Will memory deceive itself, Chen Yangjue will not.

Chen Yang's eighteen-year-old memory is very clear, he still remembers all the things before he woke up in the park, even if he pushes it three days or five days or even a week, he can tell some people and things at that time, which is why he is sure that he is from time in time, for this, he is convinced.

It was Sunday, Chen Yang returned home, his mother specially made a table of dishes, and his father allowed him to drink a glass of white wine for the first time.

After waking up, Chen Yang came to this world.

Up to now, Chen Yang had too many questions in his heart, and he felt as if there was a mysterious power in his body, always invisibly blocking himself from exploring these questions.

Eighteen-year-old Chen Yang came to this world, to be precise, anyone, including his relatives and friends, as well as Gao Yue and his daughter, should actually be regarded as strangers.

But Chen Yang accepted Gao Yue and his daughter inexplicably for the first time, and even fell in love with Gao Yue after a few days of hard work and admitted his daughter.

Chen Yang didn't have any strangeness to Gao Yue and his daughter, and the first thing he thought about was the responsibility he should bear, as well as the strong sense of guilt in his heart.

Chen Yang now feels that he was really a little too abnormal at that time, and he still remembers how natural it was for him to accept the title of father. But can the eighteen-year-old really accept a strange girl to call him dad in such a short period of time?

Chen Yang determined that it was the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old who was at work, and it was it that told him that Gao Yue was his wife and Mengmeng was his daughter, so that he quickly admitted that they were mother and daughter.

But what happened to me at that time?

The memory began to become chaotic again, but Chen Yang did not intend to give up this time, he tried his best to restrain himself, combing through all his memories, and finally, his thinking began to become clearer.

At this moment, Chen Yang suddenly found that he seemed to be a set character.

At the age of twenty-eight, his thoughts and consciousness were forcibly implanted in his mind after he came into this world, and although he did not completely control himself, it affected him all the time.

But at that time, there was no way for me to jump out of this setting, even if I didn't have the memory of being twenty-eight years old, it was impossible for me to ignore Gao Yue and her daughter. But there is an inexplicable discomfort in his heart, as if he is like a doll, at the mercy of his twenty-eight-year-old memory.

Ten years of memory, think about the amount of information contained in it is terrifying, and the unknown will make you feel endless fear, but at that time I didn't want to know the previous memory, what a ridiculous idea?

I can be sure that I really want to know the memories of this decade, but whenever I have the desire and urge to explore, there is always a feeling of fear. This feeling can make you give up and make you lose the courage to explore the memories of the twenty-eight-year-old.

For example, Gao Yue's past, I obviously want to know very much, but the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old is always blocking me.

Now Chen Yang can be sure that since he came to this world, his memory at the age of twenty-eight has indirectly controlled himself, so as to accomplish what he wants to accomplish.

Over the past few months, I have gone from a stevedore to a bar manager, and I have overcome many hardships and difficulties one by one. Sometimes when I think about it, I feel surprised, these are actually what I have experienced, when did I become so powerful.

Chen Yang now finally understands that he can do those things that he can't do at the age of eighteen, and naturally the memory of the twenty-eighteen-year-old is helping him. At that time, I already knew, but I didn't think about it.

Thinking about it in a different way, an eighteen-year-old person has traveled to the age of twenty-eight, isn't the most important thing he should do is to explore and understand the memories of his lost ten years?

I accepted Gao Yue for no reason, because she was my wife at the age of twenty-eight, but now she was eighteen-year-old herself, did she really not mind her past.

Eighteen-year-old self, Lin Weiwei is his girlfriend, even if she has held hands with other men, she will feel a little uncomfortable.

However, now Gao Yue, who knows her for a whole decade, has a memory gap for a whole decade, but he accepted her so easily.

Li Dong's words and his mother's attitude towards Gao Yue are still hovering in his mind, that is, Gao Yue has indeed made mistakes.

At that time, I knew that Gao Yue had made a mistake, but instead of getting to the bottom of it, I was afraid to know and didn't want to know, which was completely unreasonable.

What are you afraid of, Chen Yang knows very well in his heart, what mistakes women make will be unforgivable, that is undoubtedly cheating, did Gao Yue cheat?

If it was because of Gao Yue's derailment that the twenty-eight-year-old self became what he is now, what should he do?

But Chen Yang, with his current understanding of Gao Yue, feels that Gao Yue is not that kind of person, so what mistake did Gao Yue make?

The conversation with An Ran made Chen Yang understand that he was still in love with Lin Weiwei at the age of twenty-eight.

At the beginning, because Lin Weiwei went abroad, he married Gao Yue at the age of twenty-eight, and then Gao Yue made a mistake, and then the twenty-eight-year-old self forced Gao Yue to divorce and renew his relationship with Lin Weiwei.

Is this the case?

Chen Yang once again fell into the whirlpool of memory, but this time, he didn't plan to give up, he seemed to have grasped something, although he didn't know what it was, but he felt that it was very important.

Chen Yang could feel that he had broken through the barrier that bound his thoughts, and at this moment, he was the real eighteen-year-old self.

His brain began to become sober, and Chen Yang figured out everything. The moment he woke up from the park, he became a puppet of the twenty-eight-year-old memory, his thinking was influencing himself, his mind was indirectly controlling himself, his purpose was very clear, and in the end he wanted to completely make himself the Chen Yang he wanted.

Chen Yang was very angry, but he was also glad that at least the twenty-eight-year-old Chen Yang he let himself become was a good father, a good husband, and a good son, not a scumbag like himself at the age of twenty-eight.

What puzzled Chen Yang was why his eighteen-year-old self in this world had become the twenty-eight-year-old he was? What did he experience, and the question still returned to the memory of the past ten years.

He obviously hated Gao Yue very much, forced her to divorce, and hated his daughter. However, what was left to himself was a strong sense of guilt for their mother and daughter, so that he could replace him to make up for their mother and daughter.

The memory left by the twenty-eight-year-old self is very limited, and he found that all the memories are about Gao Yue and his daughter, as if there has never been a memory of other people.

At this point, Chen Yang remembered the memory that flashed in his mind when his brother-in-law jumped off the building, which was the only time a stranger appeared.

Who was that old man with a white beard, and why did he make himself feel so scared?

Thinking of this, Chen Yang came to his senses, he broke out in a cold sweat, Sister Mei's figure had disappeared, the customers in the bar had become scarce, and the time on his mobile phone was displayed as one o'clock in the morning.

After nearly three hours of thinking, Chen Yang completely understood everything. Although the original self is himself, the self in a certain state is controlled by the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old, which is not the real self at all.

At this moment, Chen Yang could feel that his thinking had returned to normal, without any sense of restraint, and even the bar in front of him felt very different from before in his eyes.

Chen Yang knew that his eighteen-year-old self had completely awakened.