Chapter 135: Pain

Looking at Xiaoxiao who was going away step by step, his heart also throbbed, and he didn't know how it had developed like this, and when he heard her good words, his heart began to throb. It hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.

It was the first time he was so helpless and powerless.

Why did God do this, and played such a joke with him, this is his flesh and blood, the only blood that is linked.

He's going to take that life away with his own hands. He is heartbroken more than anyone else, he cares about this child more than anyone else, this is what he hopes for the stars and the moon, but he has to do this.

Watching her leave step by step like this, there was more than a mountain between her and him, and he could imagine Xiaoxiao's pain, because it also hurt in his heart.

He couldn't explain it, only Xiaoxiao hated him, which was a good thing, and it was good to hate him, so that he would stay in her heart, and she wouldn't forget him.

Watching Xiaoxiao gradually move away from the back, Zhang Yunjun took out a cigarette from his pocket and took a hard breath next to the pillar where the cold stopped.

He struck the pillar with a hard punch, and the pillar shook as well, and his heart was full of grief and helplessness. But I can't vent it in my heart. He looked up at the sky, gray and black, with nothing but endless sadness.

He knew that it was impossible for Xiaoxiao to be with him anymore at this moment, and he smashed the love between him and her with his own hands, no matter how unwilling he was. We also have to face reality.

When he thought back to the beginning, he didn't understand how he had come to this point. It's that thing, it's the pressure in their family, it's whether they don't trust each other enough or don't love each other enough. Maybe it's all there, Li Yuanyuan is just a line of fire.

Xiaoxiao step by step, she didn't even have the strength to lift her feet and walk, she didn't dare to look back at him, her heart was full of hatred, hating Zhang Yunjun and Li Yuanyuan. And his family. I hate myself even more for being stupid, naïve and ignorant.

Every step she took, she exhausted her strength, thinking of the happiness she had at the beginning, it was all her self-deception, he had never been in love with her at all, it was all her wishful thinking, remembering the first time they met. There are also some sweet lives.

How happy and sweet I was at the beginning, how much I hate now.

It was like a joke at the beginning, and she was the only one who indulged in it. She was the only one in the middle, everyone else was standing outside watching her, and she was a joke. The protagonist of the joke.

If she could, how much she wished she had never met Zhang Yunjun, if it weren't for him, she wouldn't be so sad, wouldn't be so painful, and wouldn't be so desperate. She had never hated anyone like this.

With every step she took, she exhausted the strength of her body, and she endured the sadness in her heart and walked away one step at a time. She was on the verge of falling, she was not afraid to turn back, she did not dare to stop, she was afraid that she would turn back and beg him to spare her and his child.

But she knew that it was useless, during the time they got along, she knew him, his character was ruthless, and he would never be soft on things.

Since he has already decided, it will not change. No one can change it, whether it is her or his brother or Zhang's mother.

When He Nan saw Xiaoxiao, he rushed over, although he didn't know what they said, and he didn't know why Aunt Xiaoxiao cried, but he knew that Aunt Xiaoxiao must be very sad, it must be this uncle who bullied her.

Aunt Xiaoxiao bullied her like this, bad person.

He hugged the soy sauce, ran over quickly, took Xiaoxiao's hand, he glared at Zhang Yunjun fiercely, it was all this person, bullying him Xiaoxiao's aunt, he hated him.

The two walked slowly towards the stairs, and as soon as they entered the stairs, they saw Aunt He walking down in a hurry, and when they saw Xiaoxiao and He Nan, they couldn't help but let out a long sigh, she patted her chest, walked over, pulled He Nan and said, "How did you buy a bottle of soy sauce for so long?"

She looked at the time, it was almost half an hour, and it was only a few minutes to buy a soy sauce, why did it take so long.

She was afraid that something would happen, Du Sanmei told her to take good care of Xiaoxiao before she went out, she knew that Xiaoxiao was in a bad mood today, Du Sanmei said that she was out of love, and she was afraid that she would do something bad, and if she couldn't think about it, it might be a suicide.

Thinking of this, she rushed down. I was also afraid.

It's not terrible to fall out of love, but I'm afraid of those who can't think about it.

How can such a good girl have a man who doesn't know how to appreciate it, how can he be willing to hurt her, she muttered.

Looking at Xiaoxiao and He Nan for a moment, her heart was lifted, and then she let go. She took the soy sauce from He Nan's hand, still nagging in her mouth.

He Nan was very happy when he saw his grandmother coming down, and he said the scene just now, and finally concluded that this was a bad uncle, and bullied his aunt Xiaoxiao and cried.

