055: Rong Zhi is here

Xiao Yike was stunned for a while, looking at the hatred and resoluteness that burst out of Lou Yueqing's eyes, he didn't know how to persuade her.

In fact, if he could, he really hoped that she could let go of her obsession, let go of Changle, and let go of herself, as long as she didn't pursue it, as long as she was willing to take action, Changle could stay, but now, he felt that his idea was ridiculous.

He underestimated her resentment.

Lou Yueqing saw Xiao Yike's complicated and speechless expression, and suddenly remembered something, her eyes narrowed slightly, and a different color crossed her eyes, looking at Xiao Yike's expression with unknown meaning, she gritted her teeth, and asked lightly: "What, second brother, you are also ...... Don't want her to die?"

Xiao Yike's face was stunned when he heard this, he wrung his eyebrows and looked at Lou Yueqing, and after thinking for a while, he understood what she meant by this question, he hurriedly opened his mouth and wanted to explain: "Don't worry, I ......"

Lou Yueqing suddenly raised her hands slightly, stopping Xiao Yike's words, Xiao Yike's voice was stunned, and she looked at her with frowns, only to see her take a step back slightly, her hands clenched, with a wry smile on her face, and murmured in a low voice: "I understand!"

It turned out that she was really wrong, and everyone thought she was wrong.

Xiao Yike knew that she had misunderstood, and he immediately rushed to explain: "Don't worry, don't misunderstand, the second brother didn't mean this, I just ......"

Just what, he paused, but didn't know how to explain it.

Moreover, he always felt that this girl had a strange mind, as if she was deliberately suppressing something......

He was afraid that she had already guessed something, and she didn't want to face it, so she pressed like this.

Seeing that Xiao Yike was speechless, the corners of Lou Yueqing's mouth twitched slightly, and she smiled sarcastically: "Look, the second brother can't explain it himself, in the end, you just can't bear her death, and think she is very innocent, so everyone hopes that I will raise my noble hand and let her go, that's right, she is innocent, she is just a pawn of Tang Hui and can't help herself, but the second brother, she has replaced me for more than ten years, and she has occupied everything that originally belonged to me with peace of mind, making me a laughing stock in the world, you tell me, why should I repay her with virtue?"

Xiao Yike's face changed slightly, and he hurriedly pulled Lou Yueqing, wanting to say something: "Don't worry, calm down, the second brother really doesn't mean this......"

He regretted it, this girl was originally sensitive and delicate, and she was angry about her father's imprisonment in her cell, and now she was unwilling to deal with Changle, and he persuaded her to let Changle go at this time, which would only make her think and speculate.

Lou Yueqing gritted her teeth, pursed her lips and asked in a low voice, "Then you...... What does that mean?"

Xiao Yike held Lou Yueqing's shoulders and patiently explained: "Second brother is just, I don't want you to be obsessed with hatred, I know you are very aggrieved in your heart, but don't worry, now that everything has passed, you should try to be kind to yourself, with hatred, it will only make you very tired, do you understand?"

Hearing this, Lou Yueqing's face was stunned, and she looked at Xiao Yike's earnest gaze fixedly, she raised her eyebrows, and asked lightly: "So, what does the second brother mean, do you want me to let go of my hatred?

Xiao Yike thought she had listened and nodded: "Yes!"

Lou Yueqing sneered coldly, her eyes were bitter, and she twisted her eyebrows and asked, "Aren't they all the same?"

"Worry-free...... That's different......

As an elder brother, he really doesn't want her to be obsessed with hatred and overwhelm herself, she shouldn't have lived so tired, if it weren't for those conspiracies back then, she, and Changle would have lived carefree, no one could hurt them, they would be a pair of sisters with good feelings, have a smooth and comfortable life, and be the most noble princess in Liguo, there would not be such a farce of fratricidal sisters today, nor would there be such a stalemate as now.

Lou Yueqing smiled faintly, turned around slightly, walked a few steps, stood there, looked at the lake in front of him, and said lightly: "Second brother, you want me to let go of hatred, but second brother, since I was six years old, hatred is the motivation for me to survive, every time I am about to lose it, as long as I remember that I haven't taken revenge, I haven't taken back what belongs to me, how can I die? I gritted my teeth and survived, now you let me let go, you tell me, how to let go?"

