX Request for Marriage
"Since you don't remember, then I have to tell you about this unfortunate thing, and you have to be mentally prepared, because every word I say is true. ”
Lu Jingzhong's serious attitude made Su Yanen vigilant in an instant, and there was no longer a joke.
Because Lu Jingzhong appeared here, it proves that this story is not simple, but no matter what kind of psychological preparation she makes, she may be shocked.
"As a result of your suicide again, you were traumatized and your memory stuck in two years ago. And I, who have been your boyfriend for just two years, so you don't know me now. You committed suicide five days ago, and it was I who rescued you at the risk of your life, causing a wrist disease. But it's all because, you're my girlfriend. You love me very much, and I have a slight crush on you, understand?"
Su Yanen looked at him seriously, and she didn't sound shocked by this. Because he's so narcissistic, it sounds funnier.
"I'd like to see some evidence, can I?"
"Absolutely, and I'm ready. Lu Jingzhong said, taking out a thick stack of documents from the bag on the side and handing it to her, "It was because of your stalking that I agreed to be with you." However, I also express my deep apologies to you for not being able to protect you and let this happen to you, sorry. ”
In fact, when Su Yanen was in Fangcai, she had naturally blocked his words, because she had already listened to everything she should have heard, but when she heard the last sentence, she still listened to it.
"Thank you"
The documents he gave her were indeed two years ago in her memory, and the photos she saw were all not in her memory.
Each photo is accompanied by text explaining where the photo came from. Su Yanen turned to the last page, and it was the charity banquet she and he attended a few days ago. She had always disliked things like couple clothes, but she actually had a couple ring with him, and she designed it for him herself.
Su Yanen closed the document and her eyes fell on his finger, the ring was indeed there.
"I believe in Mr. Lu, but I think it is impossible for me to chase and stalk you like before. Su Yanen explained in advance, because she really didn't have any feelings for him now, and she couldn't even be tempted, let alone like it.
"Well, I know. Lu Jingzhong replied directly: "So, I went to Su's house yesterday to propose marriage, and your father, Mr. Su, has agreed to this marriage." ”
"What" Su Yanen couldn't hold back and shouted out directly.
Lu Jingzhong was frightened and closed his eyes suddenly, shrunk his body, and then slowly opened his eyes, sat up straight again, and looked directly at her shocked pupils.
Without waiting for her to continue to ask the reason, Lu Jingzhong continued: "Considering your physical reasons, we only receive a marriage certificate and do not hold a wedding, and the media will simply notify you." ”
She was really shocked by this. She can accept anything in love, after all, it is not a major marriage event, it will affect a lifetime. But, suddenly, it's a relationship.
The nurse who had just come in on the side, heard the conversation between the two, and reminded Lu Jingzhong in a low voice, "Mr. Lu, Miss Su has just woken up, and she can't be stimulated too much." ”
Lu Jingzhong nodded, got up and put on a suit jacket, "The company still has something to do, I won't accompany you, take a good rest, I will come to see you after I finish dealing with the company's affairs." ”
"Actually, I don't want to see you for a while, because I want to understand the matter of marrying you. There was some pleading in Su Yanen's tone.
But Lu Jingzhong directly ignored it, "I'll come to see you at night, don't eat the hospital meal, I'll bring it for you." If you're really hungry, just call me, and I'll be the first contact on your phone. ”
Su Yanen sighed deeply and watched him leave the ward, and the nurse also left after Lu Jingzhong left.
The documents were still there, she picked them up and looked at them carefully several times, and compared them with the messages searched on her phone, and there was nothing wrong with them.
Even if she forgets what happened in the past two years, she still remembers her condition, moderate depression, and insomnia.
But what she wants to know now is why she chose to commit suicide again five days ago, is it because of depression? If it was really because of depression, it seems that she has to work harder to resist this demon, because, because, because?
"Why resist, because you want to live?" Su Yanen muttered to herself, her eyes looked around at this cold ward, here, is there any hope for her to live? Or do you want people to live just to exist.
In the afternoon, Su Yihang came, brought her a lot of nutritional products, and said a lot of things, but none of them had anything to do with her condition. He said that in order to take care of his identity, he concealed the news that she committed suicide and was hospitalized, even from her father. When you are discharged from the hospital, you can say that you have come back from a business trip.
