065: Can't face it

When Mrs. Ning Guo heard this, she didn't have any doubts, after all, Lou Yueqing really won't have time to spare, Rong Zhi left Beijing, Chu Jing was still calm on the surface, but in fact, the undercurrent was not very peaceful, and now the government affairs of the entire Chu State had to be handled by Lou Yueqing, she really didn't have so much time.

"Then go over and see her, she has been talking about you a lot these days, and I'm glad to know that you're back, and I'm thinking about having someone send her back in the next two days!"

After speaking, Mrs. Ning Guo was about to walk to the side where Ling'er was, but after she walked a few steps, Lou Yueqing stood there motionless, she couldn't help but be a little puzzled, and turned around and walked to Lou Yueqing: "What's wrong?

The corners of Lou Yueqing's mouth twitched slightly, and she looked at Mrs. Ning Guo and said softly: "Mother, forget it, don't go over and disturb them, I'll accompany you over there for a walk!"

After speaking, without waiting for Mrs. Ning Guo to come back to her senses, she had already turned around and walked in the opposite direction to where Ling'er was, her steps were slightly disordered, as if she was a little evasive.

Mrs. Ning Guo was very puzzled, frowned and glanced at Ling'er not far away, then looked at Lou Yueqing's back, thought about it, and left with Lou Yueqing.

I walked in the garden with Mrs. Ning Guo for a long time, but Mrs. Ning Guo was not in good health, so Lou Yueqing sent her back to Furong Garden.

Afterwards, she went back to Lanyue Tower.

Although she had been married for a few months, the maid who had served her here had been left here to clean every day, and she had never been slackened, as if she had been living here, spotless.

Not long after returning to Lanyue Tower, a black shadow flashed into Lanyue Tower, however, I don't know if the black-clothed man's martial arts were too high, or the people guarding the courtyard deliberately did it, as if no one felt that someone had infiltrated, what should be done.

At this time, Lou Yueqing was sitting in the attic, quietly sipping tea.

The man in black flashed in, knelt down towards Lou Yueqing, and respectfully greeted: "My subordinates see the princess!"

Lou Yueqing's demeanor was elegant and calm, holding a teacup and tasting tea carefully, and she did not react at all because of the arrival of the man in black, as if there was no one around.

And the man in black was not half impatient because of Lou Yueqing's attitude, he still knelt there on one knee respectfully, lowered his head, and maintained the movement of waving his hands, although he couldn't see the sound with a mask on his face, but his every move was respectful.

After a while, she put down the cup, her eyes moved, she looked at the man in black who was kneeling a foot away from her, raised her eyebrows, and said lightly: "Get up!"

This man in black is one of the four masters sent to her by Rong Zhi at the beginning, his martial arts are no worse than them, and his hidden skills are even more first-class, according to Rong Zhi, these four people are the masters on the list within Lingxiao Pavilion, and they have been doing things for him outside, Rong Zhi specially summoned these four people to hide by her side to protect, before she left Beijing, she sent someone to monitor Cai Yue, but ordinary people can't do it, although Mrs. Ning Guo and Lou Yichen acquiesced to this, but Lou Yimin is not easy to fool, so they deliberately let these few people who are good at concealment do this in Ning Guo's mansion。

The man in black thanked him, and then stood up, and then, standing in place, half-bowing his head, not daring to look directly at Lou Yueqing.

Lou Yueqing asked directly: "Say, what have you gained in the past two months?"

The man in black immediately reported everything he had seen and known.

After half a pillar of incense, the man in black left, and Lou Yueqing stood under the windowsill in the room, looking at the scenery outside the window, motionless.

Not long after, there was a slight sound of footsteps outside.

Soon, Mo Yan's figure appeared at the door and walked in.

Mo Yan had already come for a cup of tea, but Lou Yueqing was talking to the man in black just now, so she didn't come up until the person left.

