The reappearance of the pictures in his mind made Chen Yang's breathing more and more rapid, he shook his head, trying to make these memories disappear from his eyes, but he couldn't do it, the picture of the memory became faster and faster, Chen Yang's heart seemed to stop beating, and finally, he completely collapsed.

Chen Yang "poofed", knelt on the ground, and roared angrily at the sky.

"Why, why, why?"

Chen Yang's eyes darkened, and he fell directly to the ground.

Gao Yue's face changed, and she had already rushed to the front, squatted down and hugged Chen Yang's arm, and said in a panic: "Yangzi, Yangzi, what's wrong with you." ”

At this moment, Chen Yang was completely wandering in his memory, he fell into the swamp of memory and could never come out again.

The past was reproduced in front of his eyes, as if he was there, and all he felt was pain and despair, as well as the boundless anger of his twenty-eight-year-old self. But at this moment, Chen Yang suddenly found that all this seemed to be what he had experienced.

Chen Yang's mind fell into chaos, he had to think clearly and figure out what was going on with him now.

Mengmeng heard her father's voice and ran out of the bedroom, seeing her father and mother sitting on the ground, and there were tears on her parents' faces, especially her father's expression was so scared.

"Dad, Mommy, what's wrong. The child asked with a crying voice, and then ran to his father, and his little hand wiped away his father's tears for the first time.

"Daddy, don't cry, Daddy... ”

Chen Yang's memory.

I did it all myself?

No, it was my twenty-eight-year-old self, not my eighteen-year-old self, how could I do those things that I spurned?

Chen Yang was sure that he was only eighteen years old to twenty-eight years old, and those things that he thought could only be done by scum were done by himself at the age of twenty-eight, not him.

Now, what are you going to do?

Yes, I have a wife and children, and this is not my memory, this is just my memory of being twenty-eight years old.

Why do you have to fight with the memory of a 28-year-old here? Why do you have to get along with the memory of a 28-year-old? I am an 18-year-old Chen Yang, not a 28-year-old Chen Yang.

Chen Yang has only one thought now.

I'm going out!!

At this moment, it was as if a voice was coming from a distant place.

"Yoko, Yoko, wake up, wake up, I promise you whatever you say, I beg you, wake up. Gao Yue's cry.

"Dad, Dad, Mengmeng doesn't want toys, Dad, open your eyes, Dad. The daughter's choked voice.

These voices echoed in Chen Yang's mind again and again, over and over again.

That's right, now that I have a wife and children, how can I go on like this?

I'm going back.

Chen Yang used all his strength to finally open his eyes, and in front of him was the worried faces of the mother and daughter, and seeing them made Chen Yang cry for the first time.

Chen Yang sat up with difficulty, and without waiting to catch his breath, Chen Yang had already held Gao Yue in his arms. ”

"I'm sorry, Satsuki, it's all my fault, it's all my fault. ”

Gao Yue burst into tears and choked up: "Bastard, bastard, you scared me to death, you scared me to death." As he spoke, he slapped Chen Yang's back with his arm.

Chen Yang quickly took a few breaths, stabilized his emotions, let go of Gao Yue, and looked at his daughter, his immature face was covered with tears, and he looked at his parents with teary eyes, Chen Yang couldn't control himself anymore, stretched out his arms and hugged his daughter tightly in his arms.

"I'm sorry, Dad shouldn't have beaten you, it's all Dad's fault, I'm sorry... ”

A family of three hugged each other like this, crying into tears.

Dead.

After Gao Yue put her daughter to sleep, she walked out of the bedroom and came to the living room.

Chen Yang looked at the moon outside the window with blank eyes, and sighed from time to time.

"Yoko. Gao Yue shouted softly.

Chen Yang turned his head and smiled reluctantly: "My daughter is asleep." ”

Gao Yue nodded, but with a worried face, she came to the sofa and sat down, lying on Chen Yang's chest: "You really scared me to death during the day." ”

Chen Yang reached out and stroked Gao Yue's hair: "I'm sorry, I... ”

"Don't say it, I know... ”

Chen Yang smiled bitterly in his heart: "What can you understand?"

"Yangzi, don't worry about the money you owe, you will go and sell the jade pendant tomorrow, and then pay back as much as you can with the money you owe. ”

Chen Yang was stunned for a moment and said, "Jade pendant?"

"Didn't you say that the jade pendant left by your mother is worth a lot of money? In the past, you quarreled with me and made trouble with me, and I didn't give it to you, because I was afraid that you would sell it and gamble, but now... Although it is a relic of my mother, if my mother sees your efforts now, she will agree with us to do so. ”

Chen Yang looked at Gao Yue in amazement, but he didn't know what to say.

Relic, Gao Yue's mother's relic, Chen Yang's thoughts were completely confused.

The next day.

Chen Yang asked for leave, and Gao Yue also asked for leave, and after Gao Yue sent the child to kindergarten, he woke Chen Yang up from his sleep.

Chen Yang, who had been sleepless all night, closed his eyes when it was almost dawn, and it was still nightmares, he was a little glad that Gao Yue woke him up now, otherwise he would still be wandering in the nightmare.

Gao Yue had already said last night that she was going to sell the jade pendant left by her mother today.

Although Chen Yang was very reluctant, it seemed that this was the only way to work, although he had no impression of Gao Yue's mother, but he always felt a little sorry for the old man.

There was a delicate black wooden box on the table, and Chen Yang knew that it was the relics of her mother that Gao Yue had said.

Chen Yang was very curious, but there was also guilt in it, in order to pay off the gambling debts he owed, it was Gao Yue who sold his mother's relics, and it was the only relic.

Gao Yue's father went abroad to work when she was very young and never came back, and her mother raised her alone, so you can imagine the place of her mother in her heart.

Chen Yang picked up the wooden box and opened it, and a rectangular mahjong-sized jade pendant was taken out by him, although Chen Yang didn't understand the quality of jade at all, but the moment the jade pendant entered his eyes, it still made Chen Yang amazed.

This jade pendant is blue and white, it looks very comfortable, it should be carved with a peacock open screen pattern, at first sight, it is like a real peacock, it can be seen how profound the carving master's kung fu is.

On the back of the jade pendant were a few lines of small characters, and Chen Yang racked his brains and couldn't understand the ghost-like words.

At this moment, Chen Yang seemed to have a lot of things in his mind, and he knew that once again, the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old appeared.

It's in a ward.

Lying on the hospital bed was none other than Takatsuki's mother, a woman who was so thin that she couldn't describe it.

"Xiaoyue, you take this jade pendant, if you are really in trouble in the future, you can exchange it for some money. This jade pendant was given to me by your father, as long as he sees this jade pendant, you will be able to find your biological father. ”

Next, it was Gao Yue's heart-rending cry, although it was just a memory, Chen Yang was still shocked by Gao Yue's painful and sad appearance.

Gao Yue walked out of the kitchen, picked up the wooden box on the table and said, "Yoko, let's go." ”

Chen Yang came back to his senses, his heart was full of bitterness, he suddenly raised his head, and said with a firm gaze: This jade pendant can't be sold.