As long as she hasn't fulfilled her long-cherished wish, she can't let go easily, and if she can let go easily, she won't come back.

When Xiao Yike heard this, his face was slightly moved, and he blamed himself a little, he shouldn't have said those words that affected her emotions, made her think wildly, and remembered these unfortunate pasts.

Taking a few steps forward, his hand on her shoulder, Xiao Yike whispered with some self-blame and guilt: "Don't worry, it's the second brother's fault, the second brother shouldn't say these words to make you sad, don't take it to heart, don't think nonsense, if you don't want to let go, the second brother won't force you, don't think about it, okay?"

He really shouldn't have mentioned the words that let her let Changle go, but he didn't expect that just casually mentioning it would make her react so much, she has always been careful and sensitive, these days she was dissatisfied because of her father's disposition, and she was always cranky, and now he said let her let Changle go, how could she not be excited?

I'm afraid that she really thinks that her father, whether it's the emperor or him, can't bear Changle, doesn't care about her feelings, and doesn't care about her.

Lou Yueqing turned her head slightly, looked at Xiao Yike, looked serious, pursed her lips and asked, "Second brother, I want to ask you a question!"

"You say!"

Lou Yueqing hesitated for a moment with some anxiety before she pondered and asked, "Is he not happy when I come back?"

Xiao Yike was stunned for a moment, and then twisted his eyebrows: "Why do you ask like this?"

She smiled faintly: "Isn't this something that is obvious at a glance?"

From the first time she appeared in front of him after she came back to now, it has been the eighth day, he has not said a word to her, he has not seen her, whether it is in prison or in the palace, he has not appeared, he is not necessarily very happy that day, his own daughter is lost and recovered, as a father, such an attitude is really too strange.

She could see that he was unhappy, and even gave her the illusion that he didn't want her back at all.

Is it a delusion?

Like, no.

Xiao Yike sighed and explained patiently: "Don't worry, you think too much, my father is very happy, it's just ...... He doesn't know what to do, you may not know, your diet and daily life in the past few days, even your diet and living in the prison cell, have been arranged by my father himself, although he has never seen you, but he has always cared about you, he is very guilty of you, that day you were in a coma, when he knew your physical condition, you don't know how much he feels sorry for you, but he doesn't know how to face you, so he has never come to see you, but he loves you!"

He didn't tell her, in fact, Xiao Zhenglin had already sent a lot of people to check after learning that she had cold poison in her body, to find out if there was any way to cure the cold poison, these days, the white hair on his sideburns has grown a lot, and people have gone through vicissitudes, although he didn't come to see her, but he sent people over to ask her about her situation no less than ten times a day, knowing that she couldn't eat or sleep well and didn't speak, so she was so anxious.

It's not that he doesn't want to come to see her, but he doesn't dare.

Hearing Xiao Yike's words, Lou Yueqing smiled bitterly, turned her head, raised her eyes and stared at the clouds in the sky, her expression was in a trance. After a moment of silence, she slowly spoke, and said in a calm tone: " I left here when I was six years old, and it has been fourteen years since then, so many years, I love and hate him, I love him, he is my father, when I was a child, he loved me the most, gave me all the best, his love, his connivance was only given to me, for me, he was a loving father, but I also hated him, he failed the queen mother for the throne, let the queen mother die, so many years of conniving at Tang Hui's evil, he was even deceived to this point, to spoil someone else's daughter, I always thought that if I came back, to expose all this, and appeared in front of him peacefully, he would be very happy and gratified, he will definitely kill those who caused me to suffer a lot back then to be angry for me, just like when I was a child, whoever made me unhappy, he did not hesitate to punish whom, but it turned out that I was wrong, I overestimated my weight in his mind, after all, in his heart, even if my daughter is his own, it can't withstand more than ten years of father-daughter love......"