Aunt He listened to her grandson's words, pulled her grandson to her side, and looked at Xiaoxiao, only to see that Xiaoxiao's face was still full of tears, and she didn't hear what their mother-in-law and grandson said just now.

She couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, she was also a person from the past, no one was wrong or right in this relationship, she just hoped that she could get out of this relationship quickly.

She touched her grandson's hair, patted him on the shoulder, and whispered, "Don't talk nonsense, what do you know, little kid." ”

"Grandma, I...."He Nan wanted to say something, but was startled by his grandmother's eyes, and he was reluctant to close his mouth, but he muttered in his heart that he was wrong.

"You're still young, and you don't understand a lot of things. Aunt He said to He Nan in a deep voice.

He Nan nodded, in the adult world, he really didn't understand. I just think it's complicated.

Xiaoxiao didn't hear what the two said, she just followed He Nan numbly, and she didn't even notice that Aunt He walked in.

She still had the scene just now, that sentence, how could he be so ruthless, and her hatred was overwhelming.

What was once sweet, this moment has become a joke, how she wishes she had never seen him and didn't know him.

She had known for a long time that he was a ruthless person, but she never thought that she would be treated like this, and he thought that she was a special person in his heart, and it turned out to be a joke.

It's all because she thinks too much about herself, he has always been him, and he hasn't changed, it's just her own heart that has changed.

Her heart has always been sinking in her own thoughts, and she instinctively and numbly followed He Nan, she just wants to find a place where no one is good and cry well. Just want to be quiet. For Zhang Yunjun and Li Yuanyuan, there is only hatred left.

Thinking that their children can live well, and she only ends up with such a fate, pity her unborn child.

Thinking of this, her heart was full of hatred, and she really wanted to ask why. But she knew there was no answer.

She had thought that he would not be so ruthless even if he was unhappy to know that she had their child.

She went back to her room numbly, closed the door, and cried out in pain, it turned out that there was no most despair, only more despair. Before he said that, she thought she had misheard.

How she wished they had never known each other, and how nice it was that they were just strangers.

She leaned her back against the wooden door, slowly sat on the ground, and her hand couldn't help but gently caress her belly, this is a small life, but she can't keep him. He really shouldn't have been here. It should not be reincarnated into her belly.

She looked up, her face full of tears, she was really reluctant, but what could she do. How many more days can he stay with her?

Thinking of this time, everyone was careful for him, and she was also for him, desperately trying to survive, after that. What should she do alone.

Xiaoxiao once imagined that she was holding a little girl's hand, and the little girl was holding Zhang Yunjun with her other hand, a family of three, very happy to play in the kilometer, and play together.

He gave up on her, but even took away her happiness, she really hated it, and she hated it when she thought that in the future, they would be a family of three and play in the park together, and she would be alone, looking at their smiles alone.

She clasped her hands and feet, buried her head in her feet, and cried bitterly, her mind full of happy days for the three of them.

She is full of hatred, hating her helplessness and helplessness.

At this time, she even began to doubt her life, and even had thoughts of suicide.

At this time, her mobile phone rang, but she was in no mood to pay attention to it, and the mobile phone on the side was abandoned by the owner, dropped to the side, and kept ringing.

As soon as Du Sanmei answered her Aunt He's call, she rushed back, she held her mobile phone, stood at the door, and heard the sound of crying inside, she was anxious.

She asked for help in the friend group, and both friends told her to be optimistic about Xiaoxiao, and they rushed over to take a look.

They used to be best friends, and one should accompany her when she is in trouble.

Friendship is like this, you may usually say two bad things about you, but if you have any difficulties, they stand up to support you and comfort you for the first time. Silently care for you.

Xiaoxiao didn't open the door again that day, locked herself inside, didn't eat or drink water. Just sit stupidly on the ground for one night.

And Du Sanmei stood at the door for a night, she was afraid that she would commit suicide, and when she heard the sound of her breathing, she was relieved.

Early the next morning, Zhang Meifeng and Li Xia came, both of them came over on leave, and they came in a hurry.

The three of them stood at the door, discussing what to do, and they were helpless about such a thing.

The two talked about telling Xiaoxiao to open the door, but Xiaoxiao didn't seem to hear it, pondering in her own world, and didn't pay attention to the three of them.

Aunt He and He Nan told the scene yesterday again, and they didn't know who this man was, but Du Sanmei and Zhang Meifeng knew.

They are also full of hatred for Li Yuanyuan and Zhang Yunjun. Especially for Li Yuanyuan, they also heard Du Sanmei talk about how she fell out of love and how the two of them helped her.

Now it's the other way around, robbing a friend's boyfriend, such a woman, they want to slap twice when they hear it.

I've seen a shameless woman, but I've never seen such a shameless woman.