105: Rong Xin's affair, mixed love and hate (one change)
Rong Xin's movement quickly attracted Princess Shen, and when Princess Shen came, she was startled when she saw Rong Xin who was unconscious.
Lou Yueqing told her that Rong Xin was fine, but she had suffered during the time she had been out of exile, and she had some problems with her body, she wanted to take Rong Xin back to the Regent's Mansion to live for a while, so that Mo Li could recuperate for her, Princess Shen was so anxious when she heard that Rong Xin had some problems with her body, she naturally would not doubt Lou Yueqing's words, so she agreed, so when Lou Yueqing returned to the Regent's Mansion, she brought an extra Rong Xin.
In the blink of an eye, Rong Xin had been living in the Regent's Mansion for two days.
Since she woke up, she hasn't talked much, just very obediently drinking medicine and eating, and she has eaten the medicinal food that Mo Li and Mo Yan made for her without saying a word, Lou Yueqing occasionally sat quietly with her and didn't ask much.
As soon as she finished breakfast, Rong Xin sat alone in the pavilion by the lake in a daze, because Ling'er was by the side, she smiled a little more, and Lou Yueqing stood outside the pavilion and watched, and she was also a lot relieved.
At this time, Li Kui came to report: "Princess, General Pei asked to see him outside the door, saying that he wanted to come and see Lord Ronghua!"
Lou Yueqing was stunned for a moment, a little surprised.
Pei Yi ......
The old prince has decided to let Pei Yi and Rong Xin get married as soon as possible, and the date has been set, just in the middle and late of this month, now the two families are in Zhangluo, but Rong Xin ......
After pondering for a moment, she said lightly: "Take him to the front hall, so that he can be entertained!"
"Yes!" Li Kui bowed and left.
Lou Yueqing walked towards the pavilion and slowly went to the pavilion.
As soon as she came over, the people in the pavilion looked at her, and Lou Yueqing lightly instructed Mo Yan: "Take Ling'er away for a while!"
"Yes!"
Mo Yan left with Ling'er.
Lou Yueqing retreated left and right, and soon only Lou Yueqing and Rong Xin were left in the pavilion.
Lou Yueqing looked at Rong Xin and asked, "Pei Yi is here, do you want to see him?"
Rong Xin was stunned for a moment, and looked at her sneeringly: "I ......"
"If you don't want to see it, I'll send it away, if you're ...... I can also help you dissolve your marriage with him, but ......" After a pause, she said in a deep voice: "No matter what, you always have to talk to him well, there are some things that can't be hidden, and it's unfair to him, after all, it's a person who loves you!"
Rong Xin's expression froze, his hand tugged on the cuffs tightly, biting his lips tightly, and his eyes were silent.
Seeing her like this, Lou Yueqing sighed and said softly: "If you find it difficult to speak, I can help you talk to him!"
Actually, she also knew that it was a little difficult to let Rong Xin say those words to Pei Yi, but at the beginning, Rong Xin left home willfully, no matter what happened, she should bear it, although she felt sorry for Rong Xin, but she did not approve of her escaping like this, Pei Yi had the right to know about this matter.
Rong Xin lowered his head and was silent for a long time before he looked up at Lou Yueqing and said softly, "You let him come here!"
Lou Yueqing saw that her face was firm and did not flinch without any flinching, so she nodded and turned around to leave the pavilion.
Pei Yi was soon brought by Li Kui.
Li Kui took him to the pavilion and left, Pei Yi had to walk into the pavilion by himself, looking at Rong Xin, who was standing by the pavilion with his back to him and looking at the lake, he twisted his sword eyebrows, and waved his hands very politely to greet: "I've seen the county lord!"
Rong Xin turned his head and saw him, his eyes moved slightly, and he bowed slightly: "General Pei!"
Pei Yi was stunned for a moment, looked at Rong Xin with some doubts, and then, just as Rong Xin raised his head, his eyes collided, he was a little nervous, and hurriedly said: "I heard that the old prince said that the county lord was staying in the regent palace to recuperate, so I took the liberty to come and see the county lord, and asked the county lord not to be surprised!"
When Rong Xin heard this, his face moved slightly, he bowed his head slightly, and said in a low voice: "Thank you for the general's care!"
Pei Yi looked at Rong Xin very puzzled, obviously, Rong Xin's attitude towards him made him feel strange......
