At 11 o'clock, he had already fallen asleep, lying on the bed, Lin Xiaoyun tossed and turned, unable to sleep, sometimes happy and sometimes frowning on her white little face.

Mom should be happy too...... Suddenly, a thought popped into his mind.

Yes, Mom......

Although there is a lot of hatred for my mother who has left home a long time ago, but without love, where can there be hatred?

When she was young, her parents separated, she still remembered that day, although she was still young, but she seemed to have noticed something, and stopped her mother from leaving, but it was a pity that it was useless to cry heartbreakingly, her mother broke free of her hand, resolutely left the house, and never came back.

Dad said Mom would never come back.

But she didn't believe it, she didn't believe what her father said, and her mother wouldn't come back.

Little people, every day after school, sit in the flower bed in front of the usual unit, waiting for the mother to come back from work, just like before, the mother is here waiting for her to come home from school, she pounces into her mother's arms, smells the sun-like fragrance on her body, the mother will take her school bag, hold her hand, the mother's hand is very soft, very warm, she likes her mother the most, her mother is the most beautiful woman in the world, her mother will take her to buy her favorite snacks, ice cream, potato chips, candy......

She never thought that from that day on, all these things that were supposed to be normal were gone.

Mommy won't show up either!

She cried, she cried very sadly, she cried, every night.

The friends who usually play with her don't play with her anymore! and said that she is a child without a mother.

"My mom said, don't let us play with kids who don't have moms!" To this day, she still remembers what Chubby said in the next building.

At that time, she didn't know the word heartache, she had a fight with Chubby, and he cried, and she cried herself!

"I'm not a kid without a mother!!"

From then on, no one played with her anymore, so she began to wait, every day after school, then wait there, she passed day by day, she waited there, when her mother got off work, until it was dark, when her sister or father called her for dinner, she didn't want to leave, she hoped that her mother would suddenly appear, hug her, and tell her, "Our family Yun'er is not a child without a mother." ”

Little people, just like that, looking forward to, looking forward to, disappointed...... Day after day.

Rain and wait...... I don't know how long it took, once it rained, I finally had a fever, and I was sent to the hospital with a high fever, but my mother still didn't show up, until that day, she finally knew, Xiaopang was right, she was a child without a mother.

That day, she lay in a hospital bed, her head in disarray, her eyes staring straight at the pale ceiling, where there was nothing, she couldn't hear anything in her ears, only tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.

"If I die, she'll come back!"

From then on, she no longer loved that person, from then on, she no longer missed that person, and from then on, she only had her father and sister.

All her love turned into hate, how much she loved someone before, how much she hates someone now.

The reason why she practiced her acting skills hard was because "that person" once said, "Our family Yun'er is so beautiful, if she goes to act, she must be the heroine!"

From that day on, she decided that she must be an actress in the future and let her mother see it!

A small seed, from that moment on, takes root and sprouts in the heart.

It's just that now the dream is about to come true, but it can't go back to the beginning.

Since then, Dad has not remarried, and since then, she has not given "that woman" a good look.

……

She'll be happy for me, too!

……

yes, Mom, I'm going to be the heroine!

……

Actually, she was not unprepared to be selected as the protagonist, because An Yuxi once revealed a little bit to her, in fact, she also knew that there are many better than her in the company, such as Li Yanxi, such as Gao Yala, who are all more famous than her, who debuted earlier than her, who are more beautiful than her, and who can act better than her!

Think about yourself, where is it good!

After the excitement, it was actually panic.

She is afraid that she will not be able to play such a big role! She has only played a few MVs and a few CFs, and she has not even acted in a TV series before she made her debut in a movie!

This is the heroine! I couldn't think of it before!

I tossed and turned, thought a lot, and finally fell asleep.

She had a dream.

dreamed that he didn't act in a movie, but made his debut directly in the "Girls' Generation" group, and then as a singer turned actor, he began to appear in TV series, was attacked by many people, suffered a lot, and finally became a "ratings poison", and the ratings of every TV series ended in single digits!

In the darkness, she heard countless voices mocking her, mocking her, and even insulting her!

"I'm not poison!" she shouted, and when she woke up, she realized that she was dreaming, and she broke out in a cold sweat, turned on the lamp at the head of the bed, and breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately it was a dream!

Although she was a little afraid, Lin Xiaoyun still thought about the bright side and comforted herself like this, but she was going to talk to her brothers and sisters tomorrow.

She's not the one to keep everything to herself.

The next day, Lin Xiaoyun got up early in the morning and went directly to the castle.

"Oppa, I had a dream!"

"What's wrong?"

"I had a dream!" Lin Xiaoyun recalled with a frown, "I dreamed that I made my debut and acted in a lot of TV series...... But they all call me 'ratings poison'!"

"What?" An Yuxi chuckled in his heart, as if 10,000 grass and mud horses had turned into "lying grooves" and galloped by, this dream was too godly! He remembered that Lin Xiaoyun didn't seem to have anything except for the first TV series after "You Are My Destiny...... If you use one sentence to describe An Yuxi at this time - that is, his face is expressionless, and his heart is broken!

"Well, I think so too!" Hearing An Yuxi say the same, Lin Xiaoyun's body leaned back on the chair softly, and seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

“……”

"Oppa, I'm still afraid that I won't be able to act!"

"Xiao Yun, do you have any ambitions for acting, such as acting all the time!"

Ambition?An Yuxi's words opened a new door for Lin Yun'er, and her heart suddenly opened up.

Actually, all along, she has not had a positioning for herself, she is not as good as Sister Taeyeon and Sister Sika in singing, and she is not as good as Sister Hyoyeon and Sister Yuli in dancing, and she feels like a vase as others say!

She has always been working hard with her sisters, but she hasn't really thought about what she wants.

But for what she is best at, acting, this is also her biggest ambition!

At least among all the sisters, her acting skills are the best! This is where her last self-esteem lies.

It was her dream to become a star!

is going to make her debut this year, if she debuts early, as an actor, An Yuxi's words inspired her.

"But I also want to make my debut with my sisters! This is our common dream!" After thinking for a while, Yuna raised her own question.

"It's not that you won't be allowed to debut as a singer, but first debut as an actor to build momentum for your group's debut! You have so many people, and you will definitely have to develop in all aspects in the future! Since you are willing to work hard and have ideas in acting, why not? So, don't have scruples! Be yourself!"

Looking at An Yuxi's solemn expression, Lin Yun'er nodded heavily.

A road of acting that opens the door to Lin Xiaolu......

PS: I'll say that yesterday's chapter was yesterday's code?,Today's code is today's code actually inadvertently wrote a foreshadowing.,I also admire myself! It's a bit messy...... My mind is messed up, and I can't sleep...... Something special finally connected this paragraph!! begging for vote support!!