197 If the depth of love cannot be equal, I am the one who loves more
Lin Ruo's words were like a dagger against his throat, which instantly made Chen Fei nervous and even embarrassed.
No, if a dagger was on his neck, Chen Fei might not be so nervous, and Lin Ruo's sharp gaze really made Chen Fei unable to deal with it.
"I'm ......" Chen Fei dodged this sharp gaze and lowered his head to stand up.
"You won't marry, I know, but don't worry, I won't really marry, I'm just telling you in this way that if you can't even decide your own affairs, don't meddle in my affairs anymore. Lin Ruo's voice was cold, and his face was as pale as ever.
Chen Fei was speechless for a while, he didn't think that Lin Ruo would say his words so decisively, but he could feel that Lin Ruo had not let go of the past, otherwise she would not have gone to find the coffin grass for herself.
However, just like Lin Ruo said, there are some things that Chen Fei can not decide now, if he really agrees to marry Lin Ruo, it will be unfair to each other.
"Well, it's me who talks too much. Chen Fei suddenly compromised.
For a moment, he only felt a little powerless, and this feeling was a little uncomfortable.
"It's not early, so I won't leave you to eat. ”
Lin Ruo gave the order to evict the guests, got up and sent Chen Fei in the direction of the door.
Chen Fei also left interestingly, originally wanting to say thank you to Lin Ruo, but he didn't expect that the two would talk so much, he originally thought that this meeting would make the relationship between the two easier, but when Chen Fei left, he realized how heavy his heart was at this time.
Lin Ruo stood still at the door, as if she had something to say to Chen Fei, the strand of hair fluttering in the wind covered most of her face, but what she couldn't hide was that kind of sorrow.
Lin Ruo looked at the back that was gradually drifting away, and finally said, "Chen Fei, you don't have to pay attention to what Fang just said, maybe the best way for us to get along is to maintain a friend relationship." ”
Friend?
Chen Fei used to think the same way, but there seemed to be such an invisible barrier between him and Lin Ruo, which made him feel a sense of distance.
Chen Fei stopped, squeezed out a smile and said, "I know, it's windy outside, you can go back." ”
Lin Ruo nodded, turned around and walked back to the courtyard, a few times, she wanted to come back to her senses to look at the back, to see the pace of leaving, but in the end, she suppressed this impulse all her life.
"Miss, why do you want to say it so ruthlessly, the relationship between Chen Fei and you has finally eased up?"
Not far away, Song Lu, who had been hiding behind the bamboo forest, quietly walked behind Lin Ruo, staring at the background of Chen Fei's departure with complicated eyes, his face was puzzled.
Lin Ruo looked at the suddenly gloomy sky, and said faintly, "Some things, if the time and place are not right, they are destined to be wrong, especially feelings." ”
Song Lu naturally didn't understand Lin Ruo's words, obviously two months after Chen Fei returned to Wuzhou, he took the initiative to come to Lin Ruo for the first time, but Lin Ruo had such an attitude, obviously this woman has that man in her heart, obviously ......
Forget it, I really don't understand emotional things.
It's just that she looked at Lin Ruo's back and whispered secretly, "I don't understand, does the eldest lady really understand?"
Lin Ruo's eyes once again showed that light sorrow, and a mist also appeared in her eyes, and as a drop of rain fell, her body leaned weakly against the door frame of the bamboo garden.
She slowly approached the house, the empty room, there was silence, Lin Ruo only felt that her chest was very stuffy, she opened a window, the breeze was blowing, she gently stretched out her hand, and looked at the soft palm in confusion, obviously in July, Lin Ruo suddenly felt a little cold, the cold made her eyes a little sour, if she didn't try her best to support her eyes, I am afraid that the liquid hanging in the eye socket would have already fallen.
If the depth of love cannot be reciprocal, I am the one who may love more......
Chen Fei walked aimlessly on the street alone, he repeatedly recalled Lin Ruo's eyes in his mind, for the first time, she saw such a ruthless gaze on Lin Ruo.
