Chapter 13: They are all lying to themselves
"I'm not mad at you, it's just that I'm a little tired from work today. Lu Jingzhong said lightly.
But if he is like this, it will only make her feel that he doesn't want to care about himself anymore.
When she didn't see that document, she was willing to try to accept him and become a qualified Mrs. Lu. However, now that she saw the document, she knew that her father might be using herself and wanted to do something to the Lu family.
If she continued to try to get along with him, what would she be in if he found out about it? And through getting along these days, she knows that he really cares about himself and wants to cure his illness, not just to be with her for the sake of profit.
But God is so unfair to her, she has lived alone for so long, and when she decided to give up everything and live well with him, let her know that there is such a thing, God is really a little cruel.
The car stopped suddenly, Su Yanen came back to her senses, glanced at the bustling street outside the car window, turned her head and asked him, "Why did it stop?"
Lu Jingzhong turned off the fire and unbuckled his seat belt, "Take you to dinner, you haven't eaten lunch or dinner, aren't you hungry?"
His tone was very gentle, as if he was really not angry, and Su Yanen got out of the car in disbelief. She had been hungry for a long time, but now she has only eaten two meals, so she is not very hungry. But he's angry now, and he's still going to listen to him.
After getting out of the car, Su Yanen stepped on ten centimeters of high heels, walked slightly faster than usual and walked to his side, looking up at him with a wink.
Lu Jingzhong turned sideways, lowered his head and just met her eyes, and even the last trace of anger disappeared.
"Alas" Lu Jingzhong sighed helplessly, lowered his shoulders and took her hand, holding it in his hand, "Let's go! ”
This action can really prove at this time that he is really not angry with himself. Su Yanen subconsciously shook these warm big hands, looked down, and the thoughts in her heart were already turning a thousand times.
In any case, she must find the fourteen documents and find out his father's purpose. For Lu Jingzhong, but also for herself.
The two walked into the restaurant hand in hand and were led into a quiet box by the waiter. After waiting for almost half an hour, the waiter brought in the dish and a glass of hot milk.
It was specially ordered by Lu Jingzhong.
After eating, Su Yanen went home with him, and after washing, because Lu Jingzhong had urgent business to deal with, she went to the study, while she lay on the bed and slept.
But how could she possibly sleep, she had to find a way to retrieve the memories of the past two years and figure out what had happened.
The more Su Yanen thought about it, the more she got up, went to the living room and turned on her laptop, and started checking it two years ago.
The document that Lu Jingzhong gave her before was only the information that she attended the event with him, and it was only a part of her two-year memory, which was not enough for her to remember everything.
When looking up on the Internet, Su Yanen was glad that she participated in more activities at that time, so the time points were quite dense and could be connected.
But because she just made a mistake today, in order to prevent Lu Jingzhong from coming out to see her, Su Yanen tiptoed back to the bedroom with the computer and locked the door after checking for an hour. Anyway, there is a bed in the study, so I'm not afraid that he won't have a place to sleep.
It is not possible to find out the truth of the matter in a day or two, at one o'clock in the middle of the night, Su Yanen rubbed her sore eyes, closed the computer, and lay down to sleep.
In the following days, Su Yanen was forced to leave work on time almost every time. Sometimes she really couldn't get off work and notified Lu Jingzhong, but the moment he answered the phone, he would rush to Su Shi and take her away from Su Shi.
"Knock, knock. There was a knock on the door of Su Yanen's office, and she was receiving water, so she went straight to open the door.
Su Yanen opened the door, it was Su Yihang, "Brother, come in!"
In fact, Su Yihang just wanted to take advantage of the rest to come and see her, after all, he felt guilty about her, and when he was about to leave later, he still had work to do to break free for him.
But he didn't expect that she would open the door for herself, and Su Yihang instantly wanted to escape, "Oh, no need, I still have a job, so I'll leave first." You, don't be too busy, remember to eat. ”
"Well, okay, I see. Su Yanen nodded, watching Su Yihang leave, without thinking too much.