Moreover, how does he think, after not seeing him for half a year, Rong Xin has changed a lot.
"Originally...... I have something to say to the general, since the general is here today, then I will make it clear to the general directly, I ......" gritted her teeth, she looked at Pei Yi fixedly, and said firmly: "Brother Pei Yi, I can't marry you!"
Brother Pei Yi...... As a child, she used to call him that.
Pei Yi could hear her words, which was unprecedentedly serious.
His face changed, Pei Yi looked at her very nervously, and blurted out a question: "Why? Didn't you already agree to marry me? Is it that I did something wrong? Or are you ...... Do you really hate me that much? I can ......."
Rong Xin interrupted him: "No, it's not!"
Pei Yi was stunned: "That ......"
Rong Xin was a little embarrassed, but she still said: "It's my own reason, I ...... Not worthy of your ......"
Pei Yi was even more puzzled: "County Lord, what do you mean by this?"
It's okay to say that you don't like him or that he's not good enough, but it's not worth it...... Why?
He thought that marrying Rong Xin was already his high climb, if he didn't really like her, he would definitely not insist on marrying her like this, she was a royal daughter, noble-born, marrying him, staying away from the capital with him, was wronged her.
Rong Xin clenched his fists, endured the stinging pain in his heart, and confessed to Pei Yi: "During the time I ran away from home, a lot of things happened, and now I ...... It's not finished, a month ago, I accidentally had a miscarriage, like this, I am like a broken flower and a willow, and I am no longer worthy of you, so I will not marry you......"
Pei Yi's face changed, and he looked at her incredulously, what did he hear just now?
Pei Yi's reaction, as Rong Xin expected, she smiled bitterly and continued to whisper: "Originally, I wanted to rot this matter in my heart and not let anyone know, even if I really marry you, I also want to be a nominal couple with you, and find a place for myself to live this life, it's a big deal I will choose some girls you like for you to accompany you, but my cousin is right, this is not fair to you, I know you like me very much, so I should tell you, Brother Pei Yi, you forget me, find a girl better than me to marry!"
Pei Yi didn't speak, as if he hadn't digested what Rong Xin had just said, his eyes were full of shock and confusion......
Rong Xin also knew that Pei Yi couldn't bear it for a while, she knew Pei Yi's sincerity to her, she didn't appreciate it before, and now she is not qualified to continue to bear it, but she is not a fool, she knows it in her heart, knows Pei Yi's thoughts, knows that Pei Yi is good to her, and can also understand that no man can be calm when she hears the girl she likes say that she eats these things.
Although it was not as difficult to say as she imagined, she said it and didn't want to continue to face Pei Yi, so after smiling bitterly, she stepped forward and planned to leave.
However, as soon as she walked next to him, before she passed by, her hand was suddenly grabbed by a big palm, she looked down and saw Pei Yi's bony hand holding her wrist tightly.
Rong Xin was stunned, raised his eyes to look at him, and just happened to bump into his black and white eyes, only to see him looking at her fixedly, the thoughts in his eyes were indistinguishable and extremely complicated, and he said with a serious face: "I know what you said just now, you take care of yourself here, don't think nonsense, I'll go first!"
After speaking, he took a deep look at Rong Xin, who was dazed, let go of her hand, strode down the gazebo, and left in the direction he was coming from.
Rong Xin stood in the gazebo with a stunned expression......
What does he mean by that?
Pei Yi left with his front foot, and Lou Yueqing entered the pavilion with his back foot.
Rong Xin looked at Lou Yueqing with a frown, and asked, "Cousin, ...... he What do you mean?"
Lou Yueqing was watching from a short distance just now, and she had excellent ear power, so she naturally heard the conversation between the two here, but in fact, it was not that she wanted to eavesdrop, but she really didn't worry about the two of them, so she could only do this......
Seeing Rong Xin's dazed look, Lou Yueqing smiled faintly, reached out and stroked Rong Xin's sideburns, and said softly: "Xin'er, Pei Yi is a man worthy of being entrusted for life, he is really good to you, no matter what happened to you, since he doesn't care, don't drill the horns, treat him well in the future, don't be willful, understand?"
Rong Xin's eyebrows twisted, obviously understanding what Pei Yi meant, she bit her lip and said in a low voice: "But I...... Cousin, I have someone else in my heart, and it's very unfair to him like this!"
