Chapter 617: Liu Ningyan's thoughts

【92z】 At this moment, Liu Ningyan's heart is full of regret, after communicating with her mother last night, Liu Ningyan has made up her mind in her heart.

Everything that happened to me is treated as if it never happened, in order not to destroy the family and the current happiness, even if it is lonely and old. And just like that, I will endure.

Obviously, I already have the answer in my heart, I have decided the path I want to take, and I was ready to come out to relax in the morning because I was uncomfortable and depressed, but I didn't expect to meet this man again at this time.

When she met this man again, Liu Ningyan found that the depression in her heart was completely uncontrollable, and it exploded almost instantly.

The last time is regarded as the last time I am willful.

Liu Ningyan didn't understand at all, feelings can't be suppressed, the more you suppress the feelings in your heart, when this kind of feeling bursts, the more intense and fiery it will become.

Liu Ningyan can still control it now, but what about the future? Will she really be able to control the thoughts in her heart?

Unconsciously, Liu Ningyan had walked in front of me, and in the mist, I could see Liu Ningyan's appearance, and that face looked particularly sad. A pair of beautiful eyes, I don't know if it's because of the fog, they even look a little moist, and there is a feeling of wanting to cry.

That pretty face, that kind of expression, made me feel extra heartache.

As if to see my appearance clearly, Liu Ningyan walked in front of me, so close that I could almost feel the air exhaled from Liu Ningyan's nasal cavity.

I don't know why, seeing Liu Ningyan's appearance, I even had the urge to reach out and comfort him, but my palm was raised, and I put it down again.

The identities of both sides are there, and I can't do anything too excessive.

In front of me, Liu Ningyan raised her head and stared at me with a pair of eyes wide, which actually made me feel a kind of fear. The feeling of wanting to get away.

The gaze involuntarily staggered.

The corners of Liu Ningyan's mouth showed a wry smile, compared to the torment and entanglement in my heart, Liu Ningyan seemed to be much more generous: "It's the last time......"

"What?"

"Nothing, let's go. As she spoke, Liu Ningyan reached out and grabbed my rough palm, and I even doubted that my rough skin would hurt Liu Ningyan's delicate palm.

Holding my hand, Liu Ningyan walked outside, and I followed Liu Ningyan's side.

Because I didn't think about a lot of things with Liu Ningyan, I was very embarrassed along the way, and I didn't know what to say.

Liu Ningyan was also silent all the way, this atmosphere was extremely depressing, I don't want to be like this.

I can't remember exactly what happened between the two of us, but I can at least remember that when the two of us were alone, we would never be so depressed, and it should have been a very happy time.

I don't like this atmosphere very much, Liu Ningyan seems to feel that this atmosphere is a little unbearable, and after being silent for a long time, Liu Ningyan finally spoke: "How to deal with the matter between you and my sister and Lu Mei?"

"And Bai Bing'er......" Liu Ningyan asked.

"Bai Bing'er?"

"Yes, don't you feel that Bai Bing'er has always liked you?" Liu Ningyan said with a helpless sigh.

I shook my head slightly, I haven't fully recovered the memory between me and Bai Bing'er, I only know that Bai Bing'er is also a very important person to me, that's all.

Seeing my appearance, Liu Ningyan sighed a little helplessly: "Forget it." Bai Bing'er's matter can be talked about later, but what about my sister's matter?

Ruyan said that after going back, let Lu Mei move to Liu's house. I said.

The next moment, I felt Liu Ningyan's body stiffen slightly, and the little hands that grabbed my palm seemed to tremble slightly, and after a few seconds, Liu Ningyan's face showed a slight wry smile: "Is it?"

"It's really not like my sister would do something. Liu Ningyan said.

"Really?"

"Of course. Women are very exclusive lives, no woman wants to share their men with other women, my sister is the same, don't look at my sister in front of you, but in front of others, it's a completely different look, my sister is actually very strong. ”

"Are you afraid that you will be sad? My sister really loves you, in order not to make you sad, even if it is another woman, my sister can accept it. Liu Ningyan whispered.

I didn't know what to say, and there was silence again.

"If I ...... too," Liu Ningyan said suddenly.

Halfway through his sentence, he stopped again.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked, turning to Liu.

A glimmer of the early morning sun has just emerged. can clearly see a blush on Liu Ningyan's face, which looks very delicate.

Hearing my question, Liu Ningyan's face became even redder, and she kept shaking her head: "No...... Nothing!"

glanced at Liu Ningyan a little strangely, I don't know what Liu Ningyan is thinking, why has he been hesitating.

As for Liu Ningyan, he felt relieved, his little hand on his chest, feeling his violent heartbeat, and his throat was a little dry.

There was a burst of chagrin in my heart, I'm going to die, you, Liu Ningyan, Liu Ningyan. Didn't you say that you wouldn't expect anything more?

However, if Liu Ruyan can accept Lu Mei, is it also possible......

This thought, once it appears in my heart, it is no longer difficult to control, and this thought keeps emerging in my mind, which makes Liu Ningyan feel extremely bored.

Obviously, I was ready in my heart, but now it is because of these words that I said unconsciously. Once again, it was in chaos.

It turns out that this is my willpower, which is much weaker than I imagined.

Seeing Liu Ningyan's strange appearance, his face was flushed for a while, and he kept shaking his head for a while. How strange it looks.

"Hey, are you sick? Why don't you go back and get some rest? I suddenly asked Liu Ningyan, who looked like she was really sick.

My words immediately deflated Liu Ningyan.

Oh my God. Isn't this person really a piece of wood? It's already like this, and anyone with a little bit of emotional intelligence can feel that something is wrong?

But this guy actually asked if he was sick? Is it really quite speechless?

Liu Ningyan raised her head and stared at me a little angrily, she was very irritable in her heart, but she encountered a piece of elm pimple, which made Liu Ningyan quite dissatisfied, and all the anger in her stomach was vented on me.

"Stupid. Liu Ningyan scolded softly.

Oops?

As soon as I say that I am wronged or not, it is obviously about you. In the end, you still want me to be scolded, is there any heavenly reason?

Seeing my confused look, Liu Ningyan gave up completely, this guy is an elm pimple. It is basically impossible to put your hope that this man will take the initiative to find out.

In fact, I'm the one who's been running away.

Obviously, I like it to death in my heart.,But because of all kinds of concerns.,So I've never shown that feeling.,I've always wanted to do something that didn't happen.。

In fact, in my heart, I am even more cowardly.

At this moment, Liu Ningyan finally understood what she was thinking, and the abandonment she did was actually escaping, because she was worried about Liu Ruyan, so she never dared to show her feelings.

But deep down in my heart, I have always had an expectation and desire, longing for this man to take the initiative to understand his feelings and take the initiative to like himself, in this way, it is not that he is hurting his sister, it is not that he has destroyed the family, but ...... This man.

Pin all your hopes on this man, hoping that this man will like him, hoping that this man can bear that sense of sin and betrayal.

I want to be happy, but I don't want to give, I want to get, but I want to maintain my perfect image.

In fact, he is the most despicable person......... Friends who read books, you can search for "", you can find this site as soon as possible. 【Just love Chinese】