Gao Yue saw Chen Yang sitting on the edge of the bed, raised her hand to wipe away the tears in her eyes, and when she saw Chen Yang's twisted demeanor, she burst into tears and smiled: "Why are you like a little daughter-in-law today, where did you go when you are usually drunk and drunk?"

Chen Yang's face tightened: "Xiaoyue, I'm sorry, I... ”

Gao Yue moved her body to her daughter in the bed, and then said, "Okay, don't say it, go to bed quickly, didn't you say that you were going to look for a job tomorrow?"

Chen Yang looked away in embarrassment, Gao Yue saw that Chen Yang still didn't move, so he directly pulled Chen Yang's clothes twice, and Chen Yang had no choice but to take off his shoes and go to bed. Gao Yue turned around and hugged her daughter, leaving Chen Yang with a white and flawless back and a faint fragrance.

"Turn off the lights. ”

Chen Yang said "um", raised his hand to turn off the lamp, and then pulled a little quilt corner and gently covered his body, his heart had already risen to his throat, after all, in the past eighteen years, he had never slept in the same bed with a woman.

At the psychological age of eighteen years old, it is impossible to have a heart ape, after all, this is the first time Chen Yang has slept with a woman, and the faint fragrance coming from Gao Yue's body made Chen Yang's mind a little lost, and there are many fragrant pictures in his mind.

Chen Yang thought, if she and Gao Yue are the ones now, would she be willing?

No, you can't.

After a brief loss of reason, Chen Yang returned to reason. Can't go on like this, Chen Yang turned over, trying to get rid of Gao Yue's attraction to him, but his hand couldn't help touching Gao Yue's back, he hurriedly retracted his hand, and then slowly turned his back to Gao Yue.

"Did you sleep?" asked Gao Yue softly.

"No, no, what's wrong. ”

"You turn around. ”

"Ahh

Gao Yue asked himself to turn around and do something, did he really want to do that with himself.

Chen Yang turned over slowly, and he had already seen Gao Yue turn around, but at some point, the only cover on Gao Yue's upper body was gone, and Bai Huahua's body was in front of Chen Yang's eyes.

Chen Yang hurriedly closed his eyes, but Gao Yue instantly hugged Chen Yang's neck and buried his head in his chest.

Chen Yang's body stiffened there, and he was bitter in his heart, how should this be good.

After a long time, Gao Yue didn't make any movements, Chen Yang was a little puzzled, opened his eyes to see, and by the moonlight, he saw that Gao Yue's white shoulders were trembling.

Feeling cold in the chest, are they tears?

Gao Yue cried, her shoulders shaking, and there was a slight choking sound.

"Yoko, is that you?"

Chen Yang didn't answer, but he was bitter in his heart.

"Don't be the same person again, okay? I'm scared, I'm really scared. ”

Chen Yang had mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know when he shed tears, he raised his hand and hugged Gao Yue in his arms, and tightened his arms, this woman is his wife, and all he has to do is to give him some sense of security.

Chen Yang raised his hand to caress Gao Yue's back and whispered softly: "Don't cry, Xiaoyue, I will treat you and the child well in the future, and I will not let you and the child be wronged again." ”

"Good. ”

After saying this word, Gao Yue hugged Chen Yang tighter, and I don't know how long it took, Chen Yang heard Gao Yue's breathing sound become even and thought about trying to escape Gao Yue's embrace, but as soon as he moved Gao Yue's fingers, Gao Yue hugged him tighter.

Chen Yang sighed, at this moment he no longer had the dirty thoughts in his heart just now, he raised his hand, stripped the hair on Gao Yue's forehead, wiped the tears on his pretty face, touched Gao Yue's face with great distress, and then kissed Gao Yue's forehead lightly.

"Sleep well, you've worked hard for the past few years. ”

With his wife's soft body in his arms and his sleeping daughter next to him, at this moment, Chen Yang felt that everything was not so important, he just wanted to work hard for the two most important people in his life and create the best future for them.

。。。

When Chen Yang woke up, Gao Yue in his arms was gone, and Xiao Mengmeng was wearing a cute little vest pinching her father's nose.

Chen Yang wiped his face, and when the little girl was not paying attention, he directly hugged Mengmeng into his arms, and the little girl giggled.

At this time, Gao Yue walked in, saw the father and daughter playing, and said with a smile: "Don't make trouble, get up quickly, breakfast is ready." ”

Chen Yang nodded, picked up his daughter, helped her get dressed, and then ran to the bathroom to wash.

"You'd better find someone who matches your major, so that it's easier to find a job and you can get started quickly. ”

At the dinner table, Gao Yue gave Chen Yang porridge and said some suggestions for him to find a job.

Chen Yang took the bowl and nodded, but he was crying bitterly in his heart: "I haven't gone to college at all, I have a high school of Chinese, and I don't have any work experience, what should I do." ”

Seeing Chen Yang bowing his head and pondering, Gao Yue seemed to think of something, and said, "It's hard to find a job now, don't worry, take your time, don't worry." ”

Although Chen Yang and Gao Yue only got along for just two days, Chen Yang was sure that such a beautiful wife was virtuous and understanding, and he was desperate for himself, he really couldn't figure out why his twenty-eight-year-old self would be so bad to this woman.

Don't be in a hurry, how can you not be in a hurry, Chen Yang is a man, and his dignity is there. Now this family is supported by Gao Yue, this is Chen Yang's biggest pressure.

Chen Yang smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely work hard." ”

Mengmeng took a sip of porridge and raised her little arm: "Come on, Dad." ”

Looking at the mother and daughter, Chen Yang's heart was warm, and the fighting spirit in his heart was strengthened a little. With such a perfect wife and such a well-behaved daughter, how can I not struggle.

After eating, the three of them went out of the house, first put Gao Yue on the bus, then sent Meng Meng to the kindergarten, and finally Chen Yang got on the bus and headed for the largest talent market in J City.

After getting off the bus, Chen Yang asked a few passers-by, and then he found the talent market, but the scene in front of him made him a little dumbfounded.

can only be described as a sea of people, the front of each recruiting unit is crowded with people, and Chen Yang doesn't even know what to do next.

After squeezing back and forth in the crowd in a daze, Chen Yang's heart slowly cooled down, because some people who were much better than him were rejected by the employer again and again, and Chen Yang was completely desperate.

Two hours later, Chen Yang, with a disappointed face, walked out of the talent market, and he knew in his heart that he was in such a condition that it was undoubtedly a fool's dream to find a job here.

Chen Yang walked aimlessly on the road, looking at the tall building in front of him in a daze, he found that he was so small and helpless, and he felt like he wanted to cry.

He fantasized about his future, first finding a stable job, then slowly hoarding capital, and finally starting his own business. Now think about it, how ridiculous such a fantasy is.

The reality is so cruel, the talent market is a war without gunpowder, and the victor strides forward to a new beginning in life. The losers are dejected and still have to struggle in this war.

Chen Yang didn't take the bus anymore, his memory was okay, he was going to walk home, not to save the two yuan bus money, he just wanted to walk to resolve the depression in his heart.