Knowing these things that happened to her, Pei Yi could insist on marrying her, which made her feel even more guilty, the better he was to her, the more uneasy she became.
Lou Yueqing sighed helplessly, and whispered to her: "Emotional matters are fair and fair, it's just a willingness to fight and a willingness to suffer, as long as you remember that this man is good to you and cherish it, this is the best reward for Pei Yi, not to mention, feelings can be cultivated, as long as you are willing!"
As for the person in her heart......
Even if she didn't object, seeing Rong Xin's depressed and sad appearance after coming back, she must have been injured, and it was very deep, even if she wanted to match them, she couldn't let Rong Xin get hurt again, so be it......
In the dark, no one should be able to hide.
Rong Xin lowered his eyes and was silent for a long time before he whispered, "I know!"
As they expected, after Pei Yi left the regent palace, he went to the Shenwang Mansion as if nothing happened, and then returned to his mansion in Beijing, as before, let people start preparing for the big wedding, what to do, or how to do.
The wedding time of the two has been set, just on the twentieth of this month, the fifth day of the first month today, and there is still half a month before the wedding day.
King Shen's Mansion and the Pei family are in full swing to prepare for the wedding, and Rong Xin has been living in the Regent's Mansion to recuperate, Lou Yueqing spends most of her time with her every day, seeing that there are still five days left before the wedding, Rong Xin is going back to the house to prepare for the wedding, the day before leaving, she asked Lou Yueqing to accompany her out of the city to make incense, saying that she wanted to do something for the innocent child, Lou Yueqing promised her and took her out of the city.
Lou Yueqing took her to the Cheng'en Temple located on the mountainside of Yangmingshan in the western suburbs of the city, Cheng'en Temple is the national temple of Chu, which is comparable to the founding year of Chu, the scale is larger than Putuo's Nunnery, and the incense is also excellent, so Lou Yueqing took her to Cheng'en Temple.
It's just that I didn't expect to meet someone in Cheng'en Temple.
A person that Lou Yueqing didn't expect but should have appeared.
This person is here to find Rong Xin.
Rong Xin thought that she would never see this person again in her life, this man who saved her from fire and water, made her unable to extricate herself from falling in love, injured her completely, and made her love and hate, she thought that she would not have to see each other again in this life, but she didn't expect to see it here.
But so what?
She couldn't do anything with him anymore!
There are few people coming to the mountain behind Cheng'en Temple, so it is very quiet, and you can only hear the sound of the mountain stream and waterfall pouring down not far away, and the chirping of birds.
Next to the pine trees, between the pavilions, Rong Xin stood by the pavilion, looking at the unobstructed scenery outside the pavilion, looking at the green mountains stretching for thousands of miles under the mountain, and was silent.
And behind her, there was a man standing, with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, distinct facial features, with a trace of sadness between his eyebrows, looking a little haggard and depressed, as if it was Xiao Yishen, the king of Beiliping and the south who led troops to fight several wars with Chu not long ago!
Xiao Yishen looked at the woman in front of him with her back to him, she didn't speak, and he didn't know what to say, so he just stood behind her and looked at her quietly.
She looked much better, not as weak as she had left, and had been well taken care of, but she had been much quieter, and he remembered that she had been a very cheerful and lively person before, and she would talk to him at every turn......
But now......
After being quiet for a long time, Rong Xin finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned around unexpectedly, and looked at him coldly.
The voice was cold and alienated with a rejection: "If His Royal Highness King Pingnan is okay, I won't accompany him!"
After saying that, he planned to spare him and leave.
Xiao Yishen's low and weak voice sounded: "Xin'er!"
Rong Xin's footsteps paused......
Heart......
He turned around, locked his gaze on her face, and slowly spoke: "Don't marry someone else, go back to the capital with me, and I'll marry you!"
When Rong Xin heard this, he sneered, turned his head to look at him, and showed sarcasm: "Xiao Yishen, are you joking with me?"
Xiao Yishen frowned, looked at her, and was silent.
He's not kidding, he's serious.
Rong Xin ignored his serious expression, and just asked, "Do you know what I'm doing here today?"
Xiao Yishen thought about it and shook his head.
Rong Xin smiled, looked at Xiao Yishen's eyes, with hatred and a hint of madness, gritted his teeth and said: "I came to pray for my child today, I hope that when he is reincarnated, he will polish his eyes and be reincarnated into a good family, don't be like this time, before he was born, he died in the hands of his father and turned into a pool of blood!"
