Chapter 175: Jokes
Chen Yang parked the car in the parking space in front of the bar, looked at the door of the bar in a daze, and after a long time, he sighed, opened the car door and got out of the car, and walked towards the bar.
Chen Yang searched all the memories of Xu Longfei, but the memories of the twenty-eight-year-old were anger and hatred for him, and it was difficult to find a trace of brotherhood in the past.
And Xu Longfei in his memory is a complete villain, not only stealing his own plan, but also making himself lose all his people in the company. In other words, the fall of the twenty-eight-year-old was also caused by Xu Longfei to a certain extent.
Chen Yang didn't want to think of these memories, but at this moment, he had to recall these memories again. For eighteen-year-old Chen Yang, this is an extremely painful process. He is his most trusted brother, but he gave himself the most fatal knife.
Chen Yang can understand why the twenty-eight-year-old hates Xu Longfei so much, it is because he can't believe that all this is true, and he is unwilling to admit that it is the best brother who pushed him into the abyss.
At this moment, Chen Yang didn't believe that Xu Longfei would deal with him simply because of Gao Yue, he needed to know the answer from Xu Longfei.
Chen Yang slowly pushed open the door of the bar, his mood was already extremely heavy.
Xiaomei greeted her as soon as possible, and said in Chen Yang's ear: "Brother Yang, that person is waiting for you in the lounge." ”
Chen Yang nodded and walked directly towards the lounge, but his heartbeat suddenly accelerated. However, the moment he pushed open the door and saw the man who was contemplating, Chen Yang's mood instantly eased again.
Xu Longfei is dressed very casually today, without the suits and leather shoes of the past, and the whole person looks very decadent. Seeing Chen Yang come in, a faint smile appeared on his face, and he said like a master: "It's here." ”
Chen Yang nodded, his heart was mixed, and he didn't know how to talk to Xu Longfei in front of him.
The two sat down at the small table, Xu Longfei picked up a bottle of wine and said, "I bought two bottles of Erwotou, we will drink it when we go to school, twenty yuan a bottle, can we drink it?"
Chen Yang didn't answer, but his heart was extremely surging, and the past suddenly appeared in his mind one after another, making him a little unbearable for a while.
Xu Longfei unscrewed the cap of the wine bottle, poured two full glasses, and put on the table the same appetizers as when he was in school, a bag of dried peanuts.
Xu Longfei picked up a glass of wine, as if he had something to say, however, just "uh", his eyes were red. He threw his neck back to drain the wine, grabbed a few peanuts and lowered his head.
Chen Yang picked up the wine glass and poured the full glass of wine directly into his mouth, a hot and spicy reverberation in his abdomen, but he felt that his depressed mood was much better.
After a long silence, Xu Longfei raised his head, there was a glimmer of light in the corners of his eyes, and said with a wry smile: "Yangzi, do you hate me very much?"
Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, he didn't know how to answer this question.
Hate?
For the twenty-eight-year-old self, it is indeed hateful.
However, what about your eighteen-year-old self?
Chen Yang was silent for a long time, and said in a low voice: "Do you think I should hate you?"
Xu Longfei smiled miserably and said, "Hate." I, your most trusted brother, gave you the last blow. After finishing speaking, Xu Longfei poured the wine again and drank it dry again in one gulp.
Chen Yang looked at the wine glass on the table that was filled with wine again, he reached out to take it, but stopped halfway.
"I wonder what you're doing all this for. Chen Yang raised his head and looked directly at Xu Longfei with his eyes.
Xu Longfei let out a long breath and said, "That's why I came to you today." I'm leaving the city, I don't want to leave with regrets, I want to tell you everything. ”
"Yoko, do you remember what I said to you when you first came to D City?"
Chen Yang didn't reply, but nodded.
Xu Longfei smiled, and then said: "At that time, I said to you, Yangzi, we are buddies, brothers who are closer than brothers, and whenever you are in trouble, I will stand behind you." ”
"Bang"
Chen Yang slapped the table angrily, the small table almost toppled over because of the huge vibration, the wine bottle fell to the ground, rolled to the side, and the wine flowed out of the bottle.
Chen Yang roared in a low voice: "What I want is the reason, not this nonsense, if you are here to talk to me this nonsense, please leave here now." ”
Xu Longfei's expression did not change in any way because of Chen Yang's anger, he smiled faintly, picked up the wine bottle under the table, and filled his own wine glass.
