I walked out of the house, just came out of the house, the driver has been waiting outside the door for a long time, I took Sister Hong, Muzi drank Lei Shan, got into the car, the car started slowly, the warm hut also with the speed of the car, slowly left my sight, I came this time, concealed a lot of mother's things, no accident is the best, but I also hope that this is not my mother's last face.

The atmosphere in the car is very silent, I am because I am mentally preparing for what I am going to say to Sister Hong next, and Sister Hong, from the beginning, she seems to have noticed something, from the car to the present, she has not said a word, if you can, I don't want to say these words, but everything has accidents, no one can guarantee what will happen in the next second.

"Alright, driver, you go down first. "When I was about to reach the helm, I asked the driver to stop, and Sister Hong heard my words and turned her head to look at me, with a look in her eyes that I couldn't understand, and I didn't want to delve into the meaning, because it was something I couldn't afford.

"Sister Hong, I have something to say to you...... "It's even more difficult than I imagined, and it's even more difficult to say, and I can't speak for a long time, "Can you not say it?" I don't want to hear it. Sister Hong was the first to speak, and when I heard Sister Hong's words, I felt even more heartache, Sister Hong was so smart, she had already guessed what I wanted to say, so it would be so.

Sister Hong has never been such a person, but in front of me, Sister Hong was scared, very afraid of what I said next, but we all know that this is inevitable and will have to be faced sooner or later.

I flinched from Sister Hong's pleading eyes, and I suddenly didn't want to go on, because I knew myself best, and if I said it, would Sister Hong resent me?

“…… The situation in the county has not been good recently, and in case, if I don't come back, I will trouble you to take care of my mother. As soon as the words were spoken, it was not as easy as imagined, but it became heavier, when did it come to this point.

"I don't want to, your mother, why do I have to take care of it, you come by yourself, okay?", Sister Hong became stubborn at this moment, pretending not to understand my words, "Sister Hong...... "I looked at Sister Hong, I couldn't bear to continue, Sister Hong's already red eyes were placed on her side, but her hands trembled slightly, everything, telling me that this woman, who is not a strong woman now, showed her softest side in front of me.

"Don't do that. "I didn't dare to look at Sister Hong, I lowered my head, I didn't dare to look at Sister Hong's face anymore, "The situation in the county is too complicated, in fact, I don't necessarily have an accident, it's ......just that there is a case in everything," I explained in a low voice, I don't believe in the authenticity of the words, let alone Sister Hong.

When I said this, I actually didn't believe it myself, so did Sister Hong, Sister Hong understands me, I have always been a person who only reports good news and not bad news, today's situation, if it is not for a great chance, I will not say such things to Sister Hong.

"Really?" Sister Hong was about to cry, I should have replied yes, but I couldn't say it myself, because I didn't dare to promise Sister Hong, even I wasn't sure about it, Sister Hong, she believed my words, in this regard, she was a dead-eyed person, I gave Sister Hong a promise, I had to think a little more, if I can't come back, do I want Sister Hong to keep that promise? I won't do this.

Instead of using this promise that I can't make now, it's better to let Sister Hong face the reality now, "Sister Hong, everything is free of you." "I didn't answer Sister Hong's question directly, my reaction has already told Sister Hong the answer, her current mood doesn't look as excited as she was just now, it just looks, her eyes betrayed herself, Sister Hong's heart is far less calm than her appearance.

"Okay, I promise you, but you must come back, and if you don't, I can't guarantee that I will do anything myself. "Sister Hong said this, her emotions couldn't be suppressed, tears unconsciously flowed out of her eyes, and then she cried, I didn't say anything, even if it was comforting words, at this moment, it seems that they are all some illusory words, I would rather let Sister Hong face the cruel reality than let Sister Hong indulge in lies.

I hugged Sister Hong, who was crying, and gently patted Sister Hong's back with my hand, Sister Hong hugged me tightly, as if she wanted to carve me into her blood, I connived at Sister Hong, I was sorry for Sister Hong, I came to this point step by step, a long time ago, I was aware of this fact, I embarked on the road of revenge, this road has never been so easy to walk, never been, and from now on, the really hard days are about to begin.

