Because of this, Su Yanen, who is hiding in the corner of the station and burying her head deep in her knees and crying bitterly, is the real her. That tear is nothing compared to her tears now.

But this scene was unexpected and shocking to him. From the beginning, he knew that there was a person living in her heart, and he never forgot it. And he is also a proud person, so sometimes he doesn't like Su Yanen because she has others in her heart.

He knew he was a selfish person, and even though he had no feelings for her, he didn't allow him to think about anyone else when she was his girlfriend.

Lu Jingzhong pushed the car door and walked to the station, took off his coat as he walked, and when he walked in front of her, he draped his clothes on her body. Su Yanen thought it was the person she was calling, so she raised her head.

When she saw that it was Lu Jingzhong, she stood up in a panic, but because she had been squatting for too long, her legs were numb, and she almost fell down when she got up. Lu Jingzhong's eyes were quick, and he hurriedly reached out to help her, half-supporting her body.

As soon as Su Yanen stood up, she raised her hand to quickly wipe away her tears. Even though she knew her eyes were red and swollen and ugly, she could still pretend that nothing had happened.

Su Yanen pushed Lu Jingzhong away a little harder, and stood up with numbness in her legs, maintaining her identity as the eldest lady of the Su family.

"Why didn't you go back?" Su Yanen thought she could ask calmly, but her hoarse voice betrayed her without concealment.

Lu Jingzhong heard a chuckle, put his hands in his pockets, and stared straight into her eyes, as if he wanted to see her through, "Since the day I met you, you have liked rainy days very much, it should be because of that person!" Lu Jingzhong asked, Su Yanen did not answer, it was regarded as acquiescence.

He continued: "Su Yanen, I don't care who the person you love in your heart is, that's your business. But please remember, when you chose me to be your boyfriend, then you should do what you should do as Lu Jingzhong's girlfriend. If you can't do what I'm asking for, then I think our deal might end here. ”

Lu Jingzhong raised his left hand as he spoke, letting her look at the ring he hadn't taken off.

He explained his words, and Su Yanen no longer continued to worry like this, he would grasp his weakness.

Su Yanen took a deep breath, took off the coat on her body, and handed it to him, "Don't worry, I can promise you that this is the first time and the last time, thank you for your coat." My brother came to pick me up, goodbye. ”

But Lu Jingzhong's hands were still in his pockets, unmoved, Su Yanen saw that he didn't mean to take the coat, so he took it back and put it on his body again, "I borrowed this coat, and I'll give you a new set tomorrow." ”

"Xiao En" Su Yihang shouted in the car, and when he saw that she and Lu Jingzhong were still talking, he got out of the car with an umbrella and went over to pick her up.

As soon as the two finished speaking, Su Yanen saw Su Yihang walking over with an umbrella, so she walked towards Su Yihang and entered under his umbrella, and the two talked and laughed. Lu Jingzhong turned sideways, watched Su Yanen get into the car, and slowly left his sight.

After they left, Lu Jingzhong sat on the bench and looked blankly at the corner where Su Yanen was.

Many years ago, he also hugged his head and cried like this, only one person struggled to hold on, sat until dawn, and was looked at by others in a strange way. Those more than ten years of life were nightmares.

After sitting in the car, Su Yanen took off his coat and folded it in front of him. Fang Cai was out of shape in front of Lu Jingzhong, and now that she thinks about it, she really shouldn't. If it weren't for the fact that today was Liang An's birthday, she wouldn't have lost her temper so much.

Five years have passed, and he must have married a wife and had children, and lived a life of self-control. Now that she is thinking about it here, what is the use, she should really forget.

"Xiao En, what's wrong with you and him, how do I feel that the atmosphere between you is not right. Su Yihang asked cautiously.

Su Yanen turned her head to look at him and replied, "It's okay, I just told him something." Brother, there are some things I want to tell you in advance that you understand, I can't go to the end with him, so don't mention him often in front of Dad. I know my own business. ”

Facing the sister he has protected since childhood, Su Yihang really can't bear to deceive her, but if he doesn't deceive her, it will only hurt her.

"Xiao En, although Lu Jingzhong is a ruthless executioner in business, at least he is a responsible person. Dad knows that you and him are in a cooperative relationship, but as the ruler of the Lu family, he can abandon the business marriage and stay with you for two years, do you think he really doesn't care about you at all?"

Su Yihang directly picked out the matter between her and Lu Jingzhong, and some things were not broken or established. Xiao En must marry Lu Jingzhong.

She was shocked when she heard Su Yihang say something about her and Lu Jingzhong, why would her father know that the matter between her and Lu Jingzhong was fake, Lu Jingzhong would never say it.

"How would Dad know? Brother, did you find out and tell Dad?" Su Yanen asked.

Su Yihang was silent, if he said that Lu Jingzhong told him, then the fate of Xiao En and Lu Jingzhong was really over.

"I told Dad" Su Yihang stopped the car on the side of the road, "Xiaoen, don't blame me for being cruel to you, you can't marry anyone except Lu Jingzhong." ”

"Is Liang An too?" Su Yanen suddenly asked, and after asking, she herself felt inexplicable, how could this be possible!

But Su Yihang looked at her red and swollen eyes, thinking that she really knew, so she suddenly lost the courage to continue. Xiao En, who lost his soul five years ago, closed himself up, and washed his face with tears all day long, still remembers it vividly.

