"I won't!"

My voice made Xie Ying stunned slightly.

Immediately, he sneered and looked at me with some disdain: "After all, you are just a selfish guy, you are just greedy for Lu Mei to be young and beautiful, when Lu Mei is older, will you still like Lu Mei as always?"

"If you really like Lu Mei, you should let go and let Lu Mei find someone who can really bring you happiness. Xie Ying said.

I was just indifferent to Xie Ying's words, stared at Xie Ying and said, "I like Lu Mei." ”

One word at a time.

"I can't guarantee anything else, I can't guarantee that I can give Lu Mei a stable life, maybe I can't even give happiness, but what I can guarantee is that even if Lu Mei is old and decrepit, I still like Lu Mei, and this relationship will never change. I said.

This kind of words is more like a manifesto.

It was the first time I had faced my feelings.

In the past, when I faced these feelings, I was always running away because I didn't even know what was going on in my heart.

I don't know what kind of relationship I have with Lu Mei, and I don't understand what kind of feelings I have for Lu Mei.

But when I saw Lu Mei and Xie Ying eating together, talking and laughing, I finally understood what I was thinking.

I'm jealous.

Why are you jealous? It's because you like it that you're jealous.

It was at this time that I finally determined what I thought in my heart, I like Lu Mei.

In the same way, I also like Liu Ruyan.

Liu Ruyan even knew about my relationship with Lu Mei.

I know that the kind of liking in my heart is a little greedy and a little overbearing, but like is like.

Even if I can't give anything, the feeling I like in my heart won't change.

I may not know when I fell in love with Lu Mei, and I don't know why I fell in love with Lu Mei.

Freemasonry, perhaps?

Who knows.

But so what? It doesn't matter, it's the liking that matters, and that's enough.

"No matter what happens, I want to keep Lu Mei by my side domineeringly. ”

"Seeing Lu Mei eating and laughing with you, I will be jealous. ”

"I know the weight of Lu Mei in my heart, and I also know that I can be a jerk, scumbag, trash. ”

"But I just like her, if one day, someone who is better to Lu Mei appears, and Lu Mei also likes that person and wants to leave me, I will not stop it. ”

"I'll be sad, but that's when I'll let go. ”

"Everything, I respect Lu Mei's opinion, if Lu Mei wants to leave me, I will try my best to stay, but I will not force it. ”

"You said, I can't give Lu Mei happiness, I should let Lu Mei leave and find my own happiness. Facing Xie Ying, I asked rhetorically, "So, let me ask if you leave me, will Lu Mei be happy?"

Xie Ying's face changed for a moment, and he just wanted to give a positive answer, but then Xie Ying remembered Lu Mei's character, and his face couldn't help but become a little lost.

Lu Mei is the kind of person who will die once she falls in love with someone.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this loyalty to love that Lu Mei has become more attractive, and so many people like Lu Mei.

A person who is desperate for love will not let go easily, or rather, will not let go at all.

is like Lu Mei's first boyfriend, until Lu Mei was covered in bruises, and it wasn't until Lu Mei knew that the boyfriend was in the same X love, Lu Mei chose to give up.

It can be said that it is the tip of the horns, but this stubbornness is also particularly charming.

At this time, if I don't say anything and leave Lu Mei directly, then who is the saddest person?

Or Lu Mei.

Even if Lu Mei can find someone who is good to her in the future, this kind of deep scar in her heart will still accompany her for a lifetime.

It is more likely that Lu Mei will die alone in her old age.

"I'm not afraid of your jokes, my family conditions are not bad, they are very poor. ”

"Mom and Dad borrowed a million loan sharks and threw them at me, and I was saddled with a million debts. ”

Xie Ying's eyes flickered slightly.

"And Lu Mei, for the sake of her ex-boyfriend, borrowed more than one million arrears outside, it may be sympathy, or it may be some other reason, we like each other. ”

"I will pay off the money Lu Mei owes first, and then pay off my debts little by little. I said.

It's a man's responsibility.

"I heard Lu Mei say that she also asked you to borrow money, how much did you borrow, and I paid it back for Lu Mei. I said.

Xie Ying's brows furrowed and he shook his head: "No need, not much." ”

"It's different, if these arrears can't be paid off, Lu Mei will never feel at ease, and if she pays it back, Lu Mei will have less pressure. I said.

Staring at me twice, Xie Ying could feel the persistence in my eyes.

"Seventy thousand. ”

Through my mobile phone, I transferred 70,000 yuan to Xie Ying.

"I understand about you. Xie Ying sighed and stood up: "Although I understand, I still have to say that I will not give up Lu Mei." ”

"Moreover, if one day, you bully Lu Mei and I know about it, I will never let you go. ”

After dropping a sentence, Xie Ying turned around and left.

Without taking two steps, Lu Mei happened to come out of the bathroom, and when she saw Xie Ying leaving, she hurriedly asked, "What's wrong, are you going back?"

"Well, the police force has a rule, you can't be too late at night, I'll go back first, and if you have any trouble, call me. Xie Ying smiled and left.

This person, although he is a rival in love, is not annoying.

Lu Mei returned to her seat and glanced at me.

I blushed.

The words just said, just under the backdrop of that atmosphere, came as soon as he opened his mouth.

But now after saying it, I feel very ashamed, fortunately Lu Mei was not next to me just now, otherwise, I would never be able to say those words.

"Hey, Xiaofei......" Just when I was a little shy in my heart, Lu Mei suddenly opened her mouth.

"What's wrong?"

"What if...... One day, if I want to leave you, it will not be enough to keep you. Lu Mei looked at me, her eyes flashing with a strange luster: "Even if you force me, you must keep me by your side." ”

Airplanes!

I just felt a surge of heat, and it surged instantly.

His face instantly turned the color of pork liver: "You...... Did you hear that?"

"Well, I heard it clearly, Xiaofei said that he liked me for the first time, and he was super happy. Lu Mei supported her chin with her hands, stared at me with big eyes, and a happy smile on her face.

I want to die!

It's true!

I never realized that these words were so humiliating.

But Lu Mei was not ready to let it go like this: "Hehe, Xiaofei is really a duplicitous guy, and he usually doesn't say anything in his mouth." ”

"Please, just because I didn't say anything before. I pleaded.

"That's not good, Xiaofei said that he liked me, said that he would be sad if I left, and wanted me to stay by his side, even if I was old and decrepit, he would never dislike me, and he always liked me...... Hee-hee...... I didn't expect to hear these words from Xiao Fei's mouth. ”

"Please, forget about it......" I was about to cry.

"Well, it's impossible, I'll keep these words in my heart for the rest of my life. Lu Mei said with a grin.

I was desperate.

At this moment, Lu Mei suddenly stretched out a hand and gently stroked my face.

"Xiao Fei said, it will be sad if I leave...... Therefore, I will never leave Xiaofei for the rest of my life, even if it is ...... Even if Xiaofei has other people he likes, it doesn't matter. Lu Mei smiled.

It's just that smile, but it looks a little bleak.

What woman wants the man she likes to have another woman in his heart?

No one likes that, and neither does Lu Mei.

However, Lu Mei still accepted this, even if it was a little sad.

I didn't hide this from Lu Mei.

Lu Mei also maintained this relationship with me when she knew about it.

In my heart, there has never been a time when I wanted to bring happiness to the woman in front of me as strongly as I do now.

"Xiao Fei hasn't been with me for a long time, tonight, will you accompany me?"