Fat Man and Xiaomei ended their honeymoon early, and when they returned, they took care of all the related things of the bar staff.

Obviously, the bar can't continue to operate, after all, the main body of the bar has been completely damaged, and if you want to continue operating, the bar must be demolished and rebuilt, but the investment is not proportional to the return.

The fat man reported the situation to his father, who finally agreed to sell the land.

Chen Yang knew in his heart that the moment the fat father made up his mind, the bar had become a thing of the past.

Because the fat man and Xiaomei were still in the newlywed period, the family was anxious to let them go back and arrange all the things in the bar, and they took the plane to leave that night.

Chen Yang shirked and said that he was in a bit of a hurry to leave in advance, but asked Gao Yue to send the fat man and Xiaomei, although the bar fire was an accident, but Chen Yang had a deep self-blame in his heart, he didn't want to face the two of them when parting.

The mobile phone was ringing over and over again, and Gao Yue's name was displayed on it, but Chen Yang turned off the mobile phone directly, he was a little dazed at the moment, he needed to think clearly and figure it out.

On the beach by the sea.

Chen Yang asked himself in his heart.

Why?

What is the reason for everything that has happened so far?

Why did you come here?

From the time Chen Yang woke up to the present, the anger in his chest was increasing little by little, and at this moment it completely exploded, and he roared madly at the sky.

"God, what the hell is all this?"

Chen Yang collapsed, completely collapsed, running wildly by the sea, roaring and roaring, crying and laughing.

Why, Lao Tzu just looked forward to life finally getting better, and you completely destroyed Lao Tzu's future.

Why let Lao Tzu travel to this world, don't give Lao Tzu a golden finger, just forget it, every day Lao Tzu faces these sad, helpless, painful things, every day to find Lao Tzu's trouble, don't toss Lao Tzu, you are fucking unhappy, isn't it?

Lao Tzu is like living in TV series and novels, you can't be a little good, as long as you have a comfortable life for a few days, you have to make something happen immediately, is it that Lao Tzu doesn't have an accident, you are not fucking comfortable.

Chen Yang pointed to the sky with a hideous face, and shouted frantically: "You say, you say, answer my question, your uncle's God." ”

。。。

After venting, Chen Yang sat on the beach panting violently. Once again, eighteen-year-old Chen Yang couldn't bear the endless torture brought to him by life, and tears flowed out unscrupulously.

Chen Yang was very aggrieved and uncomfortable, but he couldn't talk to anyone.

Wiping away his tears, Chen Yang calmed down, and recalled in his mind all the things that had happened to him since he came to this world, and his face became more and more ugly.

At this moment, Chen Yang discovered a huge problem that he himself had overlooked.

The problem is that from the moment you first came into this world, you think that you have come through time. But this is the real world, not a novel or a TV series, is there really such an absurd existence as time travel?

Why do you think you are crossing over?

It's because he still has a clear memory of being eighteen years old, and if he throws away the memory of being eighteen-year-old, what else can he prove that he has traveled to this world?

No, not at all.

If you overturn what you think you think is crossing, then what's going on with you?

Is it possible to lose my memory? Losing my memory is a blank memory, will I go back to the memory of the eighteen-year-old like I did?

I'm mentally ill? I fantasize about being eighteen years old again? If I was mentally ill before, wouldn't anyone around me see it?

Why do you say that you are mentally ill, because your thinking has changed too strangely.

Although everything is what I think in my heart, it is a fact. When I first came to this world, I was indeed bound by the thought of being twenty-eight years old, and I did many things that I couldn't do, even if I was completely sober later, I was still relying on the memory of being twenty-eight years old.

Are you really mentally ill?

Another question, if I came through time, where did my twenty-eight-year-old self go, did I die, or did I die of my soul?

His brain began to mess up, but Chen Yang tried to control it and make his mind clear.

If you rule out the possibility of crossing, let's not talk about how I became an eighteen-year-old, there is now a fact in front of me that I dare not admit.

I am my twenty-eight-year-old self, and I actually do the things that I think only scum can do.

Chen Yang was stunned, if that was the case, how should he face all this.

Chen Yang knows that he can't escape anymore now, and he has to figure out all this.

Why do you always feel scared?

I was afraid of the gray-haired old man in my memory, I was afraid of the woman in red, I was afraid of the ordinary-looking notebook.

What's hidden here?

Chen Yang's eyes lit up, he thought of the notebook that was not buried in the fire, but he would feel scared when he saw it, why was he afraid, what was in it?

Chen Yang didn't want to live in such a mess anymore, even if he wanted to, reality wouldn't allow it.

The job at the bar is gone, what should he do? Go to work as a coolie again, or drive a box car? Then the bright future that he and Gao Yue imagined will definitely not be realized until the Year of the Monkey.

Perhaps, maybe if you figure everything out yourself, you will have a better path for yourself to choose.

Chen Yang made up his mind, his eyes became resolute, he stood up and walked in the direction of home.

Chen Yang pushed open the door and walked in, Gao Yue looked at Chen Yang's embarrassed appearance in surprise, but after a moment, she put away her surprised expression, walked to Chen Yang's side, took the sand-stained clothes from his hand, and said softly: "Go wash it." ”

Chen Yang reluctantly squeezed out a smile, and then walked into the bathroom.

Gao Yue sighed, put down Chen Yang's clothes, and turned around and went into the kitchen.

Chen Yang walked out of the bathroom after washing, Gao Yue had already prepared dinner, Chen Yang sat down at the table and picked up the meal and asked: "Daughter-in-law, let's go to my parents to pick up my daughter after eating, I haven't seen you for a few days, I miss my daughter." ”

Gao Yue smiled softly and nodded: "Well, eat it quickly, it won't taste good if it gets cold for a while." ”

Gao Yue knew that because of the disappearance of the bar, Chen Yang had hesitation and loss in his heart, and he needed this family to give him strength now, and he and his daughter needed to give him the courage to face his future life.

But what Gao Yue didn't know was that what Chen Yang needed was not what she imagined. What Chen Yang thinks about is that his home can give him the strength and courage to open that notebook.

In the dead of night, under the soft light, Chen Yang looked at Gao Yue and his daughter, sometimes smiling happily, sometimes frowning, but struggling violently in his heart.

Chen Yang knew why he was struggling in his heart, he could feel that if he opened that notebook, he would definitely change in the future, as for how it would change, it was unknown.

Chen Yang stood up and walked out of the bedroom, he had already made up his mind that no matter what, he would open the notebook tonight.

Chen Yang walked step by step to the cabinet where the notebook was placed, he opened the cabinet door, took the notebook in his hand, and then walked to the sofa and sat down.

Looking at the notebook on his lap in front of him, Chen Yang didn't have the fear he had when he saw it in the past, but at this moment, Chen Yang was inexplicably excited in his heart. He smiled bitterly twice and opened the notebook directly.

Chen Yang would not have thought that the moment he opened the notebook, a new life would really begin.