After returning to the hotel and arranging everyone, I went out alone and took a taxi straight to school to pick up Sixteen from school.

On the way, I kept thinking about what to do in the future, how to consolidate my position as an old Qiantuan, and how to become an irreplaceable existence for others.

The fat man has a flexible mind and has more scheming than me, the fox has better social experience and experience than me, Su Yurong is calm and composed, and his skills are better than mine, and I know that my sense of presence in this team is getting lower and lower.

I have been thinking about it for a long time and have not thought of a way to consolidate my position, and now I am still too young to lack the experience and social experience that time brings.

I know that I can't maintain my current relationship by relying on favors and feelings, and this old group may fall apart at any time, just like Su Yurong said to me...... Will leave at any time.

Everyone will have their own pursuits and lives, and everyone doesn't need to gather around me to wade through the muddy waters, and facing the thorny problems of the AOB Group is far less simple than them going to the table to play two handfuls.

But now I can't do without the people around me, and I can't do it on my own, what should I do?

Before I knew it, I came to the school gate, but now I couldn't relax, and my heart was like a heavy stone, which made me breathless.

I think of the stones around Sixteen, I am like a screw to unite everyone together, it is because of me that they will stand on the same front, but how to maintain this relationship?

Although there is no crack in the relationship now, the second uncle often says that it is necessary to take precautions as a person, and it is always easier to find a problem and solve it in advance than when facing a problem.

In repeated contemplation, I suddenly found a figure in front of me, white sneakers, light-colored jeans, and a white down jacket to set off the elegant temperament.

"Sanming, you're different today. Sixteen looked at me calmly, I smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I forgot to bring my skateboard here tonight, next time......"

"No, you have something on your mind, can you tell me?" she could tell at a glance that I had something on my mind, but I couldn't tell her.

"This ...... It's nothing, I'll send you home. ”

I walked side by side with her on the road, the same night and the same ice and snow, but with a completely different state of mind, even in the face of the same people, I couldn't relax.

Because I didn't know how to unite my old Qiantuan, my second uncle told me to be a northern eagle and gather all the people around.

But I can't find a way to cohesion, I don't even know how to win people's hearts, fat fox and Su Yurong, we are too familiar with each other!

I don't have the prodigal character of my second uncle, and I don't have the kind of rendering power he has, I know very well in my heart the gap between myself and him, and this gap makes me feel a strong sense of frustration.

Walking step by step on the empty street, my heart was in unprecedented panic, and my inner hesitation and struggle had made me almost collapse, and I couldn't find the next way out......

"Sanming, you see that the stars are bright tonight. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Don't you have anything to say to me? This is not what Mr. Xiong Sanming should be......

"I ...... I'll send you home. ”

"Are you in trouble?"

I didn't know how to answer her question, and all I could do at the moment was to take out a cigarette and light it, and smoke it to hide the fear in my heart.

I had a very bad feeling that my screw was about to break......

The second uncle once said that it is a big deal for a man to start all over again, but how can I start all over again when I get to this day? How can I fulfill my long-cherished wishes and commitments by relying on my own strength? How can I make myself strong enough to face the world independently?

For some reason, it was a cold night, I pulled on my trench coat and smoked, the exhaled smoke swept across my face with a hint of heat, and I could feel the temperature in my chest.

But the temperature is slowly getting colder, slowly melting by the cold wind, this feeling makes me almost crazy, but I can't catch the lost temperature.

"I've never seen you preoccupied before......"

Suddenly she took my hand, and the moment I held my hand, my heart trembled, and she didn't say anything more, just accompanied me in her way.

The moon is sparse, and I can feel the temperature of her palms on this silent night, warming my heart little by little.

A distance is about to be completed in the blink of an eye, and my palms are full of warmth, and at this moment I feel very sorry for her, and I feel very useless.

A big man is melancholy in front of a girl, she was originally going to be protected, she was originally full of expectation and firmness, but now what I bring her is cold and helpless.

"Sanming, give up, there are some things that you can't change. She looked up at the night sky and spoke calmly, but I was not at peace in my heart.

"No, you're mistaken. "I don't understand what she means, but I can't talk to her about it, because some things are destined to be carried by myself.

"I know what you're thinking, and though you didn't tell me, I know you're in trouble. ”

"It's not too much trouble, it's just that I can't find my place in life, and it's good to be in the past...... Men, they will always be hypocritical. ”

I deliberately bluffed it, but she was too smart! I don't know if I can hide it.

"It's not that simple, I know your character, sometimes you can fool others, but you can never fool yourself. She looked at me calmly, with eyes that seemed to be able to see through my heart.

"I'm really fine, I'm just a little nervous tonight. "I tried my best to hide myself, and at this moment I regretted it, regretting that I shouldn't have come to her with a low mood.

She was more mature after the accident of AOB, her eyes seemed to be able to see through the world, and I couldn't hide myself in front of her.

"Sanming, you are different from others...... You're really different from others. After saying that, she stretched out her hands and hugged me, and this hug made my heart chuckle!

Such close contact made me feel inexplicably warm, all the thoughts in my heart disappeared in an instant, just a hug can melt my heart, and let me see my current self clearly.

What the hell is wrong with me? I'm so weak that I want a girl to comfort me? I need a girl to worry about me?

"Hey...... Actually, I did it on purpose...... "I hugged her harder, and the translation of a word caught her off guard.

I didn't let go no matter what, I just hugged her tightly, but I could see the disappointment in her eyes that I didn't have time to hide, and her eyes deeply stimulated me!

I understand one thing, if you don't have enough determination and preparation, why do you want to break into her heart so easily, why let her see hope again?

"Hurry up and let go, or I'm going to get angry!" she sneered, and I slowly let go.

Although I feel like a bastard who takes advantage, I feel much calmer in my heart, because girls can always make men stronger and fearless.

"I don't know why, but seeing you every time makes me stronger. I said with a smile, and she smiled softly.

In the past, the second uncle said that women are the driving force for men to move forward, and men are persistent, as long as they are for the love and hope in their hearts, they will move forward bravely.

"Okay, I'll send you here, I should go back too......" Actually, I felt a little embarrassed.

"Don't worry, can you tell me what you're thinking? I think I can help you. ”

"No, it's cold outside, you should go back and rest early. ”

"It's okay, Mr. Xiong Sanming can go to my house for a glass of water today!"

"This ......"

For a while, I was a little at a loss, holding hands and hugging and then going to drink a glass of water, could it be that I was going to have good luck tonight? But I didn't have that mind at all......

"Let's go, it's just a glass of water, what are you blushing?"

"Haha, where do I blush?"

Sixteen sentences made my face hot, I did think too much just now, but I also thought more about this kind of thing!

In the dead of night, a lonely man and a widow went to drink a glass of water, God knows what would happen! Before I knew it, the little flame in my heart began to burn, and I couldn't even suppress it!

"Then why aren't you leaving, are you worried about something?" she looked at me meaningfully, with a hint of cunning in her eyes.

"No, no, I just don't think it's appropriate at this late hour...... After all, you're a girl......"

As I spoke, my heart was already restless, and I went upstairs in the middle of the night to drink a glass of water, and all fools knew what it meant......