Lin Ruo's words have clearly let go of the past, since he has been relieved, shouldn't he feel happy?
walked outside aimlessly for a long time, until it was dark, and Chen Fei couldn't vent the depressed emotions in his heart.
Back to Jiang Hanxue, Jiang Hanxue was not there, Chen Fei sent Jiang Hanxue a WeChat message, and Jiang Hanxue told him that he was working overtime in the company.
The empty room, feeling a little depressed and deserted, Chen Fei walked to the refrigerator, it was still empty, he went outside to buy a box of wine, and sat alone in the restaurant drinking wine.
Lin Ruo's words made him feel a little uncomfortable inexplicably, as if only when he was drunk could he forget today's meeting, and he was more willing to numb his nerves with alcohol than this uncomfortable emotion.
An hour later, Jiang Hanxue walked in from outside, first she was so smoked by the smell of wine that the room was so hot that she almost vomited, and just wanted to rush in and go crazy, when she saw Chen Fei who was hiding in the restaurant drinking, she suddenly froze in place.
There were dozens of empty wine bottles on the table, Chen Fei had a calm face, and kept pouring wine into his mouth, looking very worried.
"Chen Fei, are you okay?"
When Chen Fei heard Jiang Hanxue's voice, he immediately stood up with a smirk, walked directly to Jiang Hanxue's side, pulled Jiang Hanxue to the table, and said drunkly, "You look at my good appearance, how can there be something, but you, you are working overtime so late, why is a woman working so hard." ”
Jiang Hanxue wanted to go up and slap Chen Fei twice to wake up the drunken Chen Fei, but when she saw Chen Fei's drunken state, she could only hold back her anger and said, "It's not early, don't drink it." ”
When the words fell, she directly snatched the wine bottle from Chen Fei's hand, preparing to clean up the messy battlefield.
Chen Fei snatched the wine bottle, frowned and said, "Jiang Hanxue, you return my wine, I bought it with my own money, why do you care about me." ”
Jiang Hanxue's eyes rolled coldly, and she said sharply, "This is my home!"
Chen Fei was slightly stunned, slowly looked up at Jiang Hanxue, who was already angry, and said with a sneer in his mouth, "Jiang Hanxue girl, do you also think that I rely on you all day long to eat and drink for nothing, isn't it annoying to me?"
Chen Fei was really drunk, and his tongue was already a little knotted.
Jiang Hanxue looked at Chen Fei's somewhat sloppy gaze, and said helplessly, "No one said that." ”
Noisy and noisy, Jiang Hanxue knew in her heart that the reason why Chen Fei stayed was to treat her for hidden diseases.
Chen Fei smiled bitterly, drank drunk beer with a grunt, wiped his mouth and said, "I know you want me to cure your hidden disease immediately, so that you can get me out as soon as possible, hehe...... Don't worry, I'll cure you as soon as possible, and I won't be an eyesore all the time under your nose. ”
Chen Fei grabbed the wine bottle and poured it into his mouth, and walked upstairs drunk.
"I didn't ......" Jiang Hanxue looked at Chen Fei's back and muttered in her mouth.
It's just that her voice is so small that she can't hear it clearly, she sat down slowly, looking at the wine bottles on the table, and felt a little inexplicably uncomfortable in her heart.
This is the first time she has seen Chen Fei in such a state, even when she faced so many dangers before, she had never seen Chen Fei frown, why is Chen Fei so preoccupied today?
Jiang Hanxue cleaned up the messy table, boiled another pot of decanting tea, walked to the door of Chen Fei's room, hesitated to knock on the door and said, "Chen Fei, you open the door." ”
"Whew!"
Inside the door, a snoring sounded, Jiang Hanxue showed a helpless expression, looked at the pot of hot tea in his hand, turned around and walked back to the room.
......
In the early morning of the next day, Chen Fei got up, looked at Jiang Hanxue who was washing in the bathroom, and said with an embarrassed smile, "Xiaoxue Meimei, did I drink too much last night?"