As Rong Xin spoke, the hatred that burst out of his eyes made Xiao Yishen a little unbearable, his face suddenly turned pale, and the hand hanging by his side clenched into a ball and gurgled ......
The bottom of his eyes is full of grief and self-blame......
"I'm sorry ......"
Even if it wasn't intentional, the mistake had been made, and he wounded her and killed their child with his own hands, his first child......
Rong Xin sneered: "I'm sorry? Heh, if I'm sorry and useful, why are you indifferent when I'm sorry to you?" Xiao Yishen, do you know that your so-called unintentional mistakes have killed our children, and also killed all my expectations and sincerity for you?"
Xiao Yishen looked at her with a resentful look, opened his mouth, and wanted to say something, but he was speechless after all.
Seeing that he was speechless, looking at her with guilt in his eyes, Rong Xin laughed at himself: "That's it, after all, I am willing to be cheap, I am too stupid, I can't blame others for ending up like this, but I am to blame, but Xiao Yishen, you tell me clearly, I Rong Xin will never be a stand-in for others in my life, even if I am lonely and old, never!"
Xiao Yishen twisted his eyebrows, looked at her honestly, and said, "I said, I never used you as a stand-in!"
He really likes her and has nothing to do with anyone......
Rong Xin scoffed at his words: "Do you think I will still believe you?"
Xiao Yishen twisted his eyebrows.
Rong Xin closed her eyes, swept away the grief and remorse in her eyes, and after opening her eyes, she had already recovered her bleakness, she said lightly: "Xiao Yishen, the matter has come to this, you go, I don't want to see you again in my life!"
However, just as she wanted to leave, Xiao Yishen took her hand.
Rong Xin looked at him lightly, word by word: "You let go of me!"
Xiao Yishen looked at her very seriously, and said in a low tone: "You will understand whether you are a stand-in or not, you are my woman, I said that I want to marry you, you can only be my princess, I will never let you marry someone else, I didn't mean to do it before, I know that I can't live with you and the child, I owe you, I will compensate you in the future, but if you dare to marry that surnamed Pei, I will kill him!"
In the last sentence, Xiao Yishen's tone was very serious and resolute, and Rong Xin knew that he was not scaring her, but serious.
Although Xiao Yishen is usually cynical, she is absolutely true to her words and cannot be ignored, even if she has only been with him for two months, she can see it.
It's just that...... Rong Xin smiled coldly, looking at him without giving in: "If you dare to kill him, I will kill you to pay for his life!"
Xiao Yishen was stunned for a moment, squinted her eyes, and the hand holding her arm became tighter and tighter.
stared at her deadly, with a hint of gloom in his eyes: "What are you talking about? You want to kill me for another man?"
Rong Xin said lightly: "He is not another man, he is my fiancé, and you ...... To me, it's just an insignificant person, isn't it?"
She was laughing, sarcastically.
He was an insignificant man to her......
How can this be?
He was married to her, she was the woman he wanted to marry, she had said that she liked him, she liked it, they had had a child, and now she said they didn't matter......
Xiao Yishen looked at the dazzling sarcasm in her eyes, looked at her with a disapproving face, and then remembered the bits and pieces they had been together day and night before, the gap was so big that an unknown anger suddenly rose in his heart, pushing her to the pillar behind her, and then pushing her against the pillar, and directly grabbed her lips vigorously.
"Hmm......" Rong Xin's eyes widened, and he wanted to push him away, but he grabbed her head with one hand and hugged her very tightly, she couldn't push it away at all, pushing and pushing, the force on her body slowly disappeared, so she was hugged and kissed hard by him, her brain was blank, and she didn't come back to her senses until his long tongue went straight in, and immediately bit hard, and the smell of blood suddenly spread in her mouth, and he let go of her.
As soon as he let go, Rong Xin pushed him away, and then, "Bang!" sounded, Xiao Yishen was smacked by this slap, and stood quietly, his thin lips were red, and there was a trace of blood at the corner of his mouth.
Rong Xin looked at him hatefully, gritted his teeth and said, "Xiao Yishen, I warn you for the last time, stay away from me and don't touch me again, otherwise, I will die for you!"
After saying that, she left the gazebo without hesitation, with unprecedented determination.
She has nothing to do with him anymore.
------Off topic------
Bad fate......
It's another entangled love triangle...... Ahem
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