Have you ever regretted what you said and what you did?

We often lament that there is no regret medicine for sale in this world, but we never think much about why we let ourselves regret it.

Cause and effect are always necessarily linked, and regretting it shows that at least we still have a conscience in our hearts, rather than being completely defiled by this filthy world.

At the small bar at midnight, there was a soft singing.

Chen Yang sat in the corner of the bar, and on the computer in front of him was the email page that had been opened, and he was thinking about how to send this email to Lin Weiwei.

I thought about it for nearly two hours, crackling and typing hundreds of words, but in the end, it was all eliminated again.

What the hell should I say?

Chen Yang was a little apprehensive and a little confused.

She, Lin Weiwei, is the woman she loves at the age of twenty-eight, and for her sake, the twenty-eight-year-old herself is even willing to give up the current family.

Lin Weiwei has too many mysteries, but he also has the most direct connection with himself.

Chen Yang sat there stunned, with mixed feelings.

For her eighteen-year-old self, she is her first love and has fond memories.

For her twenty-eight-year-old self, she is the woman she loves deeply, and she has been sticking to love for many years, although there is pain and suffering, but love will not disappear, maybe this love is too complicated, but it is an indelible existence.

Chen Yang pondered for a long time, and finally, he smiled, perhaps, the answer is really simple.

Chen Yang stretched out his hand and put it on the computer keyboard, and after his fingers jumped, a few simple words appeared on the screen.

"Weiwei, I'm Chen Yang. ”

is a simple six words, but it contains Chen Yang's extremely complex thoughts.

Pressing the send button, Chen Yang turned off the computer, he didn't know if there would be a reply to this email, but at least he took this crucial step and continued to move forward on the road of pursuing his memory.

Who knows what will happen in the future?

Chen Yang dissipated those complicated thoughts in his heart, he opened the webpage, some time ago he asked Gao Yue for a photo of his father, and sent messages on many search websites and forums. During this time, because I was too busy, I forgot about the existence of this matter, and today I sat here quietly and sent an email to Lin Weiwei, but I remembered this matter again.

What made Chen Yang a little depressed was that he searched for the message he sent for a long time, but he couldn't find a single message. I guessed that it should have been deleted, but I couldn't figure it out. The forum is okay to say, those tracing websites are free to publish information, why are they deleted?

Chen Yang didn't think much about it, and edited the information again, and this time he posted a missing person revelation on more search websites and forums.

Chen Yang had expectations in his heart, he hoped that a miracle would appear, if he could find Gao Yue's father, he would be extremely happy to think that Gao Yue would come, and the twenty-eight-year-old promise to Gao Yue's mother could also be successfully completed.

When everything was done, when Chen Yang looked up, there were no more customers in the originally overcrowded bar, and at the instigation of Xiaomei, Chen Yang walked onto the small stage, played the guitar, and sang the little love song.

At the end of the song, it's time for the bar to close.

Xiaomei smiled and quipped: "Brother Yang, to be honest, you sing so well, why don't you try to enter the entertainment industry." ”

Chen Yang said helplessly: "Brother is a thousand miles, but he doesn't have Bole knowledge." ”

Amid the laughter of the crowd, the bar's business for the day ended here.

After cleaning up, Chen Yang asked Xiaomei and the others to leave first, and he also had to debug the live broadcast equipment well, and there were several small problems during the live broadcast today. For this small bar now, the live broadcast of the bar is the existence that it depends on, and there must be no problems.

After Chen Yang was done, it was already half past one midnight, and he sat in a daze for a while, and then prepared to go home.

The door to the bar was pushed open and a woman walked in.

Chen Yang wanted to say that the bar had closed, but after seeing the people coming, he smiled and said, "I thought you wouldn't be here today." ”

This woman was twenty-five or sixteen years old, wearing a white dress, and she did not have a pretty look, but she made people look very clean.