"There are two reasons, one is Gao Yue and the other is Shen Haoqi, which one do you want to hear?" Xu Longfei said directly, his eyes staring straight at Chen Yang.
Chen Yang sat back in his chair, panting, he thought that Gao Yue's guess was not wrong, it was indeed part of her reason, but he couldn't figure out why there was something about Shen Haoqi here.
After a long time, seeing that Chen Yang did not answer, Xu Longfei began to speak.
"Maybe it's because of jealousy, jealous that you have so much good luck, as the best brother, but I have too much resentment towards you in my heart. ”
"When I was in college, I fell in love with Takatsuki, and I secretly confessed to her, but it ended in failure. Later I realized that it was you that she liked. I really don't know why all the women like you. Su Mucheng is, so is Lin Weiwei, why is even Gao Yue like this. ”
After a pause, Xu Longfei took a sip of wine, let out a sigh of wine, and said with a somewhat self-deprecating smile: "To be honest, I really envy you." But because of that, I hated you in my heart from then on. ”
"You already have Lin Weiwei, why do you want to grab Gao Yue with me. I don't know if you can feel it, at that time, I was almost obsessed with Gao Yue, but everything was just my unrequited love. ”
"After graduation, I worked hard, just thinking that if I could break into a good future, I would be able to impress Gao Yue and win her heart. What I didn't expect, however, was that what happened next was to make me completely hopeless. Gao Yue has your child, and the two of you are married because of it. ”
"It was the darkest time of my life, but I also knew that my pain was just wishful thinking. Because in Takatorsuki's place, I might just be an old classmate who didn't hate him very much. ”
"I left the city that left me scarred and came to this city. I thought that time could dilute everything, heal the wounds in my heart, and even forget you, Gao Yue, and my own painful unrequited love that had no results. ”
Xu Longfei stopped again, he glanced up at Chen Yang with some emotion, and then said: "It's really a trick, but I didn't expect that you would actually come to me, and it was when you were the most embarrassed." ”
"You are my brother, I can't leave you alone, I introduced you to our company. However, what I didn't expect was that the heavens would always give you so much good luck. ”
"I've been working hard for two years in the company, and I'm just an assistant supervisor. And you, with the appreciation of your boss, easily achieved the position of supervisor in half a year and became my top boss. ”
"Yoko, do you know how unwilling I am in my heart?"
Chen Yang did not answer Xu Longfei's question, all this was experienced at the age of twenty-eight, and it didn't have much to do with him. Looking back on the past, Chen Yang also sighed a little at the injustice of fate.
Everyone has their own most hidden inner world, and no one can completely see through the hearts of others. In Xu Longfei's case, the twenty-eight-year-old self almost destroyed his world. Although what he hates is a little inexplicable, it is also a matter of course.
Lighting the cigarette, in the smoke, Xu Longfei's voice was a little hoarse: "Although I have too much resentment towards you in my heart, I still have to be the best brother with you on the surface." Because I know that my hatred for you is all for my personal reasons. ”
"However, your indifference to Gao Yue makes my hatred for you deeper and deeper. She is a woman I can't hope for, you have her, but you don't know how to cherish it. I really don't understand, why do you do those things that hurt Takatotsuki. ”
"By chance, I met Shen Haoqi. He asked me to make you lose everything you have now, that's a threat, and I don't know where he found out about my embezzlement of company money. ”
"I can't afford to lose my job, and I don't want to go to jail. Or maybe none of these are the reasons, but I can only choose to do what he says. ”
"I know you too well, and you value brotherhood more than anything else. My betrayal will definitely hit you completely. ”
"I admit that the reason why I did that was not entirely because of Shen Haoqi's persecution, I also have selfish intentions, I want to make you completely down, so that Gao Yue will leave you. ”
"But I was wrong. Gao Yue is a good woman, a perfect woman, since she chose you, how could she leave you when you are down?"
Xu Longfei's voice disappeared, and the two of them sat quietly, and after a long time, he sighed: "Only now do I understand that when I want to really leave this city and put down all my masks to face you, it turns out that everything I did before was just a joke, a joke that I directed and acted myself,"
The expression on Chen Yang's face was very calm, and his mood was also very peaceful, if he threw away the memory of being twenty-eight years old, for him, everything Xu Longfei said was just a story with a not very good ending.
However, the words left by Xu Longfei when he left shocked Chen Yang.