Chapter 361: Staying True to Yourself (Second Update)

Seeing sixteen with red circles under his eyes, I felt very uncomfortable, I had rough skin and thick flesh, but I couldn't see girls shed tears.

After I told me all about what had happened to me, I was overwhelmed by her silence, I don't know if she couldn't bear it or something else, but the two rings on her hands were particularly glaring!

"Don't say it, don't say it, I was joking with you just now, hurry up and drink fish soup!" I quickly said a round, if she cried, then I really couldn't do anything.

"Sanming, what are you doing all this for? Is it worth it?" she raised her head and looked at me directly, her hazy eyes looked distressing, and for some reason I felt a little sour in my heart.

Because her words fell on my ears, I could hear two completely different meanings, but I didn't want to believe or think about another meaning......

"What's worth it or not, it's already like this...... Life can only go forward and look forward, everything that has passed is gone, and it doesn't matter. ”

I waved my hand to indicate that it was okay, as if something was clogging up my throat, and I asked myself if I could really let go of the past.

As the saying goes, people can be ruthless, and it is not easy to forget the pain of the past, but people can't always live in the pessimism of the past, no matter what, they must hold up their chests to face tomorrow and the future!

Even if you have lost something, even if you have not had a glimmer of hope for this world, as long as you live, you can see tomorrow, and as long as you are brave, you can usher in a new tomorrow!

If your heart has been living in a storm, no matter how beautiful this world is, everything depends on your inner world, so be brave and declare war on the pain you once had!

The fish soup is smooth in the mouth, and it feels very comfortable to fill your stomach, at least it doesn't make people feel hesitant and helpless!

"Sanming, do you have any relationship with Mr. Du? I heard others say that you are looking for him......" Sixteen whispered, and my heart was a lot more steady!

This feeling is like a big rock hanging in my heart has finally landed, and I am not surprised by her question at all, but I just feel a little uncomfortable.

I never forgot that she once called to say that she wanted to study abroad, I didn't forget that I was stuck in a hospital room in Beijing, and I never forgot everything in the corner downstairs, but I didn't want to mention it......

Now that she called me in the morning to ask if I had gotten up, it seems that she already knew about the Seoul Entertainment City last night, and she couldn't hide this kind of thing in Shenyang......

I didn't speak, I just touched the cigarette on the table, lit the cigarette and turned my head to look at the empty reservoir, the calm water was sparkling, and there was an indescribable taste in my heart!

"I'm just listening to what others say, is it true?" she asked, her tone tentative and cautious, but rather a hint of emptiness.

"You don't have to listen to others, just ask me directly! What am I looking for him? I don't know him well......" I said deliberately ambiguously, and I didn't answer her question directly.

I don't want to mention anything about the surname Du with her, and I don't want to mention anything about interests, because my instincts tell me that she doesn't have a bad heart!

"Oh, I'm worried, so that's fine. Sixteen was visibly relieved, but I was a little curious.

"What are you worried about?" I asked casually, but Sixteen answered at once!

"Of course I'm worried about you!"

I feel a lot more comfortable in the face of such a happy answer, but I know that this kind of question is in vain, and she will definitely not hesitate if she is so smart......

Her answer was also ambiguous, she was worried about me, maybe she was worried about my safety, and more likely worried that I wouldn't be able to fight the surname Du...... Because in anyone's eyes, I would not be a match for the surname Du.

"I don't know if you like the taste of the fish soup here. "I immediately changed the subject, and at this moment I don't want to mention the surname Du again!

"It's okay, I don't usually like to eat fish, so I'll just eat a little. ”

"Oh!" I nodded, I understood, after all, I knew too little about her habits.

"Sanming, I hope you don't be impulsive, I'm also doing it for your good!" Sixteen looked at me calmly, and these words made me feel more and more awkward!

"I'm not impulsive, isn't it good that I'm back in Shenyang now? I pretended not to understand, and this remark ended the topic invisibly.

"It's good that you know. Sixteen nodded and said nothing, I took a sip of tea and smoked quietly, followed by a brief silence.

Although I didn't want to think about anything else, the silence made me feel bad, and I knew very well that she had come to me for her surname Du!

She didn't even have anything to say to me except for the one with the surname Du, which was ironic!

I also remember what Keiko told me, that people who are really good to you will always stop your impulses, even if I know the truth of good words and good medicine, but I still can't avoid vulgarity!

Thinking about it briefly, Sixteen kindly told me not to provoke the surnamed Du, then she must know in her heart that the surnamed Du wants to kill me! If she wants to think about the surname Du, then she must know why I took the initiative to find trouble!

Why didn't I go to other people's troubles when Shenyang was so big? Why didn't I go to other people for revenge when China was so big? There are some things that I don't need to say too clearly, and I can understand them after a simple scrutiny, even if I don't want to understand them, but my mind is full of this......

A cigarette burned out, I continued to take out a cigarette and smoke, Sixteen glanced at the cigarette in my hand, but she didn't say anything.

In fact, now is the most relaxed state, smoking can keep me calm, and I will always become irritable when I am addicted to smoking, and my mood will become complicated!

Before I knew it, the sky was getting darker, and the hot wind was much cooler, and it was a nice pleasure to sit next to the reservoir, but there was a subtle change in mood.

The meal was unexpectedly fast, and I talked about a lot of things in the north and south during the meal, but I felt that the atmosphere was very stiff, but I felt a little deliberate!

In fact, the subtle changes between people can always be reflected in speaking, sometimes it is better not to say anything than to find words, and a truly intimate relationship will not feel embarrassed even if you don't speak, and forcibly finding a topic will only make people feel unfamiliar.

After eating, I immediately beckoned Keiko to drive away, and on the way back, I leaned on the back seat of the car and was confused, I didn't fall asleep, but I didn't know what to say......

Sixteen is also very quiet, unconsciously there is a gap between us, and there is a kind of alienation after not seeing her for a long time, in fact, my relationship with her is not too close.

I haven't been able to say how much I feel for her from beginning to end, and I don't know if this relationship will stand up to scrutiny now, but I believe it's just a rustiness brought on by time!

I don't know how long it took for the car to stop, I squinted and didn't speak, and Sixteen pulled my shoulder.

"Sanming, I'm going back. ”

"Well, it's here so soon, I'll ask you to have dinner next time!"

"Well, I hope I can eat crayfish next time, and don't make me wait too long...... Okay?" Sixteen said that was so profound that I could understand what she meant.

"Of course!I'll take you to eat crayfish next time!" I happily agreed, but I didn't know when it would be next time, and I didn't know if there would be a chance next time......

"Then I'll wait for you, and I'll prepare a gift for you next time we meet!"

"Good!"

After Sixteen got out of the car, I beckoned Huizi to drive away, and after the car left, I looked through the rear window, and Sixteen's eyes were watching the car leave.

I could still see her far away, and I could even feel her reluctance, but now I have to make a choice!

"Brother Hui is looking for a place to park in front, let's take a taxi back." ”

"Take a taxi?" Teruko looked at me in surprise, and I nodded to show that he had heard me correctly.

"Yes, the car won't drive first, and I'll buy you a better propped up faΓ§ade when I get back!" I deliberately quipped, and Keiko immediately smiled heartily.

"That's a good feeling! Everything is up to the boss!"

Actually, I just changed cars after this joke, because it was too long to separate, I don't know how the situation is now, but I don't dare to take the risk easily!

I believe that in this world, being careful can make a ship of ten thousand years, maybe I was too careful, but I would rather be careful in everything!