The expression on the woman's face was a little cold, and when she saw Chen Yang, she asked with some surprise: "Boss, why are you here, aren't you going to work?"

Chen Yang smiled bitterly twice and said, "Hey, don't mention it, it's hard to say, is it still the old rule?"

The woman nodded and sat down at the bar.

Chen Yang walked to the bar, skillfully mixed a glass of wine and handed it to the woman, and said, "For you as a guest, I have been learning from the bartender for several days. ”

The woman smiled and nodded, "Thank you." ”

This woman has come every night since the bar opened, morning or night, always with a cocktail, sitting for half an hour and then leaving.

The woman sat there quietly, looking at the wine glass in her hand with distracted eyes, Chen Yang also accompanied her in a daze, he would never be bored because of a daze, because he had too many questions to think about in his mind.

"Would you like to hear me tell a story?" the woman said suddenly, a little sadness in her voice.

Chen Yang smiled faintly and said, "Do you say that the two of us belong to me who has wine and you have a story?"

The woman glanced at Chen Yang: "So to speak." ”

"Alright then, start your story, I'm willing to be your most loyal listener. ”

The woman was silent for a long time, and all of a sudden, the woman burst into tears and spoke slowly.

"She and I are best friends, and she helps me from time to time in college because of my family's difficulties. If it weren't for her help at that time, I might not have even finished college. ”

"Then we graduated, and the two of us went to the same company. I thought it was a good thing because it would allow us to stay together and continue our friendship. ”

"She is beautiful and has a hearty personality, and she quickly gained a firm foothold in the company. However, I struggled with the company, struggling with the shadow of being laid off at the end of my internship every day. ”

"We were lucky that both ended up staying. But what I couldn't figure out was that she became an assistant to the general manager, and I was just a small staff member of the department. ”

"The huge gap made me feel angry and jealous, and I felt that it was so unfair. Except for her appearance, it is difficult to find anything better than me in her, and in terms of work ability, I can throw her several streets. ”

"But Heaven is so unfair, she flew up the branches and became a phoenix, and I was still an ugly duckling. ”

"As time went on, the gap between us grew, and it also made the anger in my heart grow stronger. ”

"Anger made me lose my mind a little bit, and I did something inexplicable. ”

"She's a good girl, at least I know, and beneath that lively exterior she still has the purest girlish heart, and she once told me that she was going to give her first time to her husband. ”

"She is the darling of all the male colleagues in the company, in fact, even if I don't say it, everyone will talk about it in their hearts. ”

"Because of jealousy, because I am best friends with her, and because we live together, everyone absolutely believes what comes out of my mouth. ”

"I said that she had an affair with the general manager, so she was promoted so quickly. I wasn't the only one who thought so, but because it was the first time I said it from the lips of her best friend, everyone absolutely agreed. ”

"In today's society, how normal this kind of thing is, a beautiful woman relies on her body for profit, this seems to be a fact recognized by everyone. ”

"I didn't expect that my words would have such a big effect, and even attracted the wife of the general manager. ”

"That day, she was stripped naked by the general manager's wife in front of the company's gate, and I still remember her helpless and desperate eyes as she sat on the ground. ”

"I wanted to step forward and stop those people from committing violence, but the notoriety of the junior made me intimidated, and I backed down, because it was my words that made her what she is now. ”

At this, the woman's expression became painful, and she roared with tears: "I don't know, I don't know how those women would treat her like that, and I never knew that she was a person with such a strong character, and I admit that even though I am such a good friend with her, I still don't know her well enough." ”

She jumped from the nineteenth floor and ended her life. ”

The woman's eyes widened as if she was crazy, and she opened her mouth wide in horror and said, "She comes to me every night and makes me live in great torment. ”

The woman gasped, and she then muttered in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really don't know, I just said a word, I didn't expect things to get to this point." I regret it, but there is no room for salvation. But what I do know is that I may not be able to live without her torture for the rest of my life. ”