After dinner, Gao Yue packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went to the kitchen, Meng Meng was watching TV, and Chen Yang chatted in every way, thinking about what he should do now.

Looking around for a while, Chen Yang saw Mengmeng's schoolbag that was already a little worn out again, reached out and touched the remaining money in the pocket, Chen Yang stood up and came to Mengmeng's side.

Mengmeng seemed to have been secretly paying attention to Chen Yang, and when Chen Yang walked to her side, the little girl turned her head for the first time, still with a somewhat timid expression: "Dad... Does Daddy want to watch TV?"

Chen Yang was stunned for a moment and said with a smile: "Dad doesn't look at it, you see, Dad will talk to you about something." ”

For the title of father, Chen Yang accepted it very naturally, even he felt strange, maybe it was the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old who was haunting.

Chen Yang touched Mengmeng's head dotingly and said, "Dad, I can't use your schoolbag, why don't you let my mother buy you a new one?"

There was confusion in Mengmeng's big eyes, and she thought for a while and whispered: "Mom said that the family has no money, and she will buy it for me when she pays her salary next month." ”

Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, thinking that not long ago, the landlord came to collect the rent, and he still gave the money himself.

Don't even have the money to buy a schoolbag for your child?

Chen Yang's heart sank, shouldn't his children live a carefree life?

Meng Meng saw that Chen Yang's face had changed, and seemed to be a little scared: "Dad, Meng Meng doesn't buy a schoolbag, don't be angry... The voice grew quieter, and even tears welled up in the child's eyes.

Chen Yang was dumbfounded, he didn't know what was wrong, why the child was suddenly so scared.

Chen Yang hurriedly squatted down and comforted: "Good, don't cry, don't cry, Dad is not angry, okay, don't cry." ”

Meng Meng choked a few times, wiped her eyes, lowered her head and rubbed the corners of her clothes with her little hands.

Chen Yang's eyes lit up, my daughter, even when she was nervous, her small movements were exactly the same as herself, and she couldn't help but smile and said, "Dad took you out to buy a schoolbag, okay?"

Mengmeng raised her head and looked at Chen Yang, with some doubts on her little face: "Didn't Dad not let Mengmeng spend Dad's money?"

Chen Yang was suddenly stupid, what a bastard he is at the age of twenty-eight, his own money is not allowed to be spent by his daughter, I grass...

Looking at that innocent face, Chen Yang's eyes began to burn, and he couldn't hold back his tears.

After a short silence, Chen Yang left silently, and Mengmeng watched TV again.

Out of the house, with memory, Chen Yang found a stationery store not far from the entrance of the community, under the strange eyes of the stationery store owner, Chen Yang bought a schoolbag, and also bought all kinds of stationery, and then paid to leave.

"Hey, husband, was that person the one who lost the bet just now?"

"yes, the one who lost the money. The house was lost, and now I rent a house to live in. ”

"I heard people in the community say that they are drunk and dream of death every day, but today it is strange that they actually came out to buy schoolbags for their children. ”

"Be quiet, don't let anyone hear you. ”

Chen Yang smiled bitterly, it turned out that he was still a gambler, and he lost a lot of money.

Chen Yang sighed, what a fucking bastard he was at the age of twenty-eight.

Chen Yang wandered downstairs for more than two hours before returning home, mainly because he thought of a question.

What to do when you go to bed at night?

Even though he and Gao Yue are husband and wife, but after all, their psychological age is only eighteen years old, and they are still a virgin, if the couple do something like that at night, although it is natural, Chen Yang can't pass his own level, as if he is cheating, Chen Yang began to have a headache again.

When I opened the door, the lights were still on in the living room, the TV was turned off, and the lights were not on in the bedroom, so it seemed that the mother and daughter had fallen asleep.

Chen Yang closed the door, turned around and saw a quilt and pillow on the sofa, and smiled helplessly, it seemed that he was too careful, and the place where he slept should be the sofa.

Gao Yue's attitude towards herself, the expression on her face when she looked at herself, what she knew she was doing, how natural it was to sleep in the living room.

Putting the schoolbag and stationery on the table, Chen Yang was too lazy to wash, he was too tired, not physically tired, but mentally tired.

Eighteen-year-old himself, but to start a twenty-eight-year-old life, or the most difficult beginning, Chen Yang was a little broken, but what can he do, there is no other choice but to accept.

At this moment, Chen Yang was lying on the sofa, thinking of his parents, thinking of his sister, where they are now, whether they are doing well, why their lives are so hard, and why their parents and sister can't help themselves. When I thought of myself now, I was a drunkard, a gambler, an incompetent husband and father, and I was relieved.

"Alas"

With a long sigh, Chen Yang was a little dazed, how should he go down the road in the future.

In the dark, Chen Yang slowly closed his eyes, thinking that when he fell asleep this time and opened his eyes, he might be able to go back to the age of eighteen and return to the happy time. The love of parents will appear again, and the doting of my sister will be everywhere, how beautiful it would be.

"Smack"

The light in the living room turned on, which startled Chen Yang, and he hurriedly sat up, it was Gao Yue, who was wearing a pure white pajamas at the moment, he was so beautiful and moving, and he was standing in front of the bedroom door.

Her hair was falling down, and there was still a little sleepiness on her face, obviously Chen Yang's return had woken her up. At this time, she was staring directly at the schoolbag and stationery on the table in a daze.

Chen Yang was a little embarrassed: "Woke you up." Then he pointed to the schoolbag and said, "I saw that Mengmeng's schoolbag couldn't be used, so I bought her one." ”

Tears flowed down so quietly.

Chen Yang panicked, he really didn't know what to do.

Gao Yue sat opposite Chen Yang, tears were already all over his face, and for some reason, Chen Yang's heart was very painful, he himself understood that he was feeling sorry for the woman in front of him, his wife. Although he didn't know why Gao Yue was so sad, the care in his heart made Chen Yang feel the feeling of feeling sorry for someone for the first time.

"Are you leaving?" asked Gao Yue in a low voice.

Chen Yang was slightly stunned, go, where to go, his wife and daughter are here, where can he go, where will he go. Gao Yue cried because she was leaving?

Chen Yang smiled and comforted: "Look at you, what are you crying about, you and the child are here, what do I go, where will I go." ”

Gao Yue raised her head and said with teary eyes: "Really?"

Chen Yang looked at Gao Yue's teary eyes, as well as the look of anticipation, his heart was a little blocked, and he said: "Don't worry, I won't go anywhere, I will always accompany you and the child." ”

Gao Yue didn't cry anymore, she wiped away her tears, and looked at Chen Yang with a calm face, it seemed that the person in front of her was not her husband at all, and everything that happened today made her feel that it was just an illusion.

Is he really Chen Yang?

He allows Moe Moe to call him daddy.

He didn't drink today.

He actually bought a schoolbag and stationery for Mengmeng.

On a day of harmony, there was no quarrel in this family.

Are these real?

"Are you really Chen Yang?"