Su Yanen raised her eyes, and unexpectedly saw her brother's guilty expression, she asked in disbelief: "Su Yihang, tell me, Liang An, is it too?" When she asked this sentence, she held the suit in her hand tightly in fear, which seemed to be torn by her.

The heavy rain outside was still falling, but the atmosphere inside the car was even more terrifying than this terrible rainy night.

Even if Su Yihang didn't say anything, looking at his hesitant appearance, Su Yanen guessed the answer. Liang An's sudden disappearance had nothing to do with him.

"Where is he now? Tell me, don't force me to do things you don't want to see. Su Yanen's voice trembled and threatened him, and Su Yihang knew that she was talking about Lu Jingzhong.

Su Yihang dodged her eyes that wanted to kill, looked ahead with guilt in her heart, and said in a deep voice the answer she wanted to know, "Suzhou"

"Where is Suzhou, I want a detailed address. Knowing Liang An's whereabouts, how could she let it go so easily. She has endured the pain for five years, how could she just skip it lightly.

"Xiao En" Su Yihang suddenly yelled at her, "If he really loves you, he won't leave you so resolutely after receiving the money." At the beginning, it was wrong for me to take the money to drive him away, but the facts have proved that he is with you because you are the eldest lady of the Su family. Do you understand? Xiao En, he doesn't deserve it. ”

"Where is Suzhou?" Su Yanen stubbornly continued to ask, she couldn't listen to anything now, she just wanted to know where he was.

Su Yihang held back the anger in his heart and punched the steering wheel, "Su Yanen, don't be stupid anymore, okay, he is a person you don't deserve to love for eight years." ”

Su Yihang said, and pulled her left hand, and said with pity: "I haven't told you the truth about the injury on your wrist, it was scratched when you committed suicide five years ago." Long pain is better than short pain, you can't be with him, and I won't let you get hurt by him again. ”

"Heh" Su Yanen laughed ridiculously and withdrew her hand. Knowing that she wouldn't hear the answer from his mouth, Su Yanen directly unbuckled her seat belt, opened the car door and walked into the heavy rain, letting the rain hit her bare skin.

Su Yihang sighed, got out of the car with an umbrella, caught up with her, pulled her arm to force her to stop, and held an umbrella for her.

It is impossible for Su Yanen to think rationally now, even if Liang An really left her because of money, then she must find him. Whatever the outcome, even if she regrets seeing it, she must find him.

"Su Yihang, do you know? I have been in the Su family for 26 years, and you treat me as a money-making machine! From childhood to adulthood, you have arranged everything for me, and my 26 years of life have been arranged by you perfectly. Versatile, good at singing and dancing, highly educated, whether it is dealing with people, business cooperation, socializing with celebrities or working in high society, have you ever thought about my feelings?" Su Yanen yelled, saying all the things that had been on her mind for more than 20 years.

"I know how much pressure I have to bear as the eldest lady of the Su family when I enjoy this glory. However, in order to fulfill the Su family, do you want me to sacrifice my dignity because of a cooperation case, force my face to laugh, and pray in a low voice, and let them come nonsense? For the sake of the Su family, do I have to drag my tired body and risk my life to go home in the middle of the night?"

Because of the astringent pain in her throat, Su Yanen paused before continuing: "Could it be that for the sake of the Su family, I have to endure the discomfort several times, fall ill on the side of the road, and be rescued by passers-by." But I was afraid of disappointing you, so I hurriedly went through the discharge procedures and was forcibly warned by the doctor? Could it be that for the sake of the Su family, I have to take a lot of drugs for depression during the day to restrain my condition, and at night I can only sleep by taking sleeping pills? Do you know that in those difficult years, if he hadn't been with me, I might have given up the treatment of depression and left this world. ”

These words came out in one breath, and she felt a lot better in her heart, but tears also gushed out like a fountain, and there was no way to stop.

Su Yihang looked at her in disbelief, he didn't know any of these things. He always thought that that indifferent and ruthless Xiao En was caused by Liang An's departure.

Su Yanen habitually controlled her emotions and calmed herself down slowly. She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, but instead of putting it down, she looked at the scar on her wrist and said, "When you took me to the hospital, the doctor should have told you that there were already two scars here. The reason why you didn't tell me when I woke up was because I was afraid that I would be sad. But I can tell you now that I woke up awake. The two scars here are caused by self-harm during my depression episode. And the third scar was caused by me forgetting to take medicine after Liang An left, and I had a depression attack, which I couldn't control. ”

Speaking of this, her emotions have almost calmed down, "At that time, because of Liang An's existence, I have slowly reduced the amount of medicine, and even to the extent that I can not take medicine." When I was going through all this, Liang An was by my side. I liked him for three years, but I never said a word to him, because I was Miss Su. If it weren't for the stabbing wounds he was taking to save me on that rainy night, I wouldn't have confessed to him. ”

After saying this, Su Yanen put down her hand, she didn't care about these three scars anymore. Anyway, she had overcome her depression two years ago and could survive without taking medicine.

This scar just tells her that she once loved such a person, and loved so much that it could awaken her hope for life. If she can't meet her again in this world, then she won't look for it, because she can't love anymore.