It's just a while, let's indulge for a while, everyone is too tired to live, too hard to live, if someone passes by here, they should be shocked by the scene in front of them, a man and a woman, without any scruples about the eyes of others, standing on the street and hugging each other, but I don't know, how heavy our hug is.

Sister Hong's emotions were out of control for a while, after all, Sister Hong is still a calm person who can be seen from the bottom of her bones, not to mention that now, she is still carrying my entrustment, this time back to the town, it was not simple at the beginning, I came with a purpose, I sat on the car, Sister Hong sat next to me, her face was very calm, it was unexpected, she was still the woman who just cried directly on the side of the road, except for the red and swollen eyes, no one could see what a heavy thing this woman was carrying.

We returned to the car, still the original person, there seems to be no change, only we know that the moment of loss of control, I sent Sister Hong to the helm, Sister Hong stood at the door, smiled and said goodbye to me, we didn't mention the previous things, I watched Sister Hong enter the rudder, but I didn't get into the car for a long time.

After standing for a long time, I felt in my pants pocket, there was a pack of cigarettes in it, half of the cigarettes were lying there, waiting quietly, I didn't smoke, but during this time I made an exception, and now I was in the mood to let me have one again, I moved my fingers, or shook my head, turned around and got into the car.

What I didn't know was that Sister Hong was in the room on the second floor, hiding behind the curtains, and I couldn't see Sister Hong, but in the dim room, Sister Hong couldn't cry anymore.

I left this town again, this town I am familiar with, in the town, there are many things that I am nostalgic for, and the most important thing is the people I am nostalgic for, I suddenly remembered my mother's tearful eyes, and when I was about to leave this town, those eyes suddenly popped up.

Did my mother really not know anything? I came back suddenly, stayed at home for the night, and left in a hurry, did my mother really get away with it? Unfortunately, I probably can't know the correct answer, my mother knows, and the sentence that mother and son are connected is still somewhat credible.

They didn't ask anything, they kept waiting for me to say it, they were afraid that it would embarrass me, so they didn't take the initiative to mention it, not only my mother, but also Sister Hong, now it seems that when I left, my mother's words were very meaningful, my mother guessed it, and Sister Hong, they are all keen people.

I don't dare to continue to think about it, I'm afraid that if I don't hold back, I will let the driver turn around immediately, what county, what vicious battle, forget everything, go back regardless of it, don't have to face these, just let me be a villain, I do have such a thought in my heart, but if I really want to implement it, I don't dare.

This is the principle, my mother told me a long time ago that a man should be responsible, she was nurturing me when I was conscious, she was tough all her life, but she was also soft all her life, as her only child, I could not live up to her teachings, and now her son is fulfilling what was taught to him, and my mother will be proud of me.

This go, life or death, resigned to fate, no matter what, I have to go back, hundreds of thousands of brothers in the gang are still waiting for me, they are still waiting for me to go back, fight side by side with them, I will come back, do my best, not let them down with me.

Because there are people I care about, if there is a war, I will do my best to leave no room for myself, but, at the same time, I will not let go of the room for life, only if I can survive, no matter if I have a dead face, I will climb in front of them.

The car has officially driven out of the town, with the departure of the car, I put the children and daughters in a small position in my heart temporarily, firmly treasured, then, after going back, I have to prepare with peace of mind, I want to concentrate on everything, at least, if there is such a case, I have also dealt with everything, in the face of the suicide note, Sister Hong is unwilling, of course, who willing, but we are all involuntarily.

I didn't promise Sister Hong, I didn't promise Sister Hong, that's because I didn't dare, and because I didn't have the confidence in my heart to be able to defeat everyone, when Sister Hong asked me, I ran away, and when I was in the car, I swore in my heart that I would use all my means and abilities to come back to see you, no, see you.

After a trip to the town, some things can be put aside for a while, and I hope that one day, if I go back, it will be with victory, to prove that I have not broken my promise.