Mo Yan didn't go out with her this time, she originally stayed to take care of Ling'er, so during this time, Ling'er was taken over to live, Mo Yan also followed, and she has always lived in Ningguo Mansion, she has been back for two days, Mo Yan didn't get her order to recall, so naturally she has been here with Ling'er.

Walking behind Lou Yueqing, Mo Yan bent his knees slightly: "Master!"

Lou Yueqing was distracted, heard her voice, turned her head to look behind her, and was not surprised to see Mo Yan, she was silent for a moment, and smiled faintly: "I have only been away for two months, how do you feel that Mo Yan has lost weight?"

Mo Yan was stunned for a moment, then smiled lightly and said in a low voice: "Mo Yan is very good, but the master looks thin!"

She did lose some weight, she was hit hard by the news of Duanmu Xi's death before, and then, knowing that Lou Yueqing was going to the Qiang tribe, she didn't know Lou Yueqing's condition for a long time, and she was very worried, so she couldn't sleep at night, and she couldn't do anything.

Lou Yueqing was noncommittal and asked, "What about Ling'er?"

Mo Yan said in a low voice: "She may have heard the people in the house say that you are coming, and they are shouting to find you, Mo Yan knows that the master is afraid that he is unwilling to face her now, so he told her that the master is very busy and has already gone back, and she will only have time to accompany her in a few days, so she will stop, and now she will go back to take a lunch break with the young lady!"

Lou Yueqing frowned, quietly looked out the window, looked at the blue of the sky, and after a long time, she slowly spoke: "Mo Yan, you say, am I particularly hateful? Obviously, this matter has nothing to do with her, and I, the person who should be killed, have avenged all the revenge, but now, I can't face her from the bottom of my heart......"

She doesn't know what's wrong with her, even Jing Heng can be merciful, but now, she can't face Ling'er, who has nothing to do with this matter, in the end, she is not a good aunt.

At least, now, she is unfair to this child.

Mo Yan thought about it, sighed, and said in a low voice: "Master, there must be a process for everything!"

It takes a process to let go of the knot.

Lou Yueqing's thoughts, in fact, they all understand that although Ling'er called Lou Yueqing aunt before, Lou Yueqing also really loved this child, but after this incident, the relationship between this child and her is no longer simple, what she can't accept is not only Duanmu Xi's death, but also this bloodline.

So, it will be fine in a while.

Not to mention Lou Yueqing, they are also unacceptable to Duanmu Hanxi's death, and their unwillingness is certain, but they all understand that they should not be angry.

Lou Yueqing smiled bitterly and sighed faintly: "I'm not a saint after all!"

She's not a saint, so she doesn't care about anything if she can't do it, and she doesn't care if she doesn't do anything.

She didn't even understand why she did it in the first place.

She wanted to kill Jing Heng, even if she knew that it was a fratricidal human tragedy, she didn't care, in this world, there were so many brothers and sisters who were related to her, but she cared about very few, just a Jing Heng, a brother who was only related to her in life, a person who had long since disappeared in her heart, what was it?

However, the moment she started, she hesitated, she knew that Duanmu Hanxi had been looking for so many years, and she would not want Jing Heng to die, let alone want her and her brother to kill each other, her mother, in the spirit of heaven, would not want to see such a tragedy happen, and she was not hard-hearted after all, and she didn't want these two innocent children to be as unfortunate as her.

A sword pierces the heart, mercilessly, if Jing Heng dies, it is his life, if he is lucky, it doesn't matter, from now on, he is just a stranger.

These days, every time I think about it, she is very conflicted, no matter what she does in this matter, she can't have it both ways.

Mo Yan thought for a while and said with a smile: "Actually, the master should be happy, you saved a child unintentionally, but you have such a relationship with you, this is an unbelievable fate!"

Who's to say it isn't?

Hearing this, Lou Yueqing was in a trance for a while, and the corners of her mouth pulled slightly: "Maybe......"

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