Chapter 13: You are Tang Ming
Lin Yunzhu's exclamation was faintly heard in my ears, but my consciousness seemed to be trapped in a cage, and I couldn't get out at all, so I could only let the "other" me control my body and keep venting the emotions in my thoughts.
"Stop him!"
There was a problem in the president's office on the 39th floor of the building, Li Yunyao quickly summoned the security department, and after waiting for the scene, she found that the situation was more tricky than anyone imagined.
Five security guards came, led by Minister Cao Tianyuan, who had been a soldier in his early years, and as soon as he entered the president's office, he felt a strong sharp aura, accompanied by a faint murderous aura.
What caught my eye was the scene of me smashing my desk, and after seeing the security guards of the security department, Lin Yunzhu, who was standing there, showed a hint of relief on his face, and asked the people in the security department to stop me from going crazy immediately.
"Bang!"
"Get out of here!"
I was like a moving wall against the security guards rushing up, pushing it sideways, and the five security guards were instantly knocked out, their muffled grunts of pain, and their expressions full of incredulity staring at me.
At this moment, even Lin Yunzhu's face was shocked, Li Yunyao's red lips were even more surprised, I stopped the movement in my hand, looked at the north, my expression was full of coldness, and a sadness accumulated from my chest.
"Why! Why!"
"Beiling, I'm sorry for you, I promised to ask for a daughter-in-law for you personally, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it in this life. ”
"Foolishness, your wife and children are all healthy, as long as I, Tang Ming, am alive one day, whoever dares to touch them, I will kill them!"
"Jinyun, a month ago, Xiangya got married, and the people who followed her ...... Much like you. ”
"Lijun, I'm here in the East China Sea, I met my parents, my sister, they are all right, you can rest assured. ”
I was like a wounded child, squatting in the corner, tears constantly sliding down my cheeks from the corners of my eyes, my eyes were dull, I was depressed, and I kept muttering about my sacrificial "comrades-in-arms".
My cold heart and my body were trembling, the guilt and fear in my heart, the tyrannical emotions were accumulating, and my expression was hurting, I quietly looked at the north, where he left Huaguo, and where he woke up and received orders from his superiors.
Remembering the dead in grief, my emotions have long been infected, and I know that at this moment my memories and the past Tang Ming are completely integrated.
Tang Ming, the two parallel worlds, became one, and from then on there was no distinction between them, and his life continued to be passed down in my life in the form of a will.
"Tang Ming, are you okay?" Lin Yunzhu's tentative tone came from his ears.
With tears in my eyes, I raised my hand sluggishly, glanced at everyone red, did not speak, sat on the ground with my knees crossed, immersed in my own world, and continued the northern sky on my side.
At the same time, Cao Tianyuan covered his chest and said to Lin Yunzhu, "President, who is he?"
"Our relatives, what's wrong?" Lin Yunzhu said with a hint of dodge flashing in his eyes.
"Call the police! We can't stop him, and we probably anger him. Cao Tianyuan said solemnly.
When he was in the service, he had the privilege of hearing from his superiors about an illness that was exactly the same as my current state.
Looking at my young face, he had a terrible guess in his heart that I was a professional soldier who had been on the battlefield and killed the enemy.
"No, you can't call the police. Lin Yunzhu refused with a gloomy face.
"That'...... President, find a psychiatrist. Cao Tianyuan finally gave Lin Yunzhu his opinion.
"Huh?" Lin Yunzhu glanced at him suspiciously.
"President, we don't want to mess with this kind of person, and we don't touch it, in fact, it stands to reason that he won't appear in society at all. Cao Tianyuan vaguely mentioned that these words should not have appeared in his mouth, and there was a confidentiality agreement left after retirement, and what should be said and what should not be said is taboo.
"Yun Yao, that ...... Get a psychiatrist. Lin Yunzhu's beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, staring at me who was mentally confused, and said.
She didn't know what had happened to me, but as far back as she could remember, nothing like what happened to me today, and I had always been synonymous with cowardice in her eyes.
Her sudden change in me made her very uncomfortable, and her already complex emotions became more unpredictable, and I was like a forest shrouded in mist, and I couldn't see the edge at all.
She began to guess the old man's true purpose, was it just because he was an old man?
Li Yunyao began to look for a psychiatrist for me, and Cao Tianyuan always stared at me vigilantly, putting on the most standard fighting tactics, always ready to deal with unexpected situations.
He's scared, afraid I'll suddenly burst out.
He's scared, scared that I'm going crazy all of a sudden.
In his eyes, I was a murderous weapon.
Especially in this situation, I have no desires, no emotions, and no weaknesses, and I have only one thought in my heart, which is to destroy everything.
Shaking my body and sitting there quietly, my eyes were full of complicated colors, staring silently, my mood fluctuated very much, I couldn't control it at all, half of it was vented just now, and there was still a force that was not released.