Jiang Hanxue turned her head, glanced at Chen Fei, and responded simply, "Hmm." ”
"I didn't say anything drunk, did I?" Chen Fei asked tentatively.
Jiang Hanxue put down the toothbrush in her hand and said, "I don't remember anything else, but there is one sentence that I remember very clearly." ”
Chen Fei looked at Jiang Hanxue's expression, and instantly had a bad premonition.
"You said you were going to move out today, just this weekend, do you need me to stay and help you pack your things?" Jiang Hanxue gave a playful look.
"That...... You don't have to take it seriously if you're drunk, I think I'm living here pretty well, so I won't bother you. ”
Chen Fei immediately rushed back to his room, for fear that Jiang Hanxue would directly throw his luggage out like last time.
After there was no movement outside, Chen Fei cautiously walked out of the room, but as soon as he got downstairs, he saw Jiang Hanxue sitting on the sofa in the living room, looking in his direction playfully.
"What, pack your things?"
Chen Fei scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, and said with a smile, "It's not too early, why haven't you gone to the company yet?"
Jiang Hanxue sneered, "The company is fine today, I decided to give myself a day off, and I think you need some manpower to move." ”
"You're afraid that I need manpower, and you're obviously afraid that I'll steal your things. Chen Fei pouted.
"What did you say?" Jiang Hanxue frowned slightly.
"That...... It's nothing, I said I'm very happy to live here, why move away, not to mention I'm afraid that you will be lonely living here alone. Chen Fei smiled and leaned in front of Jiang Hanxue, and said with a shy face.
Jiang Hanxue glanced at Chen Fei and said, "Before you moved in, I had always lived alone, and I never felt lonely. ”
"Isn't this what it used to be?"
Jiang Hanxue sneered, "If you don't want to say it, it's okay, tell me why I drank yesterday." ”
Jiang Hanxue was suddenly a little more curious about Chen Fei, but she didn't realize that when a woman was curious about a man, it was a very dangerous thing.
Chen Fei disguised and said, "It's nothing, I just want to drink." ”
Jiang Hanxue glanced at Chen Fei and said, "Are you out of love?"
That's right, it's all played like this on TV, Jiang Hanxue didn't sleep much last night, and figured out why Chen Fei was drunk.
"Nope. ”
"You're lying. ”
Chen Fei's face changed and said, "There really isn't." ”
With a roar, the atmosphere instantly fell silent.
A few seconds later, Chen Fei looked at Jiang Hanxue with a smile and said, "What happened yesterday was my fault, I apologize to you, since you don't have to go to the company today, then I will invite you to have a meal to apologize, how about it?"
Jiang Hanxue saw Chen Fei's nervousness, but in order to save some face for Chen Fei, she didn't continue to ask.
"You're really not out of love?"
Jiang Hanxue drove the car, and her sudden words almost made Chen Fei vomit blood.
"Why do you keep bothering about this issue, if I say that I fell out of love, will you make up for my mental damage?" Chen Fei pouted.
"I'm going to kick you out of my house because I read books that say lovelorn men do extreme things. Jiang Hanxue said lightly.
"Uh......"
Half an hour later, Jiang Hanxue carried Chen Fei to the branch of the eastern district of the Jiang Group.
Chen Fei and Jiang Hanxue got out of the car, looked at the Eastern District Company in front of them, and said with a puzzled expression, "Didn't you say that you were going to eat, why did you bring me here?"
Jiang Hanxue's eyes were cold, looking at the West District Company in front of him and said, "You don't know yet, Jiang Liu has already been released, for the fact that he pretended to be the West District Company to produce fake and shoddy products, I haven't settled the accounts with him, try to settle the general ledger by hand." ”
Chen Fei frowned and said, "Isn't it going to be closed for three months?
"Time is just a quantitative number, let's go!" Jiang Hanxue took the lead in walking towards the East District Office Building.
If Jiang Liu has been released, then Lin Xiaofei has also been released, could it be that Lin Ruo's attitude towards himself yesterday has something to do with Lin Xiaofei?