"It doesn't count anymore, do you? Are you going to avoid me like this all the time?"

It's her font, and it's a font I'm all too familiar with.

I don't know that my tears have flowed out at this time, and they all say that men don't flick when they have tears, but in fact, they just haven't reached the sad place, yes, why is this, why does she make me so sad.

I can't imagine what mood she wrote these words, maybe it was despair?

In fact, I have been asking myself this question repeatedly these days, but since I have promised Uncle Gong, I must not go back, and the manly husband will do what he says.

That's it, maybe between the two of us, there is one less goodbye, a formal goodbye.

Liu Xiaoyou probably saw the tears in the corners of my eyes, so she gently wiped them for me, I looked at her, and I was in a trance at this time, as if she was Gong Xiaoying.

But soon I came to my senses, she is not Gong Xiaoying, she is Liu Xiaoyou!

"Thank you, I want to be alone right now. ”

Liu Xiaoyou nodded and left my room, in fact, I don't hate her so much now, but at this time, I still don't want her to be by my side.

These days, I don't seem to have slept very well, because as long as I calm down, all I think about is Gong Xiaoying's face.

But I still force myself to sleep well, I think so that I can keep myself in good shape during the day, and that's the most important thing.

Even if I received a letter like Gong Xiaoying, I couldn't do anything, and I still couldn't meet her.

She must have known that I had seen the letter, so she deliberately walked around the door of my new class during the day, I knew she was trying to say something to me, but I controlled myself, and the manly man wanted to be a man.

One day after school, Wang Meng and Xu Qiang were on their way to the library with me, and they told me bad news.

"Boss, do you know? There is a new boy in our class, named Zhang Ting, he is very handsome, and he is good at studying, most of the girls in our class like him as soon as he comes, but he doesn't care much about others, but he is very enthusiastic about Gong Xiaoying, we think he may want to pursue Gong Xiaoying, right?"

What kind of person is this? Although I knew that there was indeed a newcomer in the class, I didn't pay attention to what he was like.

In fact, this is also a matter of common sense, Gong Xiaoying is so good-looking and has good grades, how can she not attract attention?

I should have thought of this a situation a long time ago, but it was too fast for me to be unprepared for a moment, and it wasn't something I wanted to see.

I can't imagine that I have to watch a boy by Gong Xiaoying's side every day.

"Boss, what should I do? I see that Gong Xiaoying doesn't seem to refuse him, it looks like she's going to betray you!"

Wang Meng and Xu Qiang seemed to be worried about me.

"This was originally her freedom, the two of us have nothing to do with now, and who she is with is not my business. ”

Actually, this is easy to say, but it is too difficult to do, and I feel a little worried now, let alone see it with my own eyes one day?

"Boss, don't pretend, can't we see your little bit of caution?

Xu Qiang said the truth, yes, it is true, I am indeed being strong, but what can I do other than to be strong? Do I want to rush over and tell Gong Xiaoying that I still like her? I can't!

So, it was another drunken night, Wang Meng sent me home, I could feel my mother helping me undress, I wanted to say something, but it really didn't seem to have any strength at all.

Yes, I suddenly felt that life didn't seem to have any meaning, and I shouldn't think about anything other than studying in school every day.

Maybe this is a test given to me by God.

Until one day, I actually saw the two of them in the school playground, although they were not holding hands, but they were very close, so that at first glance, I knew that they were a couple.

I can't bear it anymore, could it be that all the words that Gong Xiaoying said to me before, and the gentle things that Gong Xiaoying has done to me, will I do it again to this Zhang Ting? No! I am almost angry, what is the origin of this Zhang Ting? Can Gong Xiaoying like him so quickly?

But I couldn't do anything, yes, I could just watch quietly.

"For, Wang Meng, you help me find out where this Zhang Ting came from. ”

I have to be clear, I can't let Gong Xiaoying get hurt again, yes, it's something I decide.