No one can understand how she feels now, when she suffered a catastrophe, fell from heaven to hell, so many years of struggling in hell, tasting the suffering of the world, she finally got up from hell, returned to the place she thought about, but found that her persistence and expectation became a joke, obviously this is where she grew up, but now, it is occupied by the dove, and she has become a foreigner.

After this incident, she has no attachment to this place for a long time, and when the revenge is avenged, she will leave here and never come back.

When Xiao Yike conveyed Lou Yueqing's words to Xiao Zhenglin as they were, Xiao Zhenglin did not make any response, but was silent.

However, between his eyes, there was a heavy pain.

Rong Zhi traveled for six days in a row, basically sleepless day and night, and finally arrived in Xudu on the fifth day when Lou Yueqing woke up.

As soon as he arrived in Yudu, he learned that Lou Yueqing was recuperating in the palace, so he rushed to the Ligong non-stop, and the people stationed at the palace gate naturally would not let him in easily, he wanted to break in directly without saying a word, and injured many Praetorian Guards, but fortunately, Xiao Yike knew that he would arrive in the next two days, so people stared at him, and after learning that he entered the city, he rushed over directly, so as not to make the conflict worse.

When Rong Zhi arrived at the Lanling Palace, Lou Yueqing was taking a lunch break, since the imperial concubine and Xiao Yike came to see her one after another yesterday, I don't know if she has figured it out, she is not as depressed as before, she has eaten a lot, and she has slept much more steadily, so when Rong Zhi came in, she was taking a lunch break, and she slept very deeply.

Rong Zhi was dusty, his face was very haggard, he had been traveling sleeplessly for several days, day and night, so his eyes were blue, his chin had grown a lot of scum, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was scarlet, and he was relieved when he saw Lou Yueqing lying on the couch and falling asleep.

However, seeing that she had lost a lot of weight and her face was so bad, he couldn't help but feel extremely distressed, he had only been away for more than a month, and when she left, she was fine, but now, she has become like this......

Rong Zhi saw that her face was so haggard, and he knew that she hadn't rested well in the past few days, so he didn't dare to move her, and even his breathing was lowered, and he sat on the edge of the collapse and looked at her sleeping face intently, and waited for a while before Lou Yueqing woke up.

As everyone knows, when she opened her eyes and saw Rong Zhi's familiar face that could be outlined with her eyes closed, Lou Yueqing was so surprised and happy.

Hurriedly sat up and looked at him in a daze: "Rong Zhi ......"

However, as soon as she spoke, she was held in his arms and hugged tightly, as if as soon as she let go, she would leave him.

God knows how worried he has been these days, afraid that she will be sad, afraid that she will not be able to withstand the blow if she knows something, and afraid that there will be no one to accompany her when she is sad.

He shouldn't have left her here.

He rubbed it on her shoulder, attached it to her ear, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm late......"

Hugged tightly by him, Lou Yueqing was still dazed and incredulous at first, and was still immersed in the joy of seeing Rong Zhi and never came back to his senses, but when he heard his words, Lou Yueqing felt inexplicably aggrieved, as if the grievances and disappointments that had been suppressed in his heart for so many days had all found an outlet for catharsis, and uncontrollable tears rained down like rain, wetting his robe.

From the beginning of pursing his lips and sobbing silently in his arms, slowly, it turned into a low cry, and in the end, he couldn't help but cry, and the cry was full of grievances and grief.

Rong Zhi listened to her crying, his whole heart was almost twisted into a ball, as if he was being kneaded and pulled, the pain was almost suffocating, he didn't stop her from crying, just hugged her, patted her back, comforted in a low voice, and kept repeating: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay......"

The people outside the dormitory, listening to Lou Yueqing's hoarse and weak crying, felt uncomfortable.

Finally, after Lou Yueqing lost all her strength and cried, Rong Zhi wiped the tears on her face, looked at her red and swollen eyes, and the appearance that she was still sobbing and matching, she was extremely sorry, but she didn't say anything or ask, she directly picked her up, turned around and walked out of the dormitory.

However, as soon as he came out of the dormitory, he was stopped by Xiao Zhenglin, who had been waiting outside for a while after hearing the news.