"President, the psychiatrist has arrived. Li Yunyao appeared in the president's office with a young woman.
The woman was beautiful, with a delicate melon seed face looking at me curiously, wearing a light blue dress, revealing her smooth legs, and I didn't look back, sitting there quietly.
"Please. Lin Yunzhu glanced at the psychiatrist who was comparable to his appearance and said.
"President, is she okay? I suggest you get a doctor from the military hospital. Cao Tianyuan expressed concern about this woman's ability and said calmly.
"I can try. The woman spoke.
"Well, I believe you. Unexpectedly, Lin Yunzhu agreed with the psychiatrist to comfort me.
The woman opened her mouth and asked me tentatively, "What is your name, sir?" ”
"Who are you?"
"I'm here to help you. ”
"Oh, you can't help me. ”
"Speak up, speak up, and we can help you. ”
"There's nothing to say, there's nothing to say. ”
"Sir, you are now in a peaceful world, and you must indulge in it, so that you may find your own happiness. ”
"You want to hypnotize me. ”
I turned around and stared at her calmly, my eyes glowing with a cold light, my subconscious mind could prevent hypnosis, it was the ability from the original owner, and I had received rigorous military training, which was not at all hypnotic by ordinary psychiatrists.
"Who are you?" I said calmly, getting up as I walked towards them.
"Hurry up, this guy is going to explode, his subconscious will not be hypnotized. Cao Tianyuan roared, pulled the beautiful psychiatrist back, and stepped back.
"Who are you, enemy?" I stared at them with cold eyes, ready to strike at any moment.
"We are citizens of China!" Cao Tianyuan said suddenly.
"I'm a citizen of China, then get out of here! The Modu ship is here to take you back to the motherland!" I seemed to be a soldier Tang Ming, calmly narrating, admonishing them, as if at that moment, I was back on the battlefield of Neymar, fully armed, dealing with the enemy.
"What about you, are you going back to China?" the psychiatrist asked, following my emotions.
"I can't go back, I can't go back. Thirty-seven people died, eight people were transferred, and the number was canceled, as the last dragon head, my fate is to leave my life in this black land, and die for my comrades-in-arms and the motherland!" I recounted calmly, staring into the distance, full of sadness.
"Bang!"
Stepping on it heavily, there were obvious cracks on the ground under my feet, Cao Tianyuan was full of horror, the same service, the gap is huge, professional soldiers will not be released back to their original places by the military until they die, and they can only be wrapped in horse leather for the motherland and the people for the rest of their lives.
Lin Yunzhu's face was full of complicated expressions, staring at me, I don't know what to say, she still can't see through me, even if she can't now, why can't the original owner Tang Ming, and I who was reborn is the same, I don't understand each other.
"Tang Ming, wake up!" Lin Yunzhu felt that I was strange and terrible at this moment, and it didn't match the figure in her memory at all, and the memories of my childhood couldn't coincide.
"Tang Ming?hmm!I!Who the hell?!"
When I heard Lin Yunzhu's voice, my emotions inexplicably became impetuous, as if she had a huge impact on my emotions.
When the words fell, my head had a sharp pain, I couldn't bear the pain, I fell to my knees, covered my head and kept pounding, my body shook violently, sweat continued to flow down my forehead, and the pain in my chest and head was unbearable.
"Ding! Health drops, 980 reputation points are deducted!Activate the host's health maintenance skill!"
"Ding! Turn on host health maintenance!Reputation 0!"
"Ya'er, you can't be fine!"
Just when my body convulsed and couldn't withstand that inexplicable force, the system forcibly put me in a coma.
Just when I was unconscious, I vaguely saw a shadow rushing over, calling a familiar and unfamiliar name, I remember, it seemed to be the name of the original owner.
I fell into a coma, my consciousness was in a dark, and at the same time I felt like I was in it, walking in the darkness, and a figure appeared in front of me.
"You're here. "The figure was erect, its eyes were deep, and it looked at me calmly.
"Who are you?" I wondered.
"My name is Tang Ming, the owner of the body you are using now. The figure smiled brightly and said.
"You're not dead?!" my pupils constricted, my eyes full of surprise.
"It's dead! just a remnant of thought left by an unyielding will. He laughed and said.
"Will?" I said.
"Well, my comrades-in-arms have passed away, and my faith has been worn out, but I can't let go of something after all, and I need you to go for me, because now you are Tang Ming, and I have nothing to worry about in this world. The figure continued to calm down, saying.
"Where are you going?" I said.
"Oh, how would I know? Maybe when you can learn about the origin of the stars, the birth of the universe, and so on, you will know where I have gone. He said.
When the words fell, a ray of light melted into my consciousness, and the figure completely dissipated.