Chapter 29: Low self-esteem

Liu Jinfeng is an uncommon wonder, since she got married, every time she goes back to her parents' house, she cries poor, eats and takes, and scolds and scolds in her mouth, she always feels that Liu Dali has left too many benefits for her younger brother, she has not been stained with a little light as a daughter, and she has changed her tricks in front of Liu Dali, and even Liu Dali's death is inseparable from her.

When she came to the house before, her speech was too ugly, so angry that Liu Dali's face turned blue, and she raised her crutches to beat her, but she was used to being spicy, and pushed the old man lightly and heavily, Liu Dali was old, unstable, slipped, fell and stroked, and left after lying on the hospital bed for two months.

The Liu family is a big surname in Damu Village, although the strength of the clan is weak in this era, but Liu Dali, as a clan elder, still has a certain influence, he was injured by his daughter like this, and he didn't need Liu Changsheng and Cheng Zhaodi to come out, several clan elders took a few young people in the prime of life and went straight to Liu Jinfeng's in-law's house, and taught Liu Jinfeng and her husband Gao Yimiao a hard lesson.

Later, Liu Dali died, Liu Jinfeng was weak and did not dare to come to the funeral, and several clan elders rushed to her in-law's house and escorted her and her husband to kneel in front of Liu Dali's spirit.

That time tossed Liu Jinfeng and his wife a lot, so she stopped for a long time, and has not been at their door since that time.

But it is unimaginable that Liu Jinfeng, such a shrewd and powerful woman, is obedient as a little sheep in front of Gao Yimiao, allowing her husband to beat and scold at will, it is said that when her in-laws are still there, she is also waiting carefully with low eyebrows, and sends them to the end of her old age, a hundred times closer than her father, as long as her mother-in-law speaks, she rushes back to her mother's house to ask for money and things, which makes her mother's chicken and dog restless.

Liu Changsheng was frightened by this sister, and subconsciously became wary of his three daughters, feeling that girls were just elbows turned out, and after getting married, they would only go to their in-laws, Liu Dali was better when he was there, but now that Liu Dali is gone, he is becoming more and more obvious.

Liu Jinfeng's personality and character are very bad, but she is related to several of them after all, especially Liu Tiantian is somewhat similar to her in both appearance and personality.

She never wants Liu Tiantian to become a woman like Liu Jinfeng who is confused and only knows how to be in the nest, so she must be changed from now on.

"I plan to propose to the principal to hold a story contest, so that the students of the whole school can compete to tell stories, and the best one will stand in front of the whole school to tell the story, and then let the principal present her with the award in front of the whole school. Every day, you are beautiful and lively, and I think you have the best hope of winning the prize in this competition. For Liu Tiantian, who loves face, it is best to coax her and wear a high hat for her.

"Can I do it?" Although Liu Tiantian was still a little hesitant and cowardly, he was still very useful in complimenting Liu Haohao.

She sometimes shows strong self-esteem, but such pride still stems from her own lack of self-confidence, in this family, she is not the eldest sister, nor is she the younger brother, as an unappreciated girl, she can only rely on the daily spun to highlight her sense of existence, otherwise she will become an unappreciated wood like the second sister Liu Xuexue.

In her heart, she is actually as inferior as Liu Xuexue, but the two of them behave in opposite ways to the outside world.

No matter how spicy she is, she can't hide her strong insecurity and lack of confidence, although she has always disliked Liu Haohao before, but now only Liu Haohao tells her that she can do it, and she has never heard such words from others.

Daddy always said with a disdainful face that girls are useless, and Grandma said that she was not the material for reading, and it was a waste of money to let her study,......

She looked at Liu Haohao, her eyes were complicated.

Cheng Zhaodi thought that tonight was the same as every ordinary night, there was nothing special, when she sat in front of the kerosene lamp and mended her clothes, Liu Tiantian and Liu Xiangxiang actually wanted to tell her a story, and even Liu Xuexue blushed and read a text to her, which really surprised her.

"Grandma, are they saying well?" asked Liu with a good smile.

"Okay, good, good ......" Cheng Zhaodi was more surprised than happy, she didn't understand what kind of medicine these children were selling in their gourds.

"Let them tell you stories every night. ”

"This, this ......" Cheng Zhaodi should not be, should not be, she can see that Liu Haohao did not let the three children tell her stories, but had other purposes, but she couldn't figure out why Liu Haohao did this, but the children were very happy, it should not be a bad thing.

Liu Haohao doesn't care if she agrees or not, she is easy-going on the outside, but her personality on the inside is very strong, what she wants to do, whether the other party wants to do it or not, she will find a way to make the other party accept it, for several younger siblings, and for her parents.

After all, it's only been two days since she came here, and she still hasn't really been able to treat them as her own family, who let her forget to drink that bowl of Meng Po soup before she was reborn, as an only child who was nurtured and loved by her parents in her previous life wholeheartedly, the gap between the two pairs of parents is too big.

She looked at the kerosene lamp and lost her mind slightly, remembering that in her previous life, when she was a child, the weather in the summer was very hot, at that time air conditioning was not yet popular, and she felt that the wind of the micro fan was too big and uncomfortable, so her mother lay down beside her and fanned herself for a night; she had rhinitis, and she couldn't smell the smell of mosquito coils, and her father had to seriously beat herself with mosquitoes in the mosquito net every night, and only after confirming that there were no mosquitoes did she dare to ask her to sleep; the dinner table at home was always on the table with her favorite food, and sometimes she just casually mentioned what kind of food was delicious, and her parents would do everything possible to learn to make it for her……

In fact, these are not big things that move the world, they are some small things in life, but they are now parents can not give her, they have four children, there is no way to put all their feelings into one child, not to mention the living conditions at home are not good, they work hard to support the family, there is no way to take into account the emotional needs of the children, and their limited cultural level, coupled with the limitations of the times, resulting in their lack of ability to raise their children as carefully as parents ten or twenty years later.

She can understand all of this, but only understands.

has been loved so truly for a lifetime, so she can't have any family expectations for her current parents for the time being, maybe time will change all this, maybe in the future, they will have deep feelings.