Chapter 143: Face it calmly
At this moment, it was already three o'clock in the morning, Chen Yang was lying on the bed tossing and turning, still not sleeping.
In fact, Chen Yang's thoughts now are really simple, he just wants to live a dull life with Gao Yue, and he doesn't want to have any accidents in his life.
Whether it is Su Mucheng or Lin Weiwei, he can't give them anything now.
What she hopes is that Mu Cheng can completely get out of that sweet and bitter love and find her own happiness.
As for Lin Weiwei, Chen Yang was already a little relaxed in his heart, after all, for a mother who already had a child, she and she already belonged to two parallel lines, and it was difficult to have any integration point. This is also why he knew that Lin Weiwei could solve many questions in his heart, but he couldn't afford to go to her.
In Chen Yang's view, the current Lin Weiwei seems to be very contradictory. She has her own family and children, but she still can't forget the relationship with her twenty-eight-year-old self. In such a situation, it is extremely dangerous for her and her family, so Chen Yang doesn't want to have too much contact with Lin Weiwei.
Yu Lin was slightly contradictory, and his heart was full of entanglement. For the eighteen-year-old self, Lin Weiwei is his first love, but he hasn't seen him for a while, but she has become someone else's wife, and it is normal for her to have emotional ups and downs in her heart. But I know that reality does not allow me to think too much, and letting go and hiding is the best ending of this relationship.
The reader's comment made all the doubts in Chen Yang's heart pop up again, and these questions were like a messy vine intersecting in his heart, without any law at all.
Chen Yang wanted to find a starting point from the mess of questions to solve all the mysteries, but he had no clue.
Psychological hints, these four words have been hovering in Chen Yang's mind. This word, which used to only appear in TV dramas, suddenly appeared in his life, and for a moment, Chen Yang was a little afraid of this word. This is a somewhat illusory word for ordinary people, and even feels that it itself is synonymous with illusory, but it has been infinitely embellished and exaggerated by film and television dramas, and it is far less terrible than we imagined.
Chen Yang didn't know how to combine psychological suggestion with what he had experienced, and he couldn't find a suitable entry point. Everything he has experienced, the most crucial two people are now out of contact with themselves. Lin Weiwei didn't need to say much, the mysterious woman in red had never been seen again until now.
It was a bit of a coincidence that the mysterious woman had sent herself a notebook that looked like a twenty-eight-year-old memory key, and as the reader commented, she had just escaped from the shackles of twenty-eight-year-old memories, and it didn't take long for her to send the key to her twenty-eight-year-old memory.
If you can find this woman, you may be able to solve all the mysteries on your body.
Chen Yang didn't dare to completely deny that he had come through time, and if he completely denied it now, relatively speaking, there would definitely be more troubles waiting for him.
If you really don't come through time, then you must be your twenty-eight-year-old self, and you have become your eighteen-year-old self for some special reasons.
Can you really accept this outcome?
Obviously, I can't accept it.
The things that the twenty-eight-year-old self had done to Gao Yue made him too angry with him, and the twenty-eight-year-old self's later depraved life was also shameful.
Chen Yang always had a feeling that Lin Weiwei's return was not as simple as he thought. But he hoped that it would be as he thought, that she was married and had children, but she still had some feelings for herself in her heart.
Chen Yang sighed, helped Gao Yue and her daughter cover the quilt, and looked at the peaceful sleeping faces of the two by the moonlight, he murmured softly: "Sleep, sleep with confidence, no matter what happens in the future, I will protect you two forever." ”
The next day.
A sunny Sunday, a rare good weather in late autumn.
When Chen Yang woke up, it was almost noon, he got up, put on his clothes and walked out of the bedroom, and there was a message from Gao Yue on the table.
"Husband, I took my daughter and Xiaofang to the amusement park, you wake up and make some food by yourself, Momoda. ”
There were a few heart-shaped symbols at the end of the message, Chen Yang smiled knowingly and walked to the bathroom. When he finished washing up and walked out of the bathroom, Chen Yang's mobile phone just rang, and he picked it up from the table and glanced at it was Chen's mother.
"Mom, what's wrong?"
"I heard Xiaoyue say that you are home alone, and your mother made dumplings, come and eat them. ”
Chen Yang said with a happy face: "It's still my mother who loves me the most, and I'll be there soon." ”
"Stinky boy, don't be a sycophant, hang up. ”
Chen Yang happily went out and drove to his parents' house.
When Chen Yang entered the door, Chen's mother had already brought the steaming dumplings to the table, Chen Yang couldn't wait to eat them, and the eating appearance was told by Chen's father a few times, and the latter was just smirking, still eating regardless of the image.
Chen's mother poked her head out of the kitchen and said, "Yangzi, you will send some to Mu Cheng after you finish eating, I called just now to ask, this girl is busy, and she hasn't eaten yet." ”
Chen Yang was stunned for a moment and glanced at his father, the latter's expression did not change, but he was in trouble in his heart.
Chen Yang quickly finished the dumplings in the bowl, then got up and came to the kitchen.
"Mom, why don't you go with me to send it to Mu Cheng later?" Chen Yang looked puzzled.
Chen's mother glanced at Chen Yang and said, "You are really promising, Mu Cheng will embarrass you like this now, in case the girl who went abroad comes back one day, you must not hit the wall." ”
Chen Yang smirked "hehe", thinking that he was still less embarrassed by Lin Weiwei than Zhi Mucheng.
Go to the car of Mu Cheng's company.
Chen's mother said, "Yangzi, have you been avoiding Mu Cheng all this time?"
Chen Yang let out an "ah" and said with a smile: "Mom, how is it possible, why should I avoid her?"
Chen's mother snorted coldly and said, "Don't talk nonsense, I talked to Mu Cheng on the phone a few times, although she didn't say it explicitly, I can feel it." Besides, I gave birth to you, and I don't know what you are. ”
Chen Yang said helplessly: "Mom, I can't help it." I'm always in contact with Mu Cheng, and I'm a little hard to explain to Xiaoyue. ”
Chen's mother shook her head and said, "You, everything is fine, but you have always been indecisive and untidy when it comes to emotional problems." ”
Chen Yang smiled bitterly, but he didn't know how to answer.
"Yoko, Mom tells you that your biggest advantage is also your biggest shortcoming. You treat everyone with sincerity and sincerity, without the slightest reservation or heart. In today's society, there are few people like you, and it's too easy to suffer. But your personality makes you very popular with girls, and it has also created your current complex relationship problems. ”
"Mom, there's nothing wrong with your character, but when it comes to emotional issues, you must have your own opinions in the future, and you can't be so vague anymore. ”
"You think too much, you are always afraid that you will hurt Mu Cheng, you dare not face it, and you can only choose to escape, which will only make the relationship between you and Mu Cheng more and more complicated. ”
"You just need to know that Xiaoyue is your wife and Mu Cheng is your sister, and that's enough, you don't need to think about it so much. ”
"Isn't Mu Cheng still fond of you now? Then you can tell her directly, saying that it is impossible between you and her, it's as simple as that. ”
"Short-term pain is much easier to bear than long-term pain, don't let your loved one live in emotional torment, you know?"
Chen Yang said with a relieved face: "Mom, I understand, thank you." ”
Mother's words made Chen Yang suddenly pause.
I do love Mu Cheng, but it is my brother's love for my sister, and it is not mixed with other emotions.
The reason why he didn't dare to face her was because he was afraid that he would hurt her. Because he knows that Mu Cheng's feelings for him are obviously not brother and sister.
's indecisive personality has made both herself and her suffer from emotional problems. Maybe really facing everything calmly will completely liberate himself and her.