Chapter 114: Farewell and Departure
Under the mother's meaningful gaze, Sister Hong and I were almost pushed into the room, I didn't dare to look at Sister Hong, under the mother's gesture just now, both of us were very worried, although it was a bit despicable, but I still thought a little, but nothing happened to us in the end.
The occasion is not right, the time is not right, the two of them returned to calm after a little ambiguity at the beginning, I offered to sleep on the sofa by myself, and Sister Hong agreed in a low voice.
The night was peaceful, the sofa was a little uncomfortable for me, but I still fell asleep, in the second half of the night, I vaguely noticed that the body became comfortable, but the sleepiness hit me deeply, I didn't wake up at that time.
When I woke up in the morning, I found that something was wrong, I slept on the sofa last night, but when I woke up in the morning, I was actually in bed, my feeling yesterday was not wrong, and the room was empty, no one, Sister Hong seemed to have gotten up.
I didn't think much about it, so I got up, and when I finished washing up and went downstairs, I saw that breakfast was already on the table, and Sister Hong and her mother were sitting on the table, and they hadn't moved yet, presumably waiting for me.
"It's up. "I've just ignored the inquiry in my mother's eyes," "yes. I gave a brief answer to my mother, and my eyes shifted to Sister Hong, who was still wearing an apron.
Breakfast was obviously made by Sister Hong, and I saw my mother's satisfied look at Sister Hong, "Come and eat, we are all waiting for you." ”
"Good. "I stayed where I was for a while, because I suddenly felt very warm, and I hope that this kind of picture will often appear in my future life in the future.
Breakfast is not easy to be too much, I looked at the dining table, it is not a delicacies of the mountains and seas, some light side dishes, I am very satisfied, Sister Hong made it.
After a simple but warm breakfast, I said goodbye to my mother, "I'm leaving so soon!"
My mother was a little disappointed, although she tried very hard not to show it, but I could still see it, my feelings were indescribably complicated, this was the first time my mother and I met since I went to No. 1 Middle School, and I don't know when the next meeting will be.
Seeing my mother so sad, but still forbearing, my mood was full of guilt, I struggled to look away, I didn't dare to look at her, afraid that if I looked at it again, I would be reluctant to leave.
When I went out, my mother gave me at the door, and I didn't dare to look back at her, and Sister Hong looked thoughtful from the beginning, and after I took a little time to get rid of this emotion for a while, Sister Hong spoke.
She asked me a question, a somewhat strange question, "If you had to do it again, would you still go down this path? If you had to do it again, would you be willing to be an ordinary person?"
Sister Hong's expression was very solemn, she was telling me very seriously, she really wanted to know this answer, would I be willing to be an ordinary person? I asked myself, would I? It was the first time I thought about such a question, and I had never imagined it before.
If I were an ordinary person, I wouldn't have to face all kinds of temptations from people all day long, I wouldn't have to face injuries, or even death, and when I reached such a height, I would envy ordinary people, but if there was really such an opportunity in front of me, how would I choose?
I thought I would hesitate, but it didn't seem to be the case, and when I questioned myself, an answer quickly surfaced, no, if I chose once, I would still choose the current path.
Sister Hong waited for my answer for a long time, but I didn't wait, I was silent, but when Sister Hong looked up at me, she saw my expression, she suddenly understood, lowered her head and showed a smile.
Not to say that it is a hypothesis that is not valid at all, but if there is such an opportunity, I will not embark on an ordinary path, and I believe that from the beginning to the end, my ideals and ambitions have always existed.
I was already firm in my thoughts, and I may have hesitated for a moment, but in the end, no matter what, I will make the exact same decision as I did at the beginning, and I will not change.
My expression was very firm, Sister Hong also saw it, and she also knew my answer, so I asked, and I didn't say anything.
It was different from when I came, when I came, I felt that the road was a bit long, and I felt that it was only a few minutes, and we went back, but it was not good news to go back to greet us, it should be said that there was both opportunity and danger.
I've only been back in town for one night, and it's only been a day and a night, but while I'm here, the people in the county haven't stopped like I did.
Xu Qiang has already gotten the news, before I asked Peng Shan to pay attention to the news in South China, for that batch of arms, Peng Shan tested the arms I used, I still moved my mind.