"Boss, I have already checked it for you, this Zhang Ting's family situation is not bad, his parents are civil servants, he has been very good since he was a child, and he has always been a good student in the eyes of the teacher, he went to study abroad before, and now he is back to prepare for the high school entrance examination, so as for the character, I really can't verify it. ”

Yes, I have to admit that this Zhang Ting at least looks like a child from a scholarly family. I can't compare this with others.

But this doesn't prove that he can make Gong Xiaoying happy, maybe she is a little unclear now, but I can't watch this happen, I have to stop it, I must find a way.

I looked at the teacher and didn't seem to want to stop the two of them.,It seems that I really like this Zhang Ting.,Yes,Students with good grades are together.,There's only one reason.,That is, hand over each other.,Learn from each other.,Teachers won't be too involved.。

I think Gong Xiaoying has seen me, but she still pretends not to see it, it's good, just like my state a few days ago, seeing her as if she was air.

I'm finally getting a taste of it now.

I don't want to say how uncomfortable this taste is, I just think that this kind of life can really make people feel sad and hopeless.

I watched the two of them have been going in and out these days, and the people next to me were also envious of the two of them, but I really couldn't bear it, I wanted to remind Gong Xiaoying that she must recognize this person before dating, otherwise, she would still be hurt.

So one day after school, I stood in front of the two of them.

I don't know what they're going to do, I just know that they're talking and laughing and they're happy, which is something I don't want to see.

"Xiaoying, I have something to tell you. ”

I looked at Gong Xiaoying, and she was obviously surprised to see me, but then she started to bite her lip, which is one of her classic habits, and she will do this when she is nervous.

"The two of us don't have anything to say, you go. ”

She looked at me with indifference in her eyes, I told myself why I did this, obviously I wanted to give up first, people also have the right to choose, why should I stop others?

But he still didn't give up.

"I'm not leaving, I really have something very important to tell you, you believe me. ”

At this time, that Zhang Ting stood up and stood in front of Gong Xiaoying.

"This classmate, my girlfriend has already said that she has nothing to say to you, if you continue to entangle, don't blame me for being rude!"

Are you polite? Could it be that my dignified Zhang Shuo is still afraid that you will not succeed? It's ridiculous! I don't want to deal with this person at all.

But he said the three words girlfriend very seriously, which made me feel very angry, are you two so acquainted?

"Okay, since this is Xiaoying, then I'll say it directly, in fact, I really can't care who you're with, I just want to remind you that you have to recognize clearly before you can continue to choose, otherwise it will be you who will be hurt. ”

Although I knew that I shouldn't say such a thing, I still said it, yes, even if Gong Xiaoying would hate me, I want her to know that I am really for her good.

She's been hurt a lot for me, and I can't watch her sink into it anymore.

What's more, now is a critical moment, we will soon take the high school entrance examination, and if we are distracted now, we will regret it for the rest of our lives.

But obviously she was very reluctant to hear me say such things, in fact, I can understand, if it were me, naturally I would not want to.

"Hehe, Zhang Shuo? If I'm not mistaken, your name is Zhang Shuo, right? I think the most unqualified person to say this is you, who caused Xiaoying to be hurt so much? Not only mentally, but physically, I think you should not say this, if you really care about Xiaoying, then silently bless her, the person who brought her the most harm is you!"

Am I the one who has done her the most harm?

I really wanted to beat this Zhang Ting, but what he said seemed to be the truth, the damage had indeed been done, and I had no way to make up for it.

Oh, yes. It's me, it's me who caused her to be kidnapped, and when she gets better, she avoids it, she's a delicate girl, how can she not be sad and sad?

Why don't I want to hug her tightly? But I've promised to stay away from her, I've made a promise.

I stayed away from her not because I didn't like her, but because I didn't want to put her in harm's way.

I nodded silently, Zhang Ting was right, I am indeed the least qualified, I should leave.

I turned around, tears already running down my face, yes, that's it, maybe we really stopped here, there won't be this person in my life anymore.

Wang Meng and Xu Qiang came at this time and took me away.

I don't cry, I don't hurt, I despair.