Han Mochen stayed downstairs all night, Su Nianan didn't show any signs of responding, he wanted to wait until she came out, but the fact was that he had to go back to the hospital, at least to show his family.

Su Nianan breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the car outside the door driving away from the apartment. In fact, she didn't sleep all night like him, she knew that Han Mochen was at the door, but she didn't want to see him, but she couldn't rest assured that she couldn't get rid of him, tangled, tossing and turning, and couldn't sleep.

Qi Qi looked at her and looked out the window and shook her head silently. She walked over and gave Su Nianan a hug. She didn't know how to get back the lively and cheerful Su Nian'an she used to be, and Su Nian'an who could laugh loudly with her.

"Qi Qi, do you know? I've been wondering for the past two days, why did Han Mochen appear in the room with Yuan Yuan that day, should I believe that there was nothing between them? Is everything just Yuan Yuan's wishful thinking?

But why was he so flustered when he saw Yuan Yuan falling, didn't he see that I was also scared at the time, I didn't even know what to do, I just stood there all the time, dumbfounded, and couldn't even think.

But he never looked at me, so he took Yuan Yuan and left. ”

"Actually, it's really ridiculous, I still fantasized about it, it's just that Yuan Yuan was injured, and he didn't dare to explain it to his family, so he was a little more nervous, but why, he could ignore my feelings so much. I know that he has been taking care of Yuan Yuan in the hospital, and everything is done by himself, I can't lie to myself anymore that he loves me, but why does my heart hurt so much?" Maybe even Su Nianan herself didn't realize that she was already in tears at this time.

"No matter what kind of feelings you have for Han Mochen, don't lose yourself, if you do something wrong, you should bear it, Han Mochen is not who you are, at least not now, you can't blindly want him to solve everything for you, right?"

"yes...... The object of his marriage is not me, it is Yuan Yuan. ”

"Whether you were careless or not, she fell down the stairs, but you are always responsible for solving this matter, and escaping is never a way, is it?" Qi Qi began to persuade Su Nian'an.

"Qi Qi, I know that I am responsible for this matter, but I don't know how to deal with it, I am afraid to meet them. Su Nianan was also struggling and in pain.

"Nian'an, I'll accompany you, it's okay. Qi Qi gently hugged Su Nian'an.

"I know you're in pain, but I still have to say, Han Mochen's fiancée is Yuan Yuan, not you Su Nian'an, even if he loves you, but do you want to be his underground lover for the rest of his life? Yes, you may compromise for love now, but what about the future? Ten years, twenty years...... Will you always face it in disregard of the world? You will one day be unbearable, and I don't want to see the day when you are disgusted with yourself. ”

Qi Qi didn't know if she could bear it if Su Nianan could bear it if she said this, but there were some things she had to say. "If he loves you, he should be together more openly, instead of using an unpopular female star as a guise to do a senseless cover for you. Do you remember that what we looked down on the most in the past were those who destroyed other people's families, if Han Mochen really married Yuan Yuan, then you would become the one who destroyed other people's families in the eyes of others, no one would care whether you really love each other or not, and public opinion is always the sharpest blade.

I don't want you to regret it later because you can't bear it, there are some things I have to say. If you have been like this, what is the point of such love?

You don't even have the most basic dignity? Is this really what you want? Nian'an, I don't want to watch you struggle like this. ”

"I know what you said, but I still have some things that are difficult to let go, and it's time to make a decision, I can't be so depressed anymore, I don't want to accept it. I will go and apologize to Yuan Yuan, after all, it was because of me that she was injured, and there are some things I have to bear, but I still need a few days to adjust myself, and I can't go to meet people so embarrassed. Su Nianan smiled bitterly.

"If only you could figure it out. Qi Qi breathed a long sigh of relief.

"Also, do you know, Qi Qi, I've always been very entangled, I don't know what the point is for me to stay by Han Mochen's side like this, I have thought about leaving him, but I have not been ruthless, now, maybe I should let go. ”

"I always thought that I was special to him, just like he was to me, so I always had hope, knowing that the moment he took Yuan Yuan away in front of me, I don't know how I should describe my mood to you at that time, it was like staying in an ice cellar for a day, and it was cold everywhere. But even so, I still couldn't let go so decisively, or ask Han Mochen why he did this to me, and if so, then why did he provoke me in the first place. Actually, you're right, I might have been better off without him. ”

"I'll take you to a place in the afternoon, right?" Qi Qi said as he looked at Su Nian'an.

"Where is it?" Su Nian'an was a little puzzled.

"You'll know when you go. Qi Qi smiled slyly.

It turned out that Qi Qi brought Su Nian'an to a manor, but it was not an ordinary manor, it was a manor specializing in making incense, which was full of all kinds of spices, "Nian'an, do you remember your dream - to become an excellent perfumer, the current job is not what you like, isn't it? Why don't you think about living the life you like? Live for yourself." ”

Walking in the manor, Su Nian'an seemed to be baptized, she remembered the days when she was a child in the perfume factory, she was exposed to many spices every day, and she stayed in it all day, never feeling bored, but more loving, and she also hoped that she could become one of them one day.

But how long had she not been in this profession, was it oppressed by life, or was it a reason she didn't know, but now she felt it was necessary for her to do what she really wanted to do. That feeling of sudden enlightenment made her feel comfortable physically and mentally.

"Qi Qi, will you accompany me to the hospital in the evening?" Su Nianan did not hesitate.

Qi Qi was a little surprised: "Aren't you going to go back after a while?"

"It's my mistake and I'm going to take it myself. Su Nianan thought about it, this was originally caused by her own accident, so she had to go and visit it. Moreover, since she has the heart to start over, whether she succeeds or not, she must solve the problem in front of her first.

In the evening, Su Nianan and Qi Qi came to visit Qi Qi in the hospital.