I asked Peng Shan to pay attention to the news before, but he has been very calm, should he say that it is not a loss to South China? Can I endure it for so long, and I don't know if this news came when I felt that there was little hope, and I don't know if it was good or bad.
The good thing is that I don't have to wait, but I don't seem to be completely ready, I already have a plan in my heart, but the foundation of this plan is all on my strength.
Including the group of younger brothers that Tian Bo is now instructing, this is still the most important part of my plan, it is a team as a secret weapon, but it is not perfect yet, I am a little worried, South China has already started its own moves, and this gang will not wait for me to develop fully before starting to trade.
"Brother Shuo, what should I do next?" Xu Qiang was asking for my next step, pulling me out of my deep thought, what else could I do, naturally I went back.
If I continue to stay in the town, I can't control the direction of things at all, and I can't get effective news in the first place, in the face of this kind of big thing, I still focus on the overall situation, and I know that this time, if I want to succeed, it is impossible to stay here.
Sister Hong saw everything on the side, silent, I was next to Sister Hong, and I still felt Sister Hong's loss for a moment, only for a moment, she quickly hid this emotion, and when I looked at Sister Hong again, she had already recovered her original expression.
I can't see a trace of it, if I hadn't noticed the change in that moment, I wouldn't have seen what Sister Hong had, but what use is it to notice it? Sister Hong doesn't want to be my trouble, she doesn't want to be a burden to me, and besides, she also has her own goals and ideals, and I knew this a long time ago.
Because of this, I ignored Sister Hong a lot, but now it's different, I understand Sister Hong a lot, Sister Hong didn't say anything, silently supported my decision, I can't repay it, I can only remember her kindness to me.
In front of the overall situation, I can only settle down and go to tidy up my things, and I have only been here for a day, and I have not brought anything with me, so there is nothing to pack, and I have nothing to take away.
It only took a few minutes to clean up, I was about to leave, to say the truth, I didn't want to leave, in the town for a day and a night, I felt a long-lost peace, as soon as I returned to No. 1 Middle School, I didn't have such a peaceful and beautiful day, I need to be on guard all the time.
But if I stay calm, I might as well choose again, as Sister Hong said, to be an ordinary person, I don't want to regret it, so I still chose to go back, Sister Hong and I still have a lot of opportunities and time to get along in the future, but if I can grasp the opportunity in front of me now, my strength can rise to a higher level.
It's not completely successful, or even the success rate is very low, according to my current situation, if others know my ambitions, they will probably only laugh at my heart higher than the sky, who would have thought that for the South China Gang, although I am already the boss of the first middle school, I still have no confidence in the face of them, and there is still a gap between the first middle school and the real big gang.
Maybe my purpose is whimsical in the eyes of others, but as long as there is a little possibility, I want to fight it, and it may be difficult to reach the sky in one step, but I have always been here.
A situation like today's reminds me that a long time ago, when I just entered a middle school, it didn't seem to be a long time, at that time, no one believed that I could sit in the position of the boss of a middle school, it can be said that I created a miracle, I believe that this time, it is not impossible to defeat the strong with the weak.
"I'm leaving. ”
"Well, have a nice trip. "There are no superfluous words, at such a critical time, the few things I have are already in the car, and I can set off with only one car, Xu Qiang has already entered, I should leave immediately, and I am still saying goodbye to Sister Hong.
There are not a few words, we are all rare silence, after a moment of silence, I opened my mouth first, Sister Hong responded, I turned around in pain, got into the car, during this period I didn't dare to look at Sister Hong, until the car started, Sister Hong has been getting farther and farther away, I dare to turn back.
Sister Hong's pretense only revealed little by little after I left, her sad look, I will remember, one day, we don't have to continue like this, although this process may be very long, although I may also die halfway, but I will keep going, this road.
Sister Hong and the town were left behind by us, I looked at the already blurred scenery, and secretly said that I will come back.
In this way, after saying goodbye to Sister Hong, Xu Qiang and I embarked on the way back, and a vicious battle was waiting for us in the distance, it would not be easy to go back, it would only be more difficult, I was ready.