In the evening, Su Yanen was hungry, so she asked the nurse to give her hospital meals. didn't listen to Lu Jingzhong's words and called him. After all, this is a senior ward, coupled with Lu Jingzhong's identity, how can the hospital's arrangement be poor.
After Su Yanen finished eating, she felt bored and didn't want to lie on the dull and boring hospital bed. So she asked the nurse to find her a wheelchair, helped her to sit on, and pushed her to the window.
No matter how bad the view outside the window is, it is better than opening your eyes and seeing white and cold utensils everywhere. Besides, it's evening, the sun is setting, and the golden sunset that falls on the horizon is like a tassel blowing away, and the beautiful ones can't bear to look away.
At some point, the door of the ward was opened, and Lu Jingzhong walked in. He had a lunch box in his hand, but the nurse told him that Miss Su had already had dinner. Because she had just woken up and was relatively weak, she couldn't eat much, and I was afraid she wouldn't be able to eat the dinner he brought.
So after Lu Jingzhong came in, he put the lunch box on the table, walked to her side, and looked at the beautiful scenery outside the window with her.
And when Su Yanen heard the noise outside the door, she knew that he was coming, and she didn't make a sound because she didn't want to speak. Maybe it's the habit she developed in those two years of getting along, even if she doesn't remember it now, she doesn't have any strangeness to Lu Jingzhong beside her.
As the saying goes, habit becomes nature, and she may have been accustomed to his existence before.
"Did you have a good rest today?" Lu Jingzhong said with concern.
Su Yanen turned her head to look at him, and then continued to look out the window, "Well, the rest is good, the doctor said that the recovery is good." ”
After answering his words, Su Yanen continued to ask: "Mr. Lu, I want to know why I committed suicide five days ago. The nurse here said she didn't know, and the doctor kept silent. If I ask Su Yihang, I can't get the answer I want. So I can only ask you, can you tell me?"
Lu Jingzhong was silent for a while before he said, "Because you stalked me, I felt very annoyed, so I proposed to break up with you." After that, you were overly sad, which led to a depressive episode and you chose to take your own life. I didn't let them say it because I was afraid that you would be hit, but you are in good spirits now, and if you continue to hide it, maybe you will do something stupid again. ”
This reason made Su Yanen subconsciously frown, and asked suspiciously: "Is my love for Mr. Lu so deep? Although I don't remember what happened, with my character, I am not the kind of person who would commit suicide for love." ”
Lu Jingzhong was listening, and he didn't know which of Su Yanen's words suddenly touched him, he suddenly leaned over, supported the wheelchair with both hands, and kissed her on the lips.
From shallow to deep, kiss slowly.
The moment she was kissed by him, the familiar touch that Su Yanen came to her mind from her lips, and they had kissed before.
This kiss, Su Yanen felt the most, was his care and care. When she was gently kissed by Lu Jingzhong, she opened her eyes and saw his tightly knit brow.
He should really feel sorry for himself, otherwise he wouldn't have such a look. So he felt so sorry for himself, how could he break up with himself. The reason why she committed suicide, the reason why she can't say, is probably for her good.
After a while, Lu Jingzhong left her lips, but did not straighten up, and the breathing of the two was slightly heavy, and they could feel each other.
Su Yanen looked up at his close face, and in his eyes was a feeling that he couldn't understand.
"I have depression and it can have an attack at any time, didn't you say you broke up with me, why do you still want to marry me?" Su Yanen asked him, not to debunk his lies, but to know the reason.
A person like her, even if there is a Su family behind her, no one may be willing to marry her, let alone an excellent person like Lu Jingzhong.
Lu Jingzhong straightened up, suddenly knelt down on one knee in front of her, and took out a ring from his arms. Su Yanen was frightened by him and wanted to stand up and help him up, but he held his hand and pressed it.
"I took this ring off when I broke up with you that day. But now, I want to use it to propose to you, Miss Su Yanen, will you marry me?"
The nurse behind her covered her mouth excitedly and coaxed her to agree. But Su Yanen is very aware of her illness in her heart, and she can only accept his friendship in her heart. But, at the very least, to make him less ashamed.
"You know, I'm not going to agree. Su Yanen smiled: "Except for my body, I clearly know that I don't love you." So, I'm sorry. ”