Not long after Su Yihang left, Su Yanen went to the archives to get the documents, but when she walked into the corner of the office, she collided head-on with the person walking opposite, and all the materials in her hand fell to the ground.
When the female employee saw that she was hitting the eldest lady, she immediately quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, minister, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." She apologized as she crouched down to pick up the information.
But Su Yanen was stunned in place, and the image of a man in black hitting her at a traffic light flashed in her mind, as if she had lost something important in her hand.
When the female staff picked up all the materials, Su Yanen had not yet come back to her senses, and the colleagues in the office looked at this side with their eyes. The female staff lowered her head in fear and secretly looked at her face.
However, looking at her face so ugly, she must be dead today.
"It's okay, let's go to work!" Su Yanen stretched out her hand to take the information, said weakly, and walked towards the office.
It wasn't until Su Yanen returned to the office and closed the office door that the female employee breathed a sigh of relief and barely stood up with the cabinet on the side.
Su Yanen returned to the office, put the information aside, and immediately recorded the image that appeared in Fang Cai's mind, which was the first memory fragment she remembered. She didn't know what it meant, but it might be useful in some of her memories later on.
The bell rang on time for getting off work at six o'clock, and Su Yanen not only did not stop in the office this time, but picked up her bag and left the company directly, driving back to the residence where she once lived.
She always felt that there would be something she wanted there.
At this time, Lu Jingzhong had just finished a new product launch conference and called Su Yanen offstage, but although the phone was connected, no one answered.
Forty-five seconds later, Lu Jingzhong dialed again, but still no one answered.
Lu Jingzhong put away his mobile phone, called Ai Sen over, and after telling him the follow-up things, he left the scene and went to Su's.
At the red light, Su Yanen's car stopped, her fingers anxiously tapping on the steering wheel. Just as she kept staring at the traffic light, Lu Jingzhong's car slowly drove past from the other lane and crossed over.
Both of them thought about their destinations, and they wanted to go to the place they wanted to go, and they shouldn't have missed it, and they missed it.
When Su Yeon-eun arrived at her former residence, she used the spare key she had left in the office to open the door.
Before pushing open the door, Su Yanen made a mental preparation before walking in. This house, she has lived in for five years, has always been like this, so when she entered, she did not feel strange.
Here is the most real place to prove her memories of the past two years.
In the living room, there is no superfluous decoration, just folders of various colors, and medicine bottles everywhere. Su Yanen habitually put her bag on the sofa and turned to the study, where she remembered that she had designed a secret compartment for important things.
Su Yanen walked to the bookshelf in the study, moved the three books in the left book grid, and then slowly moved the books in the middle grid, and a black camera obscura appeared.
She walked over, and the cassette had a five-digit password, and she hadn't forgotten it. Su Yanen pressed it from memory, and the combination lock of the cassette was opened. This password, a bit naïve, is written by Liang An and her name, and the English numbers are arranged. Where there are more than 10 of them, it is counted as 10.
After seeing the things in the cassette, Su Yanen took out the USB flash drive inside, which should be what she has been trying to find. After putting away the USB flash drive, Su Yanen looked at all the things in the cassette again, including her past with Liang An, as well as her contract with Lu Jingzhong.
When she saw the content of the contract, Su Yanen couldn't believe it and knew that she and Lu Jingzhong had been cooperative lovers, not free lovers. That is to say, she heard Lu Jingzhong say that she loved him deeply, and it was fake that she committed suicide because she couldn't stand the blow of his breakup, and he lied to himself.
Although she didn't believe it on the surface that day, she already believed it in her heart with the documents he brought, as well as the explanation and ring on the day he proposed.
It seems that it is not only her father who is deceiving her now, but also Lu Jingzhong.
"Oh, it's all the same. Su Yanen laughed at herself, she shouldn't be a person who trusts others easily after all.
In order not to lose these things, Su Yanen backed them up again. And this USB flash drive, she doesn't have time to look at it here now, so she can only wait until she